#felling like shit

[rynsrandomrants]

that feeling when u finally open up to ur friends u don’t vent to :

(lmfao heheh…just one of those days u know..that hasn’t happened in like a whole year.. :,3)

[em036675]

i got home like 20min ago and when my mother saw me she told me that my make up was shit and too much and that i looked “easy” i actually liked how i looked today but whatever confidence i had disappeared and now i feel horrible

[dynabia]

Crushed

I told my crush i liked him and ask him to date me with a poem in english by letter. He told me no. And he even did that on person. I waited for him after his class (we're in different classes) to talk to him, but he ignored me and my messages. Only by 0h he told me his answer and said that he only read the letter at that hour, when i know he didnt cause my BFF (which is in his class) told me that he was acting weird during class.

He is one of my bestfriends are treats me like im his gf for a long time. And the worst is that i know he doesnt do that to nobody else. He's that tipe of people who doesnt like showing feelings and much physical contact, yet everytime i have to leave (even if its only to class and will see each other in 1h30) he gives me hugs and kisses and in every recess he snuggles and always want my attention, and other sweet stuff like that. We go to each others houses by ourselves quite frequently and its all cuddles and movie watching and playing games.

I dont get it. Everyone we know ships us. And he actually acts like he likes me but then he says no.

That was 3days ago. Lots of women in my family already talked with me for me to feel better. But they dont even know the situation or know him, they just saw me crying when i got his text.

I should feel better. Im already with the fuck him attitude, but i cant help feeling bad, and feeling like some how its my fault? Like wtf?

I dont even know if its shyness or he doesnt want to ruin our friendship, but still...

Now im going to meet him tomorrow like i do every day and i dont know what to do?? I know him for 5years now and we have been in the same class so we grew together and we're like bestfriends as well. I dont know... I just feel bad.

Sorry for the vent, i just feel really bad and i dont feel much of talking to people personaly and even with close friends by text.

Ps: sorry for my english

[shadowfang42]

has less than 2 “fans” (people who actually want to learn about my muse, help worldbuild, and would want to maybe see art from me)

[vrytired-heart]

So if I keep myself from moving on Oh,angels, angels, angels will fly...

[dyingformyships]

OMG! CLOSE THAT FUCKING DOOR, SATAN!!!!

It's hot AF!!! Can't handle that shit...I'm done.

[grillbzhellfire-blog]

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((Sorry guys I can’t rp tonight. I have been sick and went to the hospital today. Apparently im very allergic to the antibiotics that I was given. It was a good thing that I decided to stop taking them before I went into anaphylactic shock. I’m also an emotional wreck today for many reasons. I might return tomorrow depending on how i feel. Sorry))

[lzzyb]