FINALLY, AT LONG LAST… update on Lucas’ and Stephany’s story! (Yes! I still haven’t found a name. Guys let me know if you want to be tagged when I post lore stuff!
TW: SH, kinda gory, blood
Lucas’ diary 3
I did it again… I really couldn’t help myself. My hands had been shaking the whole morning at school. I had a lump in my throat and no matter how many times I swallowed it never went away.
I didn’t want to do this… it wasn’t my intention, but I really couldn’t calm myself down.
I bled a lot this time, I think I went deeper. It felt so good even though the pain was so intense I started to cry… so pathetic. I really deserved this, all the pain, especially after that horrible grade… I guess my mom was right after all, I’m a disappointment… I never do anything right! I hate it, I hate myself!
Even though they weren’t bleeding anymore I still put a band-aid on them because they burned a lot.
Now my razor blade is safe in the drawer of my nightstand, I don’t want to use it again… I feel even worse now. I’m so pathetic.
Stephany’s diary 3
Today I tried vanilla-flavoured mochis, Yummy!
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Stephany… hasn’t experienced strong emotions lately…









