Those who say love is pure and simple is nothing but a hypocrite . How will I put into words my urge to kill you, to anhilate you, to ravish you! But whenever I come near my brain, my rational mind becomes foggy! How!- who are you, just a illusion of my mind or a creator of "indrajaal" (maze of illusion " ( কে তুমি জাদুকরী).. Whenever you are around, suddenly my life becomes calm, stable - I hate serenity within me! ( তোমাকে বুঝি না প্রিয়, বোঝো না তুমি আমায়) I..I despise it (spits the saliva from his mouth on the face of his own photo frame), I like screams, howling of people, I like the smell of rotten flesh, people crying for help but never getting it but never getting it.I Can..n't tolerate serenity, the sweet smell of your sweat when I devour you at night..why do you smell so sweet?!This world is a survival game I ne..ed to kill, manipulate, to surge the blood storm, "I want this world to surge in blood stream"..But why near you I feel like home.. why the heck do you make me feel me I am at home..( তুমি মায়ের থেকেও ভালো)! This world is a brutal place and you you are just a b**ch.. You Fei Fei you are a mere moth running towards the flame ..
I d..o want to kill you because you make me feel like home but how dare anyone dare to harm you, how dare that son of a bi*ch - dare to scratch you- even dare to think change my plan in their dreams! I will make sure that dream of him becomes a nightmare ( Smirk)..Fei Fei do you remember under that intoxicating moonlight..you told me, "I am that sun in your life .. for whom you rise everyday" - I may not be your winter's sun which provides you comfort but I am YOUR Sun nonetheless - no matter how much I burn you .. Fei Fei you told me whenever you will die you wish to die in my hands...How dare that f*g, stop me from fulfilling your last wish!!
Can't stop myself from referring to this song "Aankhein meri har jagah
( rough translation of this line: My eyes look for you everywhere..Is it me or someone just like me?..)
I kept on adding lines of Bengali song , that came to my mind! Without any reason ., heehe .. sorry o:-)
Biggest shoutout to @hermanoga all these ideas came to my mind because of them...The biggest cheerleader of VeinFei.. THANK YOU..🌻🍄 (Yellow and red goes well together)