#fear simulation

[in-search-of-my-greatperhaps]

I was just thinking, how many fears will I have if we could ever go in our fear landscape??

Lol I fear spiders so that's a one... Rest I don't have a clue

Tagging: @bianavacker-is-bi-as-hell (feel free to add more divergent fans)!

[afangirlarchive]

I stand in a field of dry grass that comes up to my waist. The air smells like smoke and burns my nostrils. Above me the sky is bile-colored, and the sight of it fills me with anxiety, my body cringing away from it. 

I hear fluttering, like the pages of a book blown by the wind, but there is no wind. The air is still and soundless apart from the flapping, neither hot nor cold- not like air at all, but I can still breathe. A shadow swoops overhead.

[julianblckthorn]

Tris: So if I go too fast they'll kill me. If I go too slow I'll die...

[nephilimsheroindale-blog]

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[aaliyah-connors-blog]

Dear Father... (Fear Simulation Event)

Aaliyah had arrived at the academy, fully expecting a normalish day for her. Go around unoticed, and just get on with iit. However, clearly this was not the plan. Her name was third of the list to enter the simulation today. Her eye's widen a little, a few of her fellow classmate who had undergone this 'simulation' had come out, very on edge and affected by it. Aaliyah wasn't looking looking forward to whatever was going to happen in there. Even through Aaliyah had not the slightist idea what was to happen she knew it would not be good. 

Aaliyah walked slowly towards the room in which she was to sit the simultion in. As she sat outside the door on one of the seats arranged, a woman walked out and handed her a form, without another word or look her way the woman disaperred. "Thanks" Aaliyah muttered, keeping her eyes downcast. Only when she went to pick up the pen, did she realise that her hands were shocking. Aaliyah gasped, forcing her hands to remain as still as possible. She could not show weakness, not now, not ever. Gritting her teeth, Aaliyah filled out the form quickly and placed it down beside her. With this, the door in front of her swung open and Aaliyah stood up at breakneck speed. "Aaliyah Connors?" A male, dressed in all white asked "It is time to enter". Aaliyah gulped nervously, and stepped forwards into the room. 

The room in which she stood was mostly bare, apart from a table in the far left corner. Aaliyah spun around, looking about her. The entire room was painted a brilliant white, which blinded her slightly. Shielding her eyes with one of her hands, Aaliyah noticed a door open. Out stepped a woman dressed in the same colour white, so she blended into the walls. "Are you all trying to blind me?" Aaliyah asked, before noticing the needle in her hand. The woman walked straight up to her, "Do you have any questions and are you ready to start?" the woman asked. "What's going to happen?" Aaliyah asked, as the woman puled up her sleeve and placed the cold metal of the point onto Aaliyah's skin. "That is for you to find out" She replied, pushing the point in, and pressing down on the syringe. She winced slightly, before her whole world went black and she fell downwards. 

Aaliyahs eye's fluttered open, and she was no longer in the white room. She found herself in a theatre, none of the seats were filled, and she was alone on stage. Rubbing her head, she stood up and used the wall behind her to steady herself. "Aaliyah?" Her father's voice called to her as her stepped out from behind the curtain, "Haven't I told you not to play in my lab?". Aaliyah gasped, and tears welled in her eyes at seeing her father again. Completely forgetting that she was in an simulation, Aaliyah began to rush forward too embrace him. 

Her happiness was short lived as some of the people she had seen around the academy stepped out from behind the curtain. In the middle of them stood Peter Parker. "Aaliyah told us all about you..." They all hissed simultaneously "About your experiments, about the fact that you can turn into a lizard. Everything". Her father turned to look at Aaliyah, betrayal sketched onto his face. "Please daddy, believe me, I did not!"  Aaliyah yelled, her heart breaking.

She turned back towards the people who had assembled, in the theatre. The two girls she had meet before, Lyra and Lira were stood there, vicious smiles on their faces. That... didn't seem like the two she had meet earlier. Peter stepped forwards and raised a gun towards her father's head. "Say goodbye to him" Peter smiled coldy. "No" Aaliyah screamed, rushing forwards. Peter swung the butt of his gun around to hit her in the face, Aaliyah grabbed his hand before she hit her, but before either of them react the room seem to swirl, and Aaliyah's head began to pound, 

Closing her eyes for a brief second, she opened her eye's to another scene. It was the room she was in before, and she was facing opposite to both Peter and her father, her idol and the one who raised her. Both had guns raised at her, and in her also raised arm she held a gun. A cold voice echoed through the room, "Shoot them or they will shoot you". She gasped and her eye's filled with tears, "I can't". "Shoot them or they will shoot you", the voice echoed once more, "I will give you to the count of five...1...2...". Aaliyah eye's glanced down at the gun she held, and memories came flooding back. Her father teaching her, reading her stories, protecting her when bad dreams came. Peter giving her hope. She couldn't. "3...4...". Aaliyah gulped, this was it. Looking down, she dropped the gun to her feet, and tears spilled from her eyes. "I'll always love you Father, I'll never forget you" Aaliyah whispered closing her eyes. "...5...". The sound of two gunshots echoed through out the room, and once again everything went blank.

Aaliyah sat up bolt right, sweating and with tears running down her face. She curled herself into a small ball, and sobbed into her knees, unable to comprehend what had just happened. The door opened, and one of the female's dressed in the pure white entered the room with some water, Aaliyah covered her face and bolted from the room. Unable to stand another minute in there. She didn't care if she failed, that was pure torture.

[anacedragon]

Y'know one thing that I've thought about the fear simulation? What did the people watching on the monitors see during Tris' fear, er, 'involving' Tobias?

[thenushway]

Fear simulation

Although most people would not want to go into it, I would love to go into my fear simulation. Yeah, I'd be scared but I'd figure out what my fears are and I'd get smarter and gain courage and bravery if I went it. 

I'd probably be the girl with 9845478395873984539483985 fears but that would just motivate me to be "the girl who improved the most".