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dysfunctional family core | RDR2 text post 6/???
Taboo .𖥔 ݁ ˖
Masterlist | various x reader
rating: explicit (18+)
Reader finds herself intertwined in the VDL gang after saving some of their members.
There must be something in the air, because everyone seems entranced by her...
content warning: f reader, smut MDNI, like seriously this is pure filth, ur fuckin the whole gang, every position every location, will add more as it goes along x
ongoing...
Prologue
I - gratitude - dutch van der linde
II - relief - john marston
III - ecstasy - sean macguire
IV - solace - javier escuella
V - yearning - arthur morgan
VI - favour - charles smith
VII - embrace - hosea matthews
VIII - confusion - bill williamson
IX - gentle - kieran duffy
X - loathing - micah bell
XI - whimsical - josiah trelawny
XII -synergy - arthur morgan & charles smith
XIII - romantic - mary-beth gaskill
XIV - liaison - dutch van der linde & hosea matthews
XV - absolution - sadie adler
I’m taking creative liberties because, even having played the game, the timeline confuses me.
Jack doesn't exist because he is a tiny being and shouldn't be featured in a filthy story like this, in any way. Abigail does exist but isn't apart of this story, only mentioned briefly. Molly isn't here to protect her and my peace x
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"healing" sure john | RDR2 text post 3/???
sadie adler u will always be famous | RDR2 text post 7/???
Taboo I gratitude .𖥔 ݁ ˖
dutch van der linde x reader
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rating: explicit (18+)
You wake up in a camp surrounded by outlaws. but they're really not as bad as you feared.
Especially the gangs leader, dutch van der linde, who inspires new desires in you...
content warning: f reader, smut MDNI, inexperienced reader, older man younger woman, v fingering, cowgirl position, this is filthy and my ancestors r frowning up at me
word count: 6.5k
You wake up in an unfamiliar place.
Canvas walls surround you, objects littered around as if this was someone's home, crammed into a small space. A blanket covers you, warmer and softer than anything you’ve ever owned.
You move feebly, trying to wake up properly, when a twinge of pain erupts in your shoulder and bicep.
Gasping, you sit up, further aggravating your wound and panicking you further.
You're not tied up, but you could still be a prisoner. For all you know, outside this tent is an army of O'driscolls.
Fear engulfs you, and you frantically search your person for your blade.
“You're awake!”
Startled, you flinch and look up at the source of the voice.
A young woman sits across the room, a closed book in her hands. She’s pretty, and her face glows as she smiles warmly, rising and crossing the small space swiftly to sit at your side.
“How are you feeling?” She asks, looking over you but not touching, noticing your shaky breaths and wide eyed stare.
You go to speak, but your throat feels like it is coated with sand, and you wheeze out a breath. The woman grabs a tin cup and brings it to your lips, smiling reassuringly when you give her a questioning look.
“It's water, don't worry.” She takes a sip herself, proving it to be fine.
She holds it to your mouth, which you’re grateful for, as your arm burns with even the slightest movement. When the cup is drained, she puts it down, and turns back to you with her kind smile.
“I'm Mary-Beth.” She introduces herself, “What's your name?”
You shrug, “Ain't got one.”
“Oh.” Mary-Beth says sadly, “You haven't got any people, do you? You’re alone?”
“Yeah. Have been for a while.”
Mary-Beth nods understandingly, “Can I check your bandage? I think you may have pulled a stitch.”
You hesitate, but nod, deciding the woman has not given you any reason to see her as a threat. Her voice is calming, gentle like a breeze, and her eyes hold no malice.
But you’ve fallen for honeyed traps before, and there's a quill on the table beside you that you could use as a weapon if she tries anything.
As Mary-Beth begins to deftly remove your bandage, you mentally take stock of the room.
Books and papers are littered about, an unlit lantern sits on top of one of the many crates, a few bullets discarded around it. A strange object is in the centre of the room, which you stare at warily.
You’re startled when you hear voices outside the tent. They’re deep and masculine, talking too lowly to make out their words.
Mary-Beth notices, laying a comforting hand over your clenched one, “It's okay. Just Arthur and Dutch, they’re not gonna hurt you.”
You eye her sceptically, as the canvas walls shift and a man enters.
He's tall and broad, sandy hair below a weathered cowboy hat. His eyes are the colour of spring water, blue with hints of green. He's got a handsome face, that softens when he sees you.
“You’re awake.” He says.
You recognise his voice, and you realise now he is one of the men you helped in the O'driscoll camp.
“It's you.” You murmur, feeling relieved at a slightly familiar face, but confused as to why he's here. And where here is.
“Yeah, it's me.” Arthur sighs, his face stormy as his eyes shift to the bloody bandage Mary-Beth removes from your arm.
You look down at your wound, bile rising as you survey the reddened flesh surrounding a deep wound. Though it's bleeding, it's clean, and a few stitches hold the flesh together
“I'm sorry about that.” Arthur mumbles, avoiding your eyes.
You furrow your brows, “You’re sorry about what?”
“You’re hurt. And it's because you took a bullet meant for me.”
Nodding, you remember such events. An O'driscoll had sprung from the shadows, gun aimed at the man you know now as Arthur. You hadn't thought before you jumped forward, shielding him as you raised your own gun.
It was pure luck that you were only shot in the arm, and in your non-dominant one at that. You didn't even notice it at first, focused on killing the O'driscoll.
But it was agony once the man was down. You fled like a deer, no destination in mind, just needing to get Bo and get the hell out of dodge.
Your memories run out at that point.
“You got a name?” Arthur asks.
“She doesn't.” Mary-Beth explains to him, noticing your far away look.
You itch with the desire to ask questions. Who are these people? How did you get here? Where’s Bo? The last question makes you agitated, and as soon as Mary-Beth ties off your bandage you are rising out of the bed.
“Where's Bo?” You demand, rising from the bed on shaky legs. Arthur immediately grabs your uninjured arm, balancing you.
“Where's what?”
“Bo! My horse.” You sob, growing shaky with the fear that something's happened to him.
The last thing you remember is holding onto him for dear life as he gets you away from danger, falling in and out of consciousness as you grip onto his mane.
What if Bo is still out there? What if he got injured? You don't know these people, what if they hurt him?
“He's fine, he's fine, don't worry.” Arthur comforts, and you relax slightly.
“Can I see him?”
“Of course you can.” He says, voice soft in what you can assume is empathy, “Lemme bring you to him. Mary-Beth, can you grab the Miss some more morphine from Strauss?”
“Of course.” Mary-Beth says, patting your arm gently as she leaves.
“Morphine? What's that?” You ask, confused and scared. But Arthur soothes his hand over your uninjured arm, awkwardly but it's comforting nonetheless.
“Just something' to help with the pain.” He explains, “Now let's go see to yer horse.”
Arthur leads you out of the tent. You’re taken aback by the camp you’re in. It's tidy and lively, a nice atmosphere permeating from the people and nature.
A few people look over at you, and you shrink. But they’re expressions aren't unkind, some pitying but some offering smiles. A slender, dark skinned man goes as far as to offer you a good morning, which you return weakly.
Arthur stops just outside the main area of camp, releasing your arm.
“I need to talk to our cook about getting you something to eat, would you mind staying here a second while I grab him?” Arthur asks apologetically, “I wouldn't leave ya if it weren't necessary, but he's already got a bottle open and he won't be conscious next time I see him.”
You nod weakly as you lean against a tree stump, bracing your weight against it.
Arthur thanks you, walking over to a stout man taking a swig from a bottle. He grows annoyed as Arthur calls out to him, and you avert your eyes.
Across camp, you spot a few horses mingling about amongst some sparse trees.
You beam when you see a familiar stallion.
“Bo!” You call out, stumbling forwards a little to get to him.
Bo’s head snaps to the side, and he starts neighing and huffing when he sees you.
The man cleaning the horses manages to jump out of the way just in time before Bo takes off running, sprinting over to you. The camp goers watch with wide eyes as the horse that dwarfed Arthur and Charles sprints to the injured girl, before stopping and nuzzling her gently.
He noses at your injured arm, and you pat his neck affectionately. His snorts and your shushes act as nonverbal communication between you and your bonded steed, comforting each other in this strange and uncertain situation.
You rub at Bo’s nose as the man walks over from the horses. He watches in amazement, looking between you and the horse. He does not seem threatening, but you look at him in your peripheral vision, unnerved by his staring.
Noticing you eyeing him, he flushes, stammering out an apology, “Sorry. M-mighty fine horse you've got there, miss!”
“Thanks.” You smile as you look up at the horse in question, running your fingers through his mane, “Hope he hadn't been too much trouble for you, he's not used to being in one place for too long.”
“Oh he's, uh, he's been fine. He's a bit rowdy, wouldn't let me brush him or nothin, but he ain't gone nowhere or caused a ruckus. He eats hay like it's no one's business.”
“Yeah, he's a greedy boy.” You laugh.
The man joins you, though quietly. “Oh! I’m Kieran, by the way!” He introduces himself.
“Hi, Kieran.” You smile.
“They didn't tell me your name.”
“Ain't got one.”
“Oh.” Kieran frowns, but you’re surprised to see him looking sympathetic rather than confused.
You rub Bo’s neck, “But this guy is Bo. So you can call me Bo’s human, if you want.”
“Oh, that isn't a nice enough way of referring to a lady, miss. Especially not such a pretty one.” Kieran laughs, blushing slightly and clearing his throat, “And I don't think Bo would take too kindly to that. I'm already on thin ice after trying to brush him this morning.”
Bo huffs, like he was agreeing, and you chuckle.
Someone groans nearby.
“You annoying the nice lady, O’driscoll?” A voice drawls.
Kieran stiffens, his face dropping, “I told you, ain't no O'driscoll, mister.”
You narrow your eyes, looking from Kieran to the new man, who wanders over from where he was leaning against a tree. He's greasy looking, with beady eyes and a handlebar moustache.
He's one of the other men you helped, but he isn't as welcoming as Arthur.
You look back at Kieran, “O'driscoll, huh? O’driscolls took my home and tried to kill me years ago. They’re why I don't have a home.”
Kieran swallows, face dropping further, a frown appearing on his lips.
But you shrug.
“I wouldn't have thought you were one.” You say, “I've been around them long enough to know an O’driscoll from a mile away. Nothing about you seems like one to me, I ain't got a problem with you.”
Kieran visibly relaxes, smiling brightly, “Well, I'm real glad about that.”
Micah groans, agitating you both further.
“She ain't gonna fuck you, O’driscoll, so stop slobberin.”
You furrow your eyebrows at the mustached man, as Kieran goes bright red, “I ain't- I'm not- I'm just tryna be nice!”
“What the hell is going on here?” Arthur calls, appearing at your side, “I leave her alone for five minutes and you two creeps swarm her like flees to a cat.”
“Mr Morgan, I swear I was just tryna talk to her about her horse.” Kieran sighs.
“Kieran ain't done nothing.” You say to Arthur, before nudging Bo, “Bo, go with Kieran.”
Bo huffs, and you push his side. He's three times your size, but he lets you manoeuvre him in Kieran's direction. The ex-O’driscoll watches with wide eyes, before Bo nudges him with his nose, pushing him in the direction of the hay bales.
The two of them leave, leaving you, Arthur and Micah.
“So what's your excuse, Micah?” Arthur asks, crossing his arms.
“I'm just tryna be friendly to the woman who saved us.” Micah smirks, looking you up and down, “And what a woman she is.”
“Alright, enough of that.” Arthur takes your uninjured arm, leading you away from the other man, ignoring his annoyed huff.
“C’mon, Dutch’s been wanting to meet you.”
Arthur leads you through the camp, to a table where two older men sit, talking quietly amongst themselves, sipping coffee while they observe the camp around them.
They look like opposites of each other. One is dressed in dark, luxurious clothes, with raven coloured hair and a perfectly maintained moustache. His golden rings glint against the evening sun as he gestures around him. The other has silver hair, wearing lighter, more worn clothes. His eyes are dark and warm, especially when they lock on you.
He says something to his companion, and the two stand as you arrive at the table.
“Miss.” The dark haired man greets.
A steaming bowl of stew waits for you at the table, and Arthur keeps his hand on your arm as you sit. You feel awkward at all the coddling you’re receiving from everyone, feeling like a bird with a broken wing.
The three men sit as you look over the table, eying the food.
“That's yours, you can eat.” Arthur encourages, pushing the bowl closer to you.
The other men nod as you look between them. Hesitantly, you pick up the spoon and begin eating. After the first unsure spoonful, you dig in, your hunger overtaking your insecurity.
The silver haired man smiles warmly at your eagerness, while Arthur chuckles gently, “I think this is the first time someone has eaten Pearson stew so happily.”
You hear the other men laugh, but you’re too focused on eating to pay attention to it.
When the bowl is empty, you clear your throat and wipe your mouth, “Thank you.”
“Such nice manners for a wild woman.” The dark haired man comments, “You’re welcome, miss.”
Arthur takes the empty bowl away, and you fidget with your nails, blinking down at the table.
“Now, I think introductions are in order.” The dark haired man says, “My name is Dutch Van Der Linde, my friend here is Hosea Matthews.”
“We’re glad you’re up and moving, dear.” Hosea says softly, “You gave us quite a scare.”
“I'm sorry.”
“You've got nothing to apologise for, miss…”
“I don't know my name.” You shrug, growing tired of having to explain this. You haven't spoken with anyone who wanted to know your name in months. You‘re half tempted to just make one up at this point.
Arthur returns, bringing with him a shawl that he offers you. You reach for it, and he helps you place it on your shoulders.
“Is there something we can call you? Perhaps a nickname?” Hosea asks, “What is it people refer to you as?”
“‘Girl’. Or ‘woman’. ‘Freak’, ‘you there’, 'bitch’...” You list off.
“Well we won't be calling you any of those, angel.” Dutch chuckles.
“You don't need to call me nothing, mister. I’ll get out of your hair as soon as you want me to.” You murmur, wanting to shrink into the floor.
You feel uneasy at the attention. Arthur looks at you with a guarded expression, Hosea looks at you with pity, and Dutch eyes you with a look you’re unused to.
“Do you have somewhere to go? A home, a family?” Hosea asks.
“No.”
“Then why are you so eager to leave?” Dutch asks, tilting his head to try to catch your eye. You look at him, and he looks at you, focused.
Once you stare into Dutch’s eyes, you find it impossible to look away. They’re dark, filled with an intensity you had only ever seen in predators in nature.
Yet you’re unafraid of him.
The intensity seems to come from a place of intelligence, from experience. He searches your soul for evidence of malintent. He's a black bear defending his territory, not one looking for a fight.
Dutch blinks, and the spell is broken. Whatever threat he was looking for, he did not find. His eyes became warm, and a smile appears on his face, surrounding his eyes with crinkles.
“You can stay as long as you want.” Dutch says, “Afterall, you helped our people out of a very bad situation. You’ve got friends here, angel.”
Hosea nods, offering you a smile. You return it, though not entirely convinced of the group's intentions yet. Arthur watches you from the wide, a thoughtful look on his face.
“Now, those clothes of yours have seen better days.” Dutch chuckles, rising from his chair, “Let’s find you something more warm.”
He offers you his arm, leading you back through the camp towards the large tent again.
“Who's tent is this? I feel bad taking it from them.” You murmur, fingers tapping nervously against the fine material of his shirt.
“Well you shouldn't. The man who’s letting you use it likes to think of himself as generous.” Dutch winks, and you huff out a laugh.
“Thank you, Mr Van Der Linde.”
“You’re very welcome.” He leads you inside, turning to call out to an older woman, asking her to find you some new clothes. You stand awkwardly, looking around the tent again.
“What is that thing?” You ask, nodding to the strange object.
“Ah!” Dutch exclaims, a beaming smile on his lips as he walks over to the contraption, “This, my dear, is a phonograph. It plays music, listen.”
With a couple swift movements, the phonograph comes to life. Just as Dutch said, music starts playing, slightly scratchy yet clearly melodic.
It puts a small smile on your lips, and Dutch puffs out his chest in pride at your reaction. He walks back over to your side, his hand finding your wait. Opening his mouth so say something, he hesitates as he looks into your eyes.
Your heart rate picks up, tilting your head curiously at him.
Someone enters the tent, and Dutch looks away. He nods at Mary-Beth, who comes over to your side with a sunny smile and a bundle of clothes in her arms.
“I'll leave you in Miss Gaskill’s care.” Dutch murmurs, his hand lingering on your waist before he steps back, “I’ll see you later, angel.”
He leaves you confused, but Mary-Beth steals your attention away. She’s very eager to dress you up, and you smile as her kind energy lights up the room.
As the sun begins to set, the camp settles down with food and beers, chatting around the campfire or retiring for the night.
You have washed and changed your clothes. Mary-Beth styled an old skirt and blouse for you. The skirt was a bit short and the blouse was too large, but you were grateful to be in something other than your raggedy dress you'd been wearing for just under a week.
Another girl named Tilly brought you water to wash, and helped you clean the dirt off of your skin and out of your hair. She talked to you the whole time, complaining about a woman named Miss Grimshaw. While you didn't respond, she was content with your hums of acknowledgment, and it was nice getting clean and being treated like a normal person.
Once clean and warm in your new, borrowed clothes, you felt ten pounds lighter, and followed the women as they led you to the campfire. A few others mingle about, but you sigh in relief seeing that there were far fewer about now that the sun had set.
You slightly wish you could be left alone to lick your wounds, disappearing back into the woods with Bo at your side.
Not that these people aren't nice. In fact, they happen to be the kindest people you have interacted with in months. You’re just unused to being surrounded by so many people, especially by people who actually see you. You've spent your days wandering the world like a spectre, far more comfortable in the presence of animals than people.
Maybe you could get used to being around other people. But you wanted the option to leave, in case the other shoe drops and these people turn out to be just another cruel gang of outlaws.
Mary-Beth sits you at the fire, leaving you to grab you both some supper. Nearby, a man sits in the ground with a guitar in his lap, his eyes closed as he strums a simple tune.
The soft notes he plays transfix you, and you find yourself hypnotised by the music, the world falling away around you. The man looks at you, a smile on his lips at the sight of you enjoying his music. For a moment, you’re completely entranced.
New voices startle you, and you look up to find an older man with a bushy beard settling down around the fire.
“Evening, miss.” He says.
“Hello.” You greet in return.
“Glad to see you're alright. Old Dutch was mighty concerned about ya.” He rambles, opening a beer and nodding at you with a grin, “The name’s Uncle by the way.”
“Uncle?”
“Yup. At least, that's what everyone knows me as. I reckon we're alike, you and me, both got names that are no-one's business.”
You don't bother correcting him that you don't know your name, or asking you how he knew you didn't know your name, so instead you smile and nod.
Mary-Beth returns alongside a blonde woman, who raises an eyebrow at Uncle’s statement, “You ain't even got a name?” She comments as she takes a swig from her beer.
“Karen, be nice.” Mary-Beth chides as she sits beside you, handing you a bowl of familiar stew, “She doesn't remember it, poor thing.”
“What are we supposed to call you, then?” Karen inquires.
You shrug, “Whatever you like. People call me whatever they want, don't matter much to me. Dutch seems to like calling me angel, for some reason.”
Karen's eyes widen at that, as the guitarist hums contemplatively, “Mm, you are an angel. A guardian angel, saving the men like that. Muy valiente, cariño.”
Though his words are lost on you, they sound as melodic as the music he plays, and you nod in thanks, tapping your fingers on the rim of the bowl in your hands.
“How long are you planning on staying with us?” Uncle asks.
“I don't know, as long as it takes for my arm to heal, I guess.”
“Dutch seems real keen on keeping ya.” Karen says around her bottle, before promptly being elbowed by Mary-Beth.
“Well it's not every day an outlaw gets to save a damsel in distress.” Uncle chuckles.
You furrow your eyebrows in confusion, “What do you mean?”
“He was the one who found you in the woods.” Uncle explains, “You were in a real bad state, saw it myself. Dutch came in like one of those fancy knights from Mary-Beth’s books, carrying you through camp all bloodied. I was real surprised he was willing to get blood on his fancy clothes.”
You stare at him, surprised to find out it was Dutch who rescued you. He hadn't mentioned it, which you thought he would, being the proud and enigmatic man he was. Surely he would boast about it,
Feeling eyes on you, you turn your head to find Dutch watching you from afar. He’s sat beside Hosea, who talks to him not residing his friends attention is elsewhere.
Dutch has that look in his eyes again. Dark and pensive, and though you feel you should be fearful, different emotions plague your system. Pleasant emotions, your heart rate increasing and your stomach fluttering.
But he turns away as Hosea asks him a question, and the spell is broken.
You excuse yourself from the conversation, taking your bowl to Pearson before heading back to Dutch’s tent. Sleep should help quell the sudden desires you feel.
But sleep does not come easily.
You can see Dutch’s eyes in your imagination, watching from the dark corners of dormant spaces. Thoughts spiral around your mind,
Huffing, you run your hands over your face, your bandage tightening before snapping. You sigh further as you sit up, looking down at the loose wrappings.
You try to retie your bandage, your frustration building when it unravels again. So much for being independent.
Someone clears their throat, and you turn your head to see Dutch standing at the entrance, offering you a smile as he gestures to your attempts, “Would you like some help?”
You hesitate, but nod.
He moves to sit beside you on the bed, looking over your work before turning you around, your back to him as he expertly winds the bandage around your upper arm, tying it at the back and tucking the edge away.
“There you go.” Dutch murmurs.
Why is his voice so entrancing?
His close proximity makes goosebumps erupt along your exposed flesh. But it's not unpleasant. In fact, you seek out his warmth, leaning against him as he works. You briefly worry that he can feel your racing heart through your ribs.
Dutch smooths his hands over your arm, ensuring the bandage is secure. His touch sends shivers through you, bolts of lightning with every brush of his warm, calloused skin against yours.
You lean into it, humming appreciatively.
Dutch hums too, his fingers travelling from your upper arm to your wrist, rubbing his thumb over your pulse point. He watches your profile, looking for any sign of discomfort.
Finding none, he brings your wrist upwards, pressing his lips to your skin. You gasp, unsure but intrigued by his action, melting against his front.
“My apologies if this is forward…” Dutch murmurs, though there's no real apology in his tone, “I've been finding myself thinking of you far too often since finding you in the woods. My strange treasure.”
He presses a kiss to your palm, “It's not every day a beauty like yours falls into my lap, please forgive my desire to indulge.”
You look at him over your shoulder, biting your lip as you look over his face. His eyes move from your hand to your eyes, his gaze appraising like he was looking at something magnificent.
“Such a pretty thing.” Dutch drawls, his other hand circling around your waist, making you jolt, “Hmm… you ain't done nothing like this before, have you, angel?”
“No…” You whisper.
You vaguely understood this attention, even though you have never experienced something like this before. In your years in the wild, you had stumbled upon enough passionate lovers in isolated fields, and found the odd O’driscoll having his way with a working girl. You had seen enough to not be completely clueless.
But you'd never been touched.
Even in your wildest dreams did you imagine the first man to do so, and to do so so reverently, would be a powerful gang leader. What had you gotten yourself into.
Dutch hums at your revelation, softening his movements, caressing your arms and waist in slow movements.
“Would you like me to make you feel good?” He asks, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear, “Show how much I appreciate your selfless act of saving my men from certain death?”
“I feel like I should be the one showing gratitude.” You mutter, “You saved my life.”
Dutch hums, kissing the skin below your ear, “We can find ways to thank one another.”
Deftly, his fingers begin travelling along your body, caressing your bare and clothed skin. You squirm against him, unsure if you are trying to escape his attention or encourage him.
A gasp escapes you as you feel one of his large hands slip below your skirt, the cold of his rings cooling the heated flesh of your thighs. and you keen as they come in contact with your most intimate place.
His rough fingers drag through your slit, and you hold your breath for fear of making a noise that will surely wake the entire camp. Dutch groans, pressing his face against your hair as he feels how wet you've become.
His fingers move upwards until they find your clit, a small bundle of heaven you had only explored by yourself in moments of desperation. He plays with it expertly, skilled fingertips circling and rubbing at it until you feel yourself shaking.
You turn your head to look at him, seeking out comfort in his dark eyes. He hushes you, pressing his lips to yours.
It's clumsy on your end. You've never been kissed, and your lips are hesitant against his confident ones. Dutch brings a hand up, cupping your jaw as he urges you on with his lips. You begin to move your own, moaning against him as his tongue requests
You really like kissing, you soon discover, finding yourself quickly becoming addicted. You turn in his arms, pressing yourself against him as you indulge in his lips.
The two of you manoeuvre yourselves until you sit on Dutch's lap, thighs bracketing his own as your hands wind into his hair, holding his head still to have your fill of his kisses.
Dutch groans against you, enjoying the feeling of you taking control, his hands rubbing up and down your back.
He sinks back into the cot, body relaxing as he surrenders to your exploration.
You’re uncomfortably wet, the early caress of his fingers combined with your kissing making you drench his waist below you. Squirming against him, you gasp when you feel something hard below you.
Separating from his lips, you take in the sight of the powerful man below you.
Dutch reclines against the cot, looking up at you with hungry eyes.
His hands move from your lower back to your hips, then upwards. His deft fingers play with the ties of your shirt, and he looks up at you with a raise eyebrow, “May I?”
“Yes.” You say confidently, though unsure as to what he wants.
Dutch unties the knots that keep your shirt closed. It's far too big for you, and when loose, it drops and exposes your breasts to the air.
Your hands twitch against his chest, fighting the urge to cover your skin from his eyes. Dutch groans, pupils dilating as he admires the slopes of your breasts and raised nipples.
His hands travel gently over the soft skin of your breasts, to the skirt bunched up at your waist, to the meat of your thighs, groping and caressing greedily.
Your own fingers move to the buttons of his vest, and he grins up at you, eager. Opening his vest and shirt, you eye him with flushing cheeks. His torso is firm from years of gunslinging and lawless labour, skin slightly tan from the summer sun. Taut muscles and dark thatches of hair you desire to run your fingers through.
He urges you to do so, taking your smaller hands in his to place them on his sides, Copying his own actions, you run your own hands over his exposed chest, exploring the firm skin and the dark wiry hair. Your fingers follow the hair's natural line as it travels down until it disappears into his slacks.
A bulge has formed there, pressing against the fabric aggressively. You know from the horrid O'driscolls and the drunken farmers you often stole from that this meant that he was aroused, but what lay below is a mystery to you.
“Are you alright, angel?”
You look up and meet Dutch’s eyes, finding them soft yet still hungry.
“I’ve never…”
“That's alright, darling. Take your time.” He soothes, caressing your sides, “But, we also don't have to go any further than this. You hold the cards here, my beautiful girl.”
You smile a little bit, feeling some of the tension in your body dissipate.
And you shock him when you cup his solid bulge.
Dutch groans and his hips buck, surprised by your action and quick to apologise for his initial reaction. You bite your lip, rubbing your palm over it. The action makes Dutch sigh softly, his fingers clenching against your waist as he looks down at your fingers.
You play with the edge of his trousers, “Can I…?”
“Of course.”
Slowly, you undo his pants, revealing his lack of underwear. You raise an eyebrow, and he chuckles.
“It's real warm this time of year.” Dutch explains, “Makes this easier, too.”
“Were you planning this?” You ask, raising an eyebrow.
“Oh, I only hoped… I'm only human, sweet thing.”
You blush, moving your eyes back to his lower half. Tugging his slacks down, his uncovered erection springs free. Your eyes widen, taking in the solid length of it.
It’s as long as your hand, and reasonably wide. Having nothing to reference to it, you find it quite nice. Whether it's bigger than average you can only guess, but it’s certainly not disappointing to your virgin eyes.
“Do I please you, my lady?” Dutch smirks, his hands moving back down to your bare thighs, pinching you as you stare for too long.
You huff, leaning forward to kiss him again, far too obsessed with doing it. He doesn't complain, sighing happily against your lips and wrapping his large hand in your hair.
As you lean over him, you can feel him poke against your stomach. Sitting up a bit, you look down at it, shuffling forward until it presses against your clothed stomach.
Seeing how much of it could go inside you, your eyes widen.
“That thing’s never gonna fit in me.”
Dutch laughs, shaking his head slightly, running his hand over your cheek, “Don't worry, angel. It will. But we’re not gonna force it. I'm gonna make sure you feel good.”
You hum, leaning into his palm. He soothes your flushed skin, tracing his fingers over the apple of your cheeks down to your jaw. You adjust yourself on top of him, trying to figure out how best to do this.
Dutch notices your fumbling, “Need help?”
You smile, nodding.
“Show me.”
He obliges, moving his hands to your hips firmly and lifting you up. You follow his guidance, moving forward to hover over his lap.
A gasp escaped you when you feel his tip against you. It's hot, incredibly hard and slightly damp. Dutch moves you gently, rocking you over it. When it catches your clit, you shudder, keening and moving automatically as you search out more of that delicious feeling.
“Such a good girl.” Dutch breathes, “That’s it sweetheart, take it easy. We ain’t in no rush.”
You rock against him, letting the rip catch your entrance. You squirm as you feel the first two inches slide in and out of you, easily due to how you’re practically dripping.
The sensations are unusual, but far from unpleasant.
Bracing a hand on his stomach, you sink further, stifling a moan as more pleasure emerges the longer you girate.
Soon enough, you’re taking enough of him to feel him pressing against something sensitive inside you. It shocks you at first, but then you begin searching for it, releasing sharp moans every time you drop and feel the ecstasy rise, your whole body riding waves of pleasure.
You can hear Dutch's breath quickening, and you open your eyes. You didn't even realise you shut them, but when you blink away the bleariness and look down at Mr Van Der Linde, you moan at the sight of him.
Dutch’s skin glistens in the low light, his chest and neck flushed. His chest heaves as he groans and grunts, releasing praises with every breath. “So tight.” “Keep going, baby, you’re doing so well.” “Good fucking girl.” His head is thrown back, neck exposed and eyes fluttering closed.
You keep rocking, trying to keep pace while you lean forward and kiss his throat.
Dutch groans loudly at that, his arms wrap around you to keep you in place. His hips buck, his restraint fraying. His need for release is growing too strong for him to handle.
“I need fuck you now, baby, would you let me?” He bites out.
You murmur out an ‘mhm’ into his neck, head too gone to really respond, but knowing that you want him to have his way with you now.
At your affirmation, Dutch grips you to his chest, feet planting on the bed as he begins thrusting upwards. You release a series of moans and whines as he fucks up into you, hips slapping against yours.
He’s strong, fucking with short and hard thrusts that shake you. You grasp onto him for dear life, surrendering fully to the feeling.
Your body tightens, a feeling deep in your abdomen grows, like a string pulled too taut and ready to snap.
“D-dutch, feels weird…” You gasp out, burying your face in his neck.
“That's it, cum for me, angel. Give it to me.” Dutch commands, huffing into your ear as he grips onto your hips and slams you down on him as he thrusts up even harder than before. He tip of him repeatedly bullies the sweet spot inside of you, and you see stars.
The string snaps inside you, and you're blinded by pleasure. You cum with a cry of his name, tears swimming in your vision as you shake and leak all over him.
Dutch’s pace stutters, murmuring continuous “fuck, fuck, fuck”s into your ear.
Swiftly, he turns you over, lying you both on your sides as he pulls out. He fists himself fast in between your bodies, exclaiming as he jolts and warm spurts of his release hit your stomach.
“Fuck, so good…” Dutch sighs, nosing at your face as he pumps himself lazily, staining both of you with every drop of his seed.
You breathe heavily, coming down from the high. You lie boneless beside him, his eyes half closed as he watches your face with parted lips.
Sleep creeps up on you, and you almost get pulled under until you hear Dutch shift. His presence leaves the bed and you wonder if he's leaving you all alone.
But he returns after a second, a cool rag caressing your belly and cleaning you of his spend, before cleaning over your sensitive cunt. You shiver and he chuckles, wiping the rag over your sweaty skin before putting it away.
He wraps his arms around you, moving you to lie on his chest.
Sighing contentedly, you relax against his solid warmth, and fall into the most peaceful sleep of your life.
As the morning birds wake you, you stretch out on the soft bed.
You search blindly for Dutch, eyebrows furrowing when you come up empty handed.
Opening your eyes, you look around the room. It's unchanged. You don't know what you expected, but you thought the world would be different after the new sensations you experienced last night.
But alas, the world is still the same.
Standing, you fix your clothes, smiling when you see that Dutch buttoned your shirt to protect your modesty and put your socks back on your feet to keep you warm. For a man who seemed so strong, capable of immeasurable violence, he seemed insistent on treating you with the kindness you had never dreamed of receiving.
Dutch's phonograph plays gentle music, and you can see his silhouette, standing outside the canvas door. You exit, finding him smoking a cigar as he watches over camp. He's less put together than you were used to seeing him, and your chest flutters knowing you're the cause of that.
Coming to his side, you awkwardly hover next to him, wondering what you do now. Do you greet him casually? Do you take his hand in yours?
Noticing you beside him, Dutch smiles, answering your unspoken questions by swiftly taking your hand in his and pressing a kiss to your knuckles. Some of the others look over, curious but not a bit shocked.
Smiling, hold onto his hand, leaning into him as the two of you watch over camp.
Maybe you will stick around, just for a little while.
AN/ need that crazy moustache man ugh. hope you enjoyed this! also thank u for 100 followers that's crazy xoxo
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