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Me playing fire emblem

1st battle: yeah! Awesome! I'm so awake and fine! On to more! 2nd battle: okay! Feeling a little sleepy but my coffee should be kicking in soon! Bring on some more! 3rd battle: falls dead asleep five minutes in, wakes up dazed and confused an hour later

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Thinking about posting some of my writing on here. I only have like 2 followers so no one will see it except probably ryder.

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@bloodstained-flirt wants me to write horny gay shit on my blog directly like im as depraved as he is.

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Shout out to B (@frenzy-b) for being the only one to reblog my poetry. Youre an angel and im glad you liked it.

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Mothers be like: oh yeah I sold off all your collections and stuff because you don't need that any more.

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I so desperately wanted to beautiful, to be art, but I am human. I so desperately wanted to be given agency, to have life, but I am nothing. I am neither art nor a person. Not even an endless vacuum would lay claim to my thoughts or being. I can not be void, for I exist, yet the very fact of existing renders me lacking. I am the nothing, an unthing, less than a person but existing in time and space all the same.

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Its been twelve years I guess and I still want Z to come home and comfort me like he did when I was 11. I want my family back. Where did you go? Why did you leave? You fucking disappeared right when my trauma compounded and I needed you. And you left. I had to deal with it all alone. But. . . What I really want to know is: Where are you? Are you okej? Are you safe? Happy? I miss you.

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I was never meant for this. I just want to protect. But when I see this how am I meant to act? What am I meant to do? Who am I supposed to keep safe? I'm frightened.