#feeling honored

[percival-p-pups]

Kuusijärvi

[demon-without-plan]

Had a really sweet encounter this week.

Had a dog come say "Hi" to me who then wanted cuddles and in the end was pretty much sitting on my lap.

Her owner looked at me, puzzled: "She normally doesn't like strangers"

[ldysmfrst]

I Got Interviewed!

Hello, dearest readers,

I had the honor of being interviewed by @psychosupernatural!

You may have seen the ask that was sent to my inbox.

After a mini-freak out for being asked in the first place, I agreed.

They also permitted me to share the interview with my readers!

I don't want to sound self-centered by sharing this with you.

I just thought that if someone was interested in knowing (even if it was for school), maybe others might want to know as well.

So here you go!

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What’s your motivation for writing fanfiction?

I started my first story, ‘Breaking and Entering,’ for myself because it was the first winter after COVID-19 broke out, and the world was shut off from itself.  Then, after reading fanfics for the first time, I started writing my second story (Reciprocal Synergy) and stopped after no one paid any attention to it when I posted it on Tumblr and AO3.   After reading a fantastic story by @yoongiofmine, I was inspired to write American Mate—A BTS Hybrid Playmate AU. I was initially going to keep it to myself because the online world had already shot down one of my stories, so why do it again? My oldest child (15 years old) said, “So what? Do it for yourself.” And I did.

I tell newer or struggling veteran writers, “Write for yourself. Enjoy what you wrote. Somewhere out there, someone else will match your freak. Someone else will want to escape into your world. Someone else needs to feel that support, even from a character in a story on their electronic device.”  At this point, it's like an inner mantra.

How have you learned to write good fanfiction?

First, it is still being determined whether my fanfiction is good. Like all works of art and creativity, what I do may not be everyone’s cup of tea.  The fanfic that I write takes a lot of time to cultivate. Most of my time is spent researching anything from sciences and behaviors to interviews and documentaries. The ability to tie facts into my works is what I think sets me into a category that draws in others because it makes it subconsciously believable despite the characters being werewolves, hybrids, aliens, or soul mates with abilities.  I also use my American Sign Language and Psychology education to help build these miniature universes. When I write, I consider the characters' psychological aspects, internal processes, and non-verbal communication. For works that also include animalistic tendencies, I research that to the furthest of my ability. I have done it so frequently that my city's large animal and exotic animal veterinarian has helped me several times. This can make the writing good if the readers want to read it. 

How do you judge the quality of your fics? 

Quality requires consistency and continuity. If side notes, footnotes, or character reference sheets are not used to ensure a solid foundation in the story, the reader will be confused. That confusion, that difficulty to read fluidly, is where the quality lies.  I could have a fantastic idea, but if it is not easy to read, no one will read it.  As for the wording, grammar, and the like, I practically failed every English class. My degrees are very much fact-based research papers written in MLA and APA. Due to my horrible history with writing, I never had the guts to take something like a creative writing course, although I have had a poem published worldwide.  When I read something I have written, if it pulls me back into the story and makes me want to read on and keep writing, it has good enough quality to show others. 

How did you / do you learn the “rules” and conventions of fanfiction?

I don’t think I have to be honest. There are common boundaries of respect, such as placing warnings, indicating where adult themes start and end, and noting where influences have come from. As a writer, I follow these out of a desire not to shock or trigger my reader and to support other fanfic writers.  I have been the reader who started reading an out-of-this-world fanfic and was thrown into a panic attack because there was no warning. I ended up messaging that writer and letting them know they have a trigger in their story. That writer was shocked that the story was triggering. When I explained that it was gracing the edge of being a particular type of fanfic, yandere, and how it was doing that, the writer understood and updated the warnings.  Unfortunately, fanfics do not have a predetermined set of rules that everyone is made aware of before starting their fanfic writing journey. It is a game of mimicking with individualizations sprinkled in. Also, as a writer, you have to be able to take in the thoughts of your readers and make adjustments without taking offense to that feedback.

Do you tend to stick to only one fandom, or do you migrate from one fandom to another?

I migrate fandoms.  My first fanfic was ‘Breaking and Entering,’ an original Young Adult high school werewolf story. I started writing it because I was bored while having COVID.  One of my most popular fanfics, American Mate, was inspired oddly. I read a BTS fanfic written by Yoongieofmine. The Playmate AU aspect of her story caught my attention because BTS is not among the top K–pop groups I follow. However, that story made my mind run with the thoughts of combining Playmates with Hybrids. I ended up writing Yoongieofmine and asking permission to write ‘American Mate.’ I have also written for other K-pop groups, Ateez and Stray Kids, and a Thai Boy-Love Drama, KinnPorsche.

What sort of relationship exists between you as a writer and the characters that you create on the page?

Interesting question, to be honest or not…  All of my stories, except the werewolf ‘Breaking and Entering’ story, are written in a y/n style, meaning the main character is the reader. These stories are written to pull the reader into them by negating a leading character name and replacing it with the notation y/n = your name.  I have to put myself in that leading character role to write these stories.  I fully understand that the stories are just that– stories. None of what is written is in any way possible. Still, while the reader or I read the story, I do my best to immerse myself in the place of the leading character and have those relationships, experiences, trials, and fears with the other characters.  Each chapter that is written starts as a dream or fantasy that I have personally had. Those give me an outline to work with, but I have had the experience where I am so into and connected with the characters that when I stop writing, I think, “wait, what happened?” So, I have to go back to read over what I have written, and then it's a moment of “Oh!! That is what I wrote. Well, that came out of nowhere.” Simply, I have a connection with them because I don’t think I could write them if I didn’t; however, I am not delusional enough to think they are anything more than words on a page. 

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Hi!

I'm putting together a Hanukkah episode of my fic reading stream (MotherKat_Reads) for Wednesday and I was wondering if you'd mind if I read your CaptainSwan classic Operation Maccabee.

I am not an affiliate, I'm not making money or anything, I'm retraining my voice after a bout of pneumonia.

Feel free to ignore me or tell me to get lost.

Chag Sameach x

Hi there,

Thanks so much for asking!! I love that you're doing a Hanukkah episode, and honestly, I'm also pretty honored you asked to read my story. ☺️

Thanks again for asking first, and you definitely have my permission. 😁

I think this is such a neat idea to help retrain your voice! I'll have to check it out when I've got time!

Happy holidays to you, too!

[malakkc-poetry]

Exhilerated

How are you feeling right now? I’ve had an amazing week with one of my poems being published in an anthology, Unsealed Your Greatness (Link: https://amzn.to/47RpSFt), another got an honorable mention, had my 30th wedding anniversary, and writing book reviews for Canadian Authors. So, I feel in my element, reading, writing, creating, and loving it!

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A fan collage for “As His Grace Desires”

I feel so honored to have one of my works translated into another language, and to see the passion Russian readers have for it. This collage was inspired by the the fic and made by Lady Guinevere, who betaed the Russian version. A special thanks to her and Mary Kasey for all the work they put into the translation.

It’s challenging to write a fanfiction and even more so to translate it so beautifully, that it reads well with a different audience in their language.

And....DAT ASS! My my my! The perfect Sandor ass!

Link to the original: https://vk.com/photo-183841543_457239143

Read “As His Grace Desires” in Russian: https://archiveofourown.org/works/19985959/chapters/47316487

Read “As His Grace Desires” in English: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16670410/chapters/39090541

I’m blushing all over!

[carolgpr]

Your art is absolutely amazing! Love it

~GASPA compliment coming from you? Thank you very much!!I’m very happy

[zerocoded]

i love you and your writing so much (kissing ur forehead). like i didn't even know who tf jude bellingham is but i still read his fic of yours and then did a little research abt him. apparently hes a footballer and i don't know shit abt football. your writings are just amazing like that

The fact that you didn't even know who Jude was and still gave his fic a chance… that's genuinely one of the nicest things you could've told me 😭 I'm honored I managed to drag an Enha girlie into my football brainrot LMAO. Thank you so much, queen, it really means the world to me wth 🫶🏻🤍