Hi! Can you please do a headcanon about survivor s/o who is extremely shy, scared & the event of the oletus Manor with memory/little girl, hastur, Jack & luchino pls. Also t for the headcanon of little girl/memory is 100% PLATONIC PLS!
alriight, i hope i portrayed the shy survivor well! im always a little hesitant to write about them cause im afraid itll be like... overly cliche? hope you enjoy! (✯ᴗ✯) also im so excited about luchino I LOVE THAT GUY!! i've included: Memory, Hastur, Jack, and Luchino -
Memory: the little girl herself is really quiet and, honestly? kind of nervous around new people. I mean, imagine this poor kid who's been thrown to this. I think you guys would get along great. immediate parental-figure to her tbh. everyone in the damn manor is. this kid is literally never going to get away from the "see when I was your age-" kind of thing. but you? she's relaxed around you. you still make sure she's safe, but with your quiet demeanor, she feels like she can be a little more lax with her... dumb kid stuff. you're not going to be loud, or confront her on anything unless its life-threatening. she likes it! and maybe takes a little bit of an advantage of it. if you say something is okay, then she's gonna flaunt it to everyone who tells her it isn't. she likes baking with you, its a quiet activity that doesn't require anyone else nearby. you don't need to talk to anyone but her, and, honestly? she does the majority of the talking anyway. she likes you better than most adults! you just let her talk and don't tell her that eating the burnt part of the cookie is bad!
Hastur: out of both of the deities in the manor, Hastur is probably the better one to go to. Yidhra is nice! but she is so fucking scary oh my god. Hastur is quiet as well, but he's definitely not shy. if he finds you interesting, then he will talk to you about it. even if you're not responding in full sentences because holy shit an actual god is talking to you! if anyone were to make you feel uncomfortable, whether it be by forcing you into a situation you don't want to be in, or taking advantage of your shyness (memory...), he would step in. in the events of the manor, unfortunately, there isn't much Hastur can do to stop them from happening. unlike you, a survivor, Hastur feels no fear to the manor. he cannot be hurt (except for stuns), he is a powerful deity, and therefore the terror is almost minimized. and, Hastur doesn't so much as feel empathy. he has never needed to. but for you, he is willing to nod along as you whisper about the match(es) that day, and offer a shoulder of support. maybe a head pat, if you had a particularly bad day. he is nice to you, and although you're a little awkward to him, he pays it nearly no mind.
Jack: now THIS guy, on the other hand, is not even close to as kind as Hastur. he immediately flocks to you, after you get absolutely destroyed in a match. he finds your terror endearing, in some weird way. he is part psychopath, after all. but when you really don't respond to him, or even give him any attention, he wonders if you're turned off by him, y'know, trying to murder you. so he tries to make it up to you! by cornering you after he murdered all of your teammates! so approachable! when you finally admit that you're just shy, and a bit nervous, he feels really bad. like super bad. he did just murder your entire support system and corner you in the back of China Town. once you get past the first introduction, where he profusely apologizes for being uncaring towards your feelings, its mostly just him trying to woo you. he's flirtatious, there's no denying that. so he'll bring you flowers, and bask in your gorgeous flustered face. sometimes he'll cook you your favorite meal and bring it to you, sending you random presents, the works. I think that Jack was (maybe) a survivor before he became the Ripper, so he understands your fear to the manor, and assures you he'll try to go soft on you during matches with him. he keeps his promise, sometimes... he's more empathetic than Hastur, but don't think he'll go easy on ya!
♥Luchino: Luchino is, to no one's surprise, incredibly awkward. like, he's definitely not shy by a long shot, but he's so awkward about initiating conversations with anyone. especially since he's so physically terrifying. he's afraid he'll scare anyone by trying to talk to them! so, if you want to talk to him, sorry honey, but you're gonna have to talk to him first. but honestly? once you get over the hurdle of talking, being with him is so damn easy. he's so chill, very go-with-the-flow. definitely not as awkward as before, and really nice. he understands your feelings of fear, and applauds you multiple times for coming so far in the manor. and even more so to talk to him, he knows how intimidating he can be, so expect lots of head pats from him. since his transformation, Luchino doesn't feel fear as effectively as before. but during his transformation? pure terror. he gets disgustingly scared when thinking of the pain he had been in, no matter how long or short it took. he's incredibly sympathetic to you, but don't tease him about it! if anyone makes note of how kind he is to you during matches (giving you the dungeon, or purposefully missing his jumps and hits so he doesn't hurt you), he'll get very embarrassed about it most days with him are spent in comfy silence. sometimes he'll speak up, but with you both being on the quieter and shyer side, its a good comfortable silence. he's good with helping you deal with your bouts of shyness, but is in no way shape or form good with dealing with his own. what a hypocrite!
