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BC I CAN SLEEP AFTER I TALK TO HER

#feeling so normal.#dick gansey #blue sargent #trc #bluesey #the raven king #k

I know it won’t happen, but I’d love, love an ‘I love you’. He’s so much more vulnerable in show. In game, it makes sense for him not to. But this is the Joel that damn near weeped in front of his brother because he fears for her.

Maybe she’d fall asleep on their couch and he’d carry her to her room, much like he did with Sarah that night, and says I love you when she can’t hear him. Because the love is unspoken between them, but he says it anyway. To hear himself say the words again. To be able to experience saying those words again and knowing he means them with every ounce of who he is. The one thing that makes him up is his love for her.

Maybe it’s in a more serious context. Maybe they argue over the hospital. Maybe it’s about patrol. Maybe it’s about who they’ve lost. Maybe Joel opens up about his fear for her and tells her he loves her too much. It almost scares her in a way, because she’s never been told that before. Not genuinely, like she knows this is.

Maybe it’s in a soft setting. Maybe they’re camping outside jackson together and she makes him laugh. Maybe he’s making them dinner at the house and the setting just tugs at him to say it. To let her know. Where they’re living, how they’re living, it’s just so easy to say. Maybe they’re watching a movie together and she’s tucked against his side, much like that night. And it reminds him so much of Sarah and how he didn’t say it to her then, so he does now. For Sarah, to let her know because he knows she’s there with them, but also for Ellie as her own person. For what they’ve become. For what she means to him now, without a trace of Sarah.

Maybe it’s a wide grinned smile. Maybe he’s just caught up in what they’re doing. Maybe he’s just…happy. And he smiles at her. That goofy old man smile she never thought she’d see when they first met. That this stoic, brick wall of a man is smiling at her while her light fills his eyes. While the corners of his eyes crease and crinkle as he smiles ear to ear looking at his little girl. How it’s almost overwhelming for him to see her. To get to have this chance again with her. His heart has tripled in size, and he lets her know exactly that. Because she’s the reason for it

#thinking aloud #I want to hear him say it so bad.#I want to hear him proclaim it with his whole chest #because every cell in his body loves her #and she knows it #but to hear him tell her that so that she really does know #and for her to pause bc she doesn’t know how to handle it bc no one’s ever told her it before #but she comes back to him at a later time to say ‘I love you too’#bc she sat on it and thought about it and realized. yeah. yeah I love him too.#feeling SO NORMAL.#the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams

If i think about the training trio too hard i might start crying

#shut up me #HAVING A NORMAL ONE.#FEELING SO NORMAL.

haha fun try of mage hawke! [bethany dies violently on my screen]

#feeling so normal.

i am my own dog i am my own owner i am the canine teeth digging into my flesh until it bleeds blood upon the gravel i am the kibble covering euthanasia's nothing taste i am loyal even when i point the shotgun between my eyes i lick my hand not quite understanding my own betrayal for my death

#feeling So Normal.#dog motif