#feeling better!

[aloyartz8new]

Aphrodite blessed me!!

I have been overthinking for a bit now and I prayed to Goddess Aphrodite and after I felt more better and not overthinking anymore!

for my ears ringing when your right ears ring highly the spiritual meaning after praying is she aknowleged my prayer!

[anemptypuddingcup]

Just an update and good news! I’m home from the hospital after staying for about a week, I’m very happy that I’m feeling a lot better although I’m still recovering a bit so I will be resting a lot. I will get back to writing, in fact I’ve been writing freely out to boredom in the hospital but- yeah!

On thing I will talk about, they sticked me so many times dude. I had to get sticked repeatedly for blood since they were so picky with getting blood out of the IVs- And don’t get me started on them. I got a total of up to 4-5 IVs which is a new record for me in the hospital and I got sticked a total of 20+ times including the IVs.

What was really fucked up is that the day of my discharge, the doctor said “Oh I need to check your iron, so we’ll give you iron” Why didn’t you just check it the day before I was leaving? And then while I was getting iron BOTH OF MY IVS BLEW AT THE SAME TIME, FORCING ME TO GET ANOTHER IV IN MY HAND. But not before missing the first IV bc THAT vein blew too. Then I got sticked once more before leaving because they needed to check my blood. Basically my entire body was just giving out on me because I kept getting sticked.

Shit was crazy dude.

The doctor was already weird bc he didn’t wanna listen to when my momma and I explained the usual routine of a sickle cell patient (needing plenty of fluids and the pca pump which is a morphine pump to help keep the pain under control.) and he was like “She’s already had enough fluids-“ and my momma was bouta cuss him out so he agreed to do it. While there is a certain limit to fluids, Sickle Cell patients need fluids so that it can help those sticky cells loosen up and unstick out of the spot where they’re stuck at.

These doctors in my area are so ass dude which is why I go to another town just to help get treated since they do sickle cell routines better than my own.

[xanadontit]

By noon I

Had a wax appointment

Wandered around Target and picked up some necessities and resisted the urge to buy silly things please clap

Went to Sephora (free gift with a $45 or more purchase and my birthday gift!)

Picked up a gift card for my brother’s birthday

Got my glasses adjusted at Warby Parker

Mailed some hand me down sweaters to my niece in West Virginia

Eventually need to pick up a few things at the grocery store to make soup for my dad and stepmom and then make the soup.

But first some couch time and RHOSLC.

[prettyfitness]

Leg day + cardio

1 mile incline jog with sprint finish

leg curl set pyramid down from 70lbs

Bulgarian split squats 2x10

Squats 4x10

RDL 1 min on x 5 mins

Finished with a sauna session

[bcdwclves-a]

minor impromptu stream. just wanting to unwind and stuff. come if ya want.

[one-piece-dumpster-fire]

long time follower cause i love your stuff but i hope you're feeling better! don't feel like you have to apologize for not posting when life gets crazy cause we all love you and are here for you, also you help fuel my oc shipping bs and yes thank you

Aaaahh! How sweet of you to drop by and leave this encouraging message💖! It's always a pleasure to have you in my notes, and that Snow White icon has me snorting whenever I see it haha XD

You're so nice and I'm very grateful that you guys understand me! The road to mental betterment can be a pretty rocky one, and I can't help but apologize for being the emotional wreck I am (especially yesterday pheeeewww), but thank you for sticking around and still enjoying my content, even if it's on pause right now💜

actually I miiight try to write something today (emphasis on try) because I'm currently bed-ridden and can't do my daily workouts, turns out that taking care of my sick parents miiiight have gotten me sick as well x"D

But,,,, do I smell self-indulgent shenanigans👀? OC's??? Aaaaahh please feel free to share with me if it's okay, you guys know what a sucker I am for that and I would love to learn about yours🙈!!! as huge selfship-hoe I can't help but be proud that my whacky shenanigans encourage and inspire you and others, I am deeply HONORED!

[weirdmixofweirdness]

I’m doing better now! I can actually take a break and will get to studying in about an hour for mental health’s sake! All day, I’ve been telling myself “Tomorrow will be better. If tomorrow’s not better, the day after that will be better. If that day’s not better, the next one will be better”. You get the idea.

I’m really trying to take PMA to heart this year. Sure, I kinda did last year, but not as much as I could have.

After today, I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ll advocate it more than I ever did in 2018, not only for myself, but for others.