you say I’m experiencing “low mood” and I have “low self esteem”, I prefer to think of it as I would have thrived as a 19th century poet
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you say I’m experiencing “low mood” and I have “low self esteem”, I prefer to think of it as I would have thrived as a 19th century poet
Do you want me?
Or do you want me dead?
ive had this cold for so long its become an integral part of who i am as a person
I want to die but I’ll just drink instead: an autobiography
The Smiths - Miserable Lie
I feel like a ghost, haunting my own home...
Moving
I pretty much stayed on this house my whole life. I mean, our family stayed here since my mother was a baby. My grandparents and my ninang raised us here to be a beautiful young blah blah blah. too dramatic.
Well anyway, we'll move in a house two blocks away from here. And I just missed tatay, nanay, and ninang so much that I don't want to leave. All my memories of them are here. I'm afraid that when we leave, I leave also the memories here. We'll start a new life. Of course, counting the baby in, we'll have a new family. New everything! and I hate new everything (except for the baby). I want the old everything.
But I guess I'm going to stick to the old saying, "Leave your past but don't forget. Live your present and be confident that the future will bring nice things to you. Even better things." (okaaaaaaaaaay, truth be told, that wasn't old. I just made that up)