#feeling exposed

[misskiwi4]

ALSO what are you doing in our tumblr house??!!!!! Ewwww leave this is supposed to be safe. What do you MEAN there’s a chance Phil may see all my cringe posts about phan yiiiiiiikes

[chocochat]

i was tagged by @irenelesbian to post my first 5 songs on repeat !!!

i tag @nengirl @victorialand @love4eva @cupidmio and whoever wants to do it :3

[coldfeetonthekitchenfloor]

Now that it’s coming back to me, I think when I was 17 I stopped believing in my one religion. I think I started doubting my belief in love. I keep thinking about that quote that goes, watch carefully the magic that occurs when you give a person just enough comfort to be themselves, keep thinking about the way you’ve undone me. The way I’ve finally been nothing but me around someone else, the way I’ve been stumbling through it blindly but laughing like a toddler learning its firsts. So much of myself is a surprise. I’m learning what my soul looks like at the same time as you, I’m hearing the wild parts of my laugh I haven’t heard since I was young and untamed. I’ve had to relearn everything, patience and order and how to silence bad thoughts to welcome the good. What I want to say is that, I’m always unsure but with you things are easy, my body has never been so certain. I’m not saying we haven’t been through anything hard, because my god I’ve been aching for months now, but I look at you and no one else looks at me like that. And I don’t think I want to go about my life anymore without anyone wanting me like you do.

[sapphic-sex-ed]

Sometimes I'll get this weird feeling that I can't really explain any other way than feeling naked or exposed, when I'm completely dressed. I've noticed most of the time it happens when I get dressed quickly, but not always. I've tried looking it up so many times but found nothing. I'm wondering if this is a normal feeling??

I get this feeling a lot. It comes for me with dysphoria, internalized fatphobia, and/or sensory issues. It makes me want to go back to bed and hide my awfulness from the world. Theoretically gender affirming things, fat positivity, and stimming should help, but I have yet to find a good way to fix this.

You’re not alone, but unfortunately I’m not sure how to help. Any input from followers or mods would be helpful and welcome.

-*Mod Star*

[everybadthing]

I have some friends who can see straight through me. Through all of the bullshit masking and call out the depression I’m pretending isn’t there so earnestly it’s like a string in my foundation resonates and shakes my insides like a church organ I

Who learned my feelings shouldn’t exist shouldn’t be so big or too much

Don’t even know how to cope with being seen

When truths are spoken about feelings that I learned should be secret your honest reflections of me

squeeze my heart into knots before I get in trouble

And the complicated kaleidoscope of whatever I may have been feeling shatters like the surface of a lake not quite frozen over

Break like the mirrors I want to punch through when I don’t recognize myself

Plunge me into the icy waters of panic from the vulnerability of being seen

of being known and yet found lacking

[story-courty]

🎵🎵🎵

You would send three.

"The Heart and the Blood" by Built by Titan, Skybourne

What is the heart without the blood?

Just as a bird held from the woods

So I will fight for you through fire and flood

"Breathless" by The Corrs

And if there's no tomorrow

And all we have is here and now

I'm happy just to have you

You're all the love I need somehow

"Black and White" by Niall Horan

Now, we're sitting here in your living room

For what is the heart without the blood?

Telling stories while we share a drink or two

And there's a vision I've been holding in my mind

We're 65 and you ask

"When did I first know?" I always knew

Send me a 🎵, I'll shuffle my playlist and give you my favorite lyric!

[lxnanegra]

Out of all the nsfw you can do what are some of your top things

oof, that’s tough but somno play, CNC play and devils threesome are probably at the very top