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The sexy ASL sisters

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The Light of a New Day - A story by Emberly Call and Lee Clearwater - Storyline Two (Not Suitable for Minors ) - cont... Part 2

The Light of a New Day - A story by Emberly Call and Lee Clearwater - Storyline Two (Not Suitable for Minors )

◄ Emmy ► Even the ride in the crisp mid-morning air wasn't enough to completely wash away the scent of Lee that clung to my skin. We tried,

◄ Lee ►

She was sat there watching the family… our Family… our moms and the kid.. and US. Her soft smile was little the moon on a dark night. It was a beacon calling me toward her.

Taking her hand again, this time I laced my fingers between hers. Resting our joint hands on my lap as we both continued to eat one handed. This connection with her, I didn’t care if the others saw it. However right now, this little part was just for us.

#TheKid laughed ‘Nice save!’ Which earned him a slap up the side of his head from Ma. ‘What is this? Beat up of baby day?’

 #MsC taking his side, reached over and grabbed his cheeks. ‘I will protect you darling.’ She laughed.

‘Mama T… you aren’t doing a good job of it!’ He laughed letting her steal his cheeks as long as she wanted it.

“Quil just wanted to make sure you are okay. I can’t blame him for it. Spirits, I’d kick his arse if he didn’t look out for you.” They went back to when they were babies. And I wouldn’t step in the middle of what they have.

‘You know there was a time when I thought maybe Quil and Emmy would have been perfect together. Until Bear came to be..’ #MsC said.

And I choked on my mouthful. “Let me get this straight… You keep  flirting with me… but you have dreamt of your girl being with every dude in the pack but me?” I dropped my fork and sat back. “I’m not sure I can take anymore rejection today.” Fighting the grin that was trying to spread over my mouth. ‘That my dear Lee..’ she stood and came around to kiss my cheek. ‘Is because I was hoping you would marry me.’ Her face turned red, making Ma laugh with her.

‘Sit down Tiff… your daughter got there first.’

◄ Emmy ►

I felt his hand wrap around mine I was struck again at how easily these things we never dreamed of wanting came to us. I squeezed my fingers around his and let my thumb stroke the back of his hand.

“Interesting how he’s the baby again when  it suits him, isn’t it?” I turned to Lee and teased. “But when we call him Pup he insists that he is a grown man!” I laughed and took another bite. But then Mom was fawning over him again and he was beaming with pride.

‘He’ll always be my  baby.’ #Sue flashed that mischievous grin of hers. ‘So I will always slap him across the head when he needs it.’ She winked at me and I winked right back.

Mom had known about my teenage crush… She was my best friend back then too, I told her everything. But I had never told her about those few months after I changed… about the possibility that #Quil or #Jake could be my brother. I knew that Lee and #Seth had been on people’s minds too… but I never believed that.

 I had a front  seat to #Harry and #Sue’s marriage and how they treated my mom like no one else on the Rez did. I just knew in my bones it couldn’t be. But the wondering about my best friends… that had killed all of those feelings, but luckily none of our  friendship.

I laughed hard at my Mom. I knew most people would be creeped out. But I knew my Mom too well. Everyone was laughing and joking… this was exactly what I needed right now. “You know you’ll have to stop sexually harassing my  boyfriend at some stage right?” I teased my mother and they all froze a second. I knew why, the smirks started to grow on their faces. Mom kissed my cheek next and teased me. ‘NEVER!’

Seth had his phone out texting furiously, while #Sue scolded him to put it away at the table. ‘Just Letting Jake and Quil know they each owe me thirty dollars!! They bet they wouldn’t use the B or G words for at least three months. I told it would be by the end of the day!’

I still hold onto his hand beneath the table.

◄ Lee ►

Watching her out the side of my eyes, I noted her a little lost in herself. I didn’t want to question her here, so told myself to do it later.

The warmth I felt in this kitchen filled me with joy. Because this was something I didn’t even  know I wanted, and yet now. How could I not? Having a girlfriend who your family adores and who adores them too? It was priceless.

My eyes were on her the minute the word rolled off her tongue. ‘Boyfriend’! Her mind was in the same place as  mine too? I wanted to take the opportunity to remove the pressure from her, because the rest all noticed it all.

“Wow. Don’t listen to your daughter Ms C.. you can sexually harass me all you want.” This got me a slap before she was sat back  down and eating her meal with the rest of us.

My hand in hers wasn’t going to break away. Not even when I set my fork down again and threw a bread roll at #TheKid’s head. “Now you are betting too?”

He caught the roll in his mouth and held  it, making a show of hitting send before pulling a chunk from in. ‘Thirty bucks is thirty bucks bro. That’s pizza for dinner next week.’ He was still watching us and then he dashed his head under the table before laughing. He didn’t say  anything. And I didn’t hide it. Lifting out hands from under the table, I set them on top for all to see.

“Got something to say about me and my girlfriend, Pup?” He shook his head.

‘Not a thing bro. Not a thing.” But our moms. Their eyes were on our hands, and their hands on their chests.

◄ Emmy ►

I knew that he was watching, and it was. strange feeling.. a good one, but unfamiliar. To be seen that way, to know that the questions would come later. But nothing that was happening here was bad. The fact that they were all so happy and  positive about it… I knew that my brother would come around.

Him teasing my mom like she always did… and her teasing right back. I just laughed at #Seth. “I better be included in that pizza night since I helped you win it!” I narrowed my eyes at him, leaning against Lee’s arm as I took another forkful from my plate. Both of our mothers looked so happy. But at least no one had brought up babies… because honestly I was convinced, they would have by now!

I turned into him and pressed a kiss to the top of his shoulder (because even sitting down he was ridiculously tall!) “You were right.” I whispered, saying thank you seemed strange… but he had been right. When I was spiralling in the car earlier. I rested my head on his shoulder and smiled at #Seth… mouthing a thank you to him for masterminding this little get-together. he just winked right back.

We ate and talked, Mom reminded me that I was on the late shift and I should try to get some sleep before work… but she never could wrap her head around how the Spirit Warriors could power through long shifts after patrols and stay standing. As long as they had enough to eat. I told her I would try… but didn’t promise that I would. I knew once I left here with Lee all bets were off! I hated the idea of leaving for work with these new and exciting things growing between us… it was another strange but welcome feeling.

◄ Lee ►

We watched the room, the time flew by so fast that I don’t know how the afternoon had disappeared on us so quickly.

But the fact was after the morning we’d had, this was the perfect afternoon to follow. I was sure things would come up in time. However, right now. Those we loved and who loved us. They were happy. That is all that matters.

I sent the moms off to the living room, #TheKid and I started to clean up. “You need me to drop you home after this don’t you?” I asked  her as #TheKid set some water to boil for tea.

We made easy work of it, both knew how you work around one another even when there was next to no space. Her kisses to my shoulder still played a warmth that felt welcoming.

‘Why don’t you go  now. Drop Emmy off for some sleep and then rest up yourself. I’ve got this.’ He said. It’s just tea now, and maybe some of that peach cobbler.’ My eyes shot up. ‘Don’t worry, I’ll bring some back with me.’

I slapped him on his back warmly, wakes over to Emmy, placing my index finger under her chin to bring it up. “I don’t want to drop you off. But your Ma is right. You need sleep before your shift, beautiful.” Brushing my mouth against hers. Fighting the urge to feeling it and  taste her.

I called out to the moms, telling them that I was going to take Emmy home for some rest. Listening to their chore of ‘see you later’, and ‘take some food too.’ Which was standard Sue Clearwater thing to say.

◄ Emmy ►

The time passed too fast, but still, I wouldn’t have changed a minute of it. We both needed this, for people to see that we wanted this and trust that we could do it. I knew it was possible that it could make dangerous situations on patrols  harder. But neither of us had ever been afraid of hard work and I had no doubts that we wouldn’t be up for the tasks. The tribe first… humans… then our pack brothers’ that was the priority.

I looked up at him… a sensation I was used to (I  had to look up to most people)… but the reaction I had to his smile… then was new. It automatically made me smile. “I really should get an hour or two of sleep, night shifts have been quiet lately we don’t have any residents that are terribly sick right now. Thank the Spirits.”

Then there was the soft, sweet brush of his lips on mine. “Maybe one hour…” I said, my fist twisting into his shirt on either side of his waist, now that the Moms had retired to the sitting room for their  tea. “Do you have a job this afternoon? Or a run?” I smiled. Could I steal him away? I mean… we didn’t need to make a habit of it… but this day one… of other people knowing at least. Surely that allowed us a little extra time, right?

#Seth  cleared his throat loudly.

I bit my lip when he told our Moms we were leaving. Assuming that meant I was getting my way… after all; I was very used to getting what I wanted. We said our goodbyes and headed out to his truck.

I never thought about wrapping up a slice of the peach cobbler to take with me, not even when #Sue told us to.

◄ Lee ►

#TheKid came running out of the house as we climbed in. ‘Ma said Emmy needs to have food to eat on her shift.’ He places a bag on the back seat. ‘Bro! You need to air this truck out!’ He made a face and waved running back into the house. Making me laugh hard.

The scent he was picking up was her. And me. Us. Together. And I wasn’t going to air it out. I wanted more of it.

“Looks like you got your packed dinner/lunch?” The scent of the peach cobbler hit first and my mouth watered. “Seth and I swapped, I’ll take his run tonight. He is taking mine now.” I told her as we pulled out into the street driving towards the Call’s home. “I know I should ask you. But I am going to be selfish.” Telling her as I drove.

“I’m going to take you over to yours first. You can get your things together and then come to mine? Unless…” did she want to stay at hers? “Unless you want to stay at yours? I’m sure I could read while you get some sleep?”

I wasn’t making any assumptions. The way she smiles and looked at me before we left Ma’s was enough to tell me she wasn’t ready to say bye for now. And nor was I.

◄ Emmy ►

I smiled at #Seth and almost said thank you before I glared at him. “Jealous!” I teased him.

‘Gross! That’s my brother!’ He smirked. ‘Try not to tear the truck apart at the very least!’

Damn, that smelled good! I grinned at Lee. “Yeah, Mom or #Sue normally makes sure I have something to take with me. I always tell them the kitchen staff leave us leftovers but it’s like they don’t believe me.” I laughed softly. A slightly wicked smile crept across my lips “Wait you swapped your run to spend the afternoon with me?” I laughed. “You kind of like me, don’t you?” I teased; we both knew it was so much more.

I listened to his plan… and my heart skipped in my chest like a traitor. “That is so much better than the plan I  had to drag you to my room and hope Mom doesn’t come for a few hours.” I bit my lip…. this was all so new… and my stomach flipped. I was excited by all of these firsts.

“I know today hit a little slump… but overall… it’s been amazing and if  it doesn’t need to end just yet; then that sounds like the best plan. I just need to grab my uniform. And then I’m all your until seven.”

◄ Lee ►

Again, the teasing between the two of them had me shaking my head and laughing at the same time. This was perfect. This mix of our families and now us. Her and me… US. Fuck. I loved the sound of that. And I wasn’t the kinda guy to ever think of this stuff, let alone want it.

“Shut up. You know the answer. Stop fishing.”

My hand reached out to cup her face and bring her in. Careful as I drive, I kissed her and let her go. But that sound of her heart, I wanted to hear it so that more. For me. And only me. However, I mean I’m not going to say no about taking you to your bed. It’s that sneaking around as teens feeling. Who doesn’t have that fantasy on the list?”

Laughing a full belly laughter again as I turned down their street. They didn’t live fear from Ma’s home. As kids I had run this route a million times.

Parking up the truck. I sat back in the seat and held her gaze. “Your choice. Do you want to rest here, or come back with me?” I wanted her. Of course, I did. But I wanted her to be ready for work too. “My ideas are always the best.

◄ Emmy ►

He was smiling and I wondered what it was that he was thinking about. But only for a second… because I realised all that mattered was that it was about us, and it was making him smile.

I laughed at his reply. “Can you blame a girl for wanting to hear you say it?” I teased… but strangely… for someone that was normally very verbal about how I was feeling, just knowing how he felt was all I wanted.

“The idea of getting caught is kinda hot.” I grinned, remembering the  feeling of doing something risky in his truck.

“As tempting as getting caught is…” I smiled and leaned across the truck to kiss him. “I think I just want to have you all to myself for a little while.” I unbuckled my belt and climbed out “I’ll just go grab my uniform and I’ll b be right back… If I get you behind closed doors we definitely won’t make it to your place.” I smiled and winked at him before disappearing inside.

◄ Lee ►

Letting her go I watched that small body move. “How about you move that fast during drills?”

I called out after her. She did, she never backed down when it came to the pack and the pups. But seeing her disappear onto the Call house, while I sat here looking up at it. I couldn’t help myself.

Shifting in my seat, I rested my head back and closed my eyes. All so I could hear her. I followed her footsteps as she gathered her things. I knew where in the house she was, and I could hear where she was doing.

If it were #Thekid here now. He would be able to hear so much more. But this was enough for me.

I had to laugh again. This was crazy, this day had been off the charts. How it started, and where it ended.

Taking my phone out, I looked over a few messages from clients who needed something. And then I heard her coming back.

My truck was on, and I opened the door for her to climb back in, and waited.

◄ Emmy ►

I rolled my eyes. “Then you wouldn’t have the pleasure of staring at my arse as I walk away!” I laughed before disappearing inside. When I reached my room I gathered up my baby pink scrubs and trainers and a jacket (just so I could appear human.) As I moved around my room, I could still smell him on my clothes.

I smiled and shrugged out of my shirt leaving it on my bed… the scent would fade… sure, but there would be a hint of him here when I got back. I grabbed a clean shirt and stuffed a change of clothes for the end of my shift into a backpack. It was nice o have something fresh the change into after a night shift. I heard him laugh and I heart did that weird thing again. I wonder what he was thinking about? I mean… me, of course… but what exactly was he remembering to him laugh to himself like that?

When I stepped outside, he had the door open for me. “Did you really miss me that much into sixty seconds?” I teased; it had been a little more than  that… but teasing was fun. I climbed up into the truck easily and buckled up. “All set!” I told him, eager to get him behind closed doors.

◄ Lee ►

Waiting her come out the house that grin was back on my face.  “You are talking about me missing you? Didn’t your heart just drop a few beats for me?” Teasing her right back.

When she was in the seat, i took her bag and set it on the back seat. Then turning back to her. I place my fingers under her chin and bought her face to mine. “New rule. I need a kiss when you come back. Doesn’t matter it’s a day, an hour, a minute or a second.”

Bending down my mouth touched hers.  “Now I’m ready to go.”

Winking at her that smile back on my face I pulled out into the street and drove home.

My eyes were on the road, but it was hard not to look over to her. How many times had she sat in that seat, and not once had I had these thoughts about her. Because I never let myself. But now. I was grinning with the thoughts of what we had done in this truck. And all the time and conversations we had in these days. “Home.” I say, finally pulling up in our drive way.

Reaching across her I opened and pushed her door open. Then turning back to grab the two bags. “We should put your food in the fridge until tonight.”

◄ Emmy ►

“I never said I didn’t miss you.” I smiled and stretched up onto my toes… even though he still needed to bend down to reach me. “So needy.” I teased and at the same time, I reached up to the back of his neck and held him there for one more  kiss. “But I approve of this rule.”

I laughed at the wink. “You know for someone that hot you can be kind of adorable at times too. I like the dichotomy.”

I was about to reach over and open the door… but Lee was fast… he had always been the fastest of all of us. He reached across me and opened the door. Normally things like this would annoy me but all I could think about was the way his hair smelled, and it made my heart do that thing again.

“Spirits! You're lucky you’re so  distracting.” I laughed softly and unbuckled my belt.

I turned back when I stepped out of the truck, he was reaching for my bags… and even though I should say I could get it why would I? He knew that. Instead, I smiled and waited until he came around the truck. “You know… Mom is right about one thing…” As if I’d been doing it forever, I slipped by hand into his. “You’re Mom raises gentlemen.” I start to tug him towards the house, walking backwards so I could tease him with a sly bit of my lower lip.

◄ Lee ►

Her hand in mine was lost. Small and perfect with the girls hand was. However, I knew the damage these hands could do. As human hands, and also as the paws of a spirit warrior.

“Dichotomy? Someone’s been using their word of the day.” Teasing her, but she was intelligent. Raising my brow, I squeezed her hand in mine and laughed.

“Could you imagine Sue Clearwater’s sons being anything but, we mama’s boys like to listen to what we’re being told. And showing respect to people no matter their sex, it just the right thing to do.”

Stopping when she walked backwards, the curves of her finely set body worked with those female charms of the Call women.

“You are going to be the end of me Emmy.” My eyes flashed with mischief with that bite of her lips.

“Keep that up and our neighbours will have a full on show to watch.”

Letting her hand go, I brought her in under my arm. Holding her into my side and kissing the top of her head.

“Kick back and relax.” I said when we were inside, her bags set down on the table, I let go of her so I could go put her food into the fridge.

“Do you want a drink or anything Little Minx?”

◄ Emmy ►

I laughed and rolled my eyes at him. “Are girls that know big words not sexy?” I teased, knowing there probably wasn’t much I could do that would make him see me as any less sexy considering the things we’d done together so far.

“I’m pretty  sure today proved to #Sue that I definitely approve of her boy's attitudes towards women but telling her I was dating one of them.” I smiled. I saw the way he looked at me… and sure maybe I was deliberately enticing him; but who could blame  me? “So now you want me to put on a show on the lawn too?”

I smiled and turned into him, fitting perfectly into his side as he draped his arm over my shoulder. I lifted my hand to rest on top of his as we. I watched him put the food in the fridge and wondered if he had always been this attentive. “You know I think this 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 thing suits you, Clearwater.” I smiled. I could have reached past him to grab a bottle of water but I could let him have this one.

“Water  would be great, please.” A smile was still plastered onto my face when I stepped up close to him. “And then…” I smirked. “I wanna take you upstairs and figure out how this… officially dating thing affects your game.”

◄ Lee ►

Taking out two bottles of water, I looked back at her over my shoulder. “You know a woman with a mind of her own is the sexiest thing.” Closing the fridge, I turned to face her.

“This BOYFRINED thing looks good on me, doesn’t it? I mean I know you are  so turned on that you can’t keep your hands off me.” Walking to her, I have to lean down  kiss her mouth. “However, this GIRLFRIEND  thing…” growling at her in approval. “You are making it look fine.” Laughing I kissed her again. “Now. Come on. I promised you a nap. Don’t turn me into a liar.”

Reaching down I slapped her fine, firm arse. Before bending at my knees. Picking her up in with one arm. I let her curl her legs around my waist as I started towards the stairs. Grabbing her bag as I passed it too. “I’m sure you don’t mind this.” Kissing her mouth once before I took her steps two at a time.

“Do you have something to wear to bed? Or do you want something from me? Or. You know. I don’t mind if you nap in nothing at all.”

Waggling my brows at her as we padded into  my room, and I kicked the closed behind me.

◄ Emmy ►

I laughed when he said I could hardly keep my hands off of him… because damn… he was right. Just then I realised that not only was holding onto the hand that rested on my shoulder the other was behind his back fisted loosely in the back of  his shirt

But instead of just admitting that; I said. “Says the man with his arm around me like I might try to escape?”

I stretched up on my toes again and kissed “. I can make anything look good.” I smiled… At least until you get tired of  bending ov—-“I squeaked as he slapped my arse and picked me up. He could pay for that one later. I wrapped my legs around his waist… laughing. Or that works too. I kissed him. ”Mind what? Being carried around like a Queen?” I smirked and kissed him again, maybe I was trying to see if he would stumble if I distracted him enough… maybe not, either way, it wasn’t like either of us would be hurt I was (or wasn’t) successful.

Shit. I hadn’t even thought about that when I was grabbing  clothes. I just grabbed what I needed for work… and after. I smiled at him stroking my fingers lightly against the back of his neck. “I wasn’t actually thinking about sleeping when I packed that bag.” I bit my lip and locked eyes with him. “I  mean… eventually maybe… but it wasn’t top of the list.”

◄ Lee ►

It felt good when her fingers worked their way into my hair, neck, and jaw. She felt like home to me, and so did her touch.

Her bag was the first thing I set down on the chair beside me door. Doing it without needed to look down for a second. Because I didn’t want to take my eyes away from hers. Then with the door closed and her wrapped around me, I slipped my feet one at a time out of my boots. Then and only then did my mouth turn up into that cocky grin. What had she said about me not keeping my hands off her? Walking across the room.

“So, what do you suggest we do? We did finish up with the family early so that you could sleep some.” My hands were on her arse, even though I knew if I moved them away. She wouldn’t fall.

“And, you are welcome to borrow one of my shirts.” Leaning my head into the crook of her neck. I placed kisses all the way up to her ear. “Fuck you feel good.” Setting her down on the floor in front of me. My mouth found hers and I kissed her deeply.

My fingers making easy work of removing her top nice and slow, taking my time knowing it would bug her a little. We all needed to tease where we could! Then as I began kissing her shoulders came the time to slowly and easily push her bottoms down. When I pulled back to free her from the fabric. I took the time to enjoy the view of her perfectly strong body, those toned muscles, and then her eyes drew me in.

“Have I told you just how beautiful you are?” Setting her clothing to the side, I cupped her face. The height difference would have made me laugh. But all I saw were those bourbon eyes.

◄ Emmy ►

I watched the expression on his face ease into an expression of satisfaction and comfort more and more with every touch. I couldn’t stop my laugh when he kicked off his boots while still holding me up. It was effortless. “I mean nothing is stopping me from sleeping…. after…” I smirked and purposefully neglected the mention after what. “But I find myself rather…” I leaned down to bite his lip and let my teeth trail off. “Energised.”

I tilted my head up when he brought his lips  to my throat, and I moaned softly. I tightened my legs around him, tilting my head to let him in. Then released my grip to stretch down and touch my toes to the floor. His hands were everywhere; sliding my shirt up and leaving a trail of heat  along my skin, unlike anything I had ever felt before. I tried to take long breaths as he took his sweet time… while parts of me started to wind up, tense as a bowstring, in a good way… the anticipation was thrilling.

I stepped out of my  trousers and let him take his time looking me over, my heart beating too hard and my teeth tugging on my lower lip. “You might have mentioned it.” I smirked and lay my hands flat on his chest.

Fuck! The solid wall of muscle beneath my hands… I wanted to tear every shred of fabric off of him. “Have I told you…” I slipped my hands lower to grab the hem off his shirt ad slid it up… but we bother knew I wasn’t getting it off him without his cooperation.

“That it’s a crime to  cover up this body with clothing.”

◄ Lee ►

“You might have mentioned it.” I smirked right back down at her, Taking the hem of my shirt when I knew she had reached that point where I would have to help, I pulled it up and over my head. Turning my head to the side as I dropped it into the chair over her discarded clothes.

“There was something else I wanted to tell you.” I turned my full attention to her once again, placing my big strong hands over hers. Even if hers were smaller in size. I knew that they could cause some major damage if she wanted to. “Hmm… Let’s think what it was.” Bending down to her height I bit her lips and tugged on them. “Oh yeah. Stop biting my lips. It makes me jealous of not getting to them first.” My hands moved to cup her face, my eyes searching hers, the spirits only know what fore.

I brushed short strands of her hair back off her face. And then started to place my mouth overs hers. “Now that you mention it, I have to agree. I feel a little Energised too.” My hands went down her neck, my thumb gentle rubbing the soft skin of her throat before continuing down her shoulders. Taking the straps of her bra down off, letting them fall over her forearms my eyes moved to those perfectly rounded breasts, they were the right size for a mouthful. And now I felt my jeans tighten thanks to the image in my mind to suck on them. Especially with her hardening nipples just beginning to peek out from under the fabric.

◄ Emmy ►

My mouth watered when his shirt came off. I had seen him shitless probably as much as I had seen him fully dressed… but here? Here, it was something else? was it something I could turn off when I needed to focus? I had no idea… but I was sure  he would kick me into shape if I didn’t.

I rested my hands against his and look up at him, my teeth just trailing off my lip as is bent to take it with his. I moaned so softly… fuck!! Something twisted pleasantly, low in my stomach. How did he have this effect on me so easily? “Well, you were slacking on the job... So, I had to do it for you.” I teased and moved my hands down his chest, solid muscle and perfectly defined grooves and lines, slipped under my touch.

His scent changed as he nudged my bra straps aside. I almost bit my lip again… but when my hands reached the waist of his jeans, I tucked two fingers behind the top button and tugged him back towards the bed as I stepped backwards, gracefully. “We       should do something about that.” I smiled, feeling the bed brush the back of my knees. Then I easily popped op the top button and pulled my hair free of its short ponytail with my other hand.

◄ Lee ►

Stepping forward with her wasn’t hard, there was always the trust that I would have her back I hoped, just as I knew she would have mine.

My hunger filled eyes watched hers move gracefully back in towards my bed and my mouth curled up into a full break out grin. “You know how to make a guy feel like he has it all under control.” Pulling her leg. Because we both knew it wasn’t true.

My eyes darted to the way her fingers curled into my jeans.

“Feels a little constricted if you ask me.” Because by now she could scent me as I could her, and the visual change was unmistakable just below her hand.

The moment her hair came free, my hands were there curling a few stands around my fingers before I bent down to her. My voice low and huskier now.

“You are mine. And I am yours. This is For our eyes only.” Kissing those luscious lips of hers, my arm reached out to pull down the #BehindTheCurtain. #SLPaused

Still in the Making...

[beablackhole]

I call this one “Deppression”

Sher watches the screen on her phone and scrolls idly through the timeline of her social media, right after having emptied several bottles of alcohol and smoked all the flammable drugs she could find at her apartment, in an attempt to ignore the emptiness she feels after dealing with Joanne’s abscense, who has just made her department when she married her wife Mary and left her lodgins at Baker Street.

When confronted with anyone, she will repeat once and again how lucky she is to be again on her own, with no nosy doctor to tell her what to drink or what not to smoke, to clean this or that or not to make strange loud noises with her experiments in the middle of the night. She repeats that to herself every night, too.

The reason tells her that living alone is the most convenient of the ways for her work, and however, why does it feel so lonely suddenly?

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