#feeling really down

[verba-amoris]

This is absolutely how I'm feeling. My online friends have pretty much all vanished recently and I'm struggling with so many things going on.

Finding real friendship on here is so difficult 😞 I feel very lonely atm.

[vrnicky]

Tw vent, again, ig. Don't read if you don't like venting, I'm serious

Man I really want to write and draw and post it here but nothing gets attention, i do enjoy doing stuff I love since I just like sharing it with people

But there's no reaction to it, are my drawings bad? Is my writing bad? I know I'm no expert but I'm trying my best

Somehow it feels like it's never enough, everyone draws better than me, everyone writes better than me, everyone is better than me and I don't know what to do about it

I do take inspiration from my mutuals who I really REALLY appreciate but I see them interacting all the time with others and.. idk I kinda feel envious? Jealous? Idk which word would be better

I guess my characters aren't that interesting, I guess my writing isn't that interesting. I guess I'm not that interesting.

Depression is really kicking my butt with having no motivation but the lack of confidence I have is alarming. It's all backstabbing me in a way

And if you're reading this, sorry, I needed to get this out of my chest somehow. I'll try to bring more writing on my blog, feel free to interact with me! <,3

[scarednotscarymoved]

ooc: @zoomingupthathill I see you filling my inbox!!! I'm just sad I can't reply to them. Thank you for making me feel special <3

[morbid-mary]

Does anybody else ever feel like such a stupid flake towards themselves? Like...you’ll be all “YES!” towards something and then your actions never follow and when you realize what happened it’s like “What the heck is wrong with me?? How do I break from this stupid cycle??” I don’t wanna be like this...it’s infuriating.

[clumsyandoffbeat]

don’t you love it when like 5 of some of your closest friends don’t realize it’s your birthday!! :’)

[rocho-suave99]

Vile (8/13/17)

It's what I want My heart to be; Synonymous with Wicked, black, and cold. Instead, it's how I see my body. It's how I see my face. I look into the mirror And staring back At me, is nothing, But the embodiment Of disgrace.

[gabagoofs]

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[xxbunnyboy]

Absolutely need someone to take control and make my brain stfu tonight.