#fictitious

[kissysanguine]

Main Blog of Kissy Sanguine

What you'll find here: mostly my own thoughts and art. Therian, furry, fat furry, tf and tg, dragons, weird shit. Idk. 18+ minors DNI there's kink here

Teasing/fat talk and weirdness is welcome!!! 💖

{will update as needed}

My art: #ks art

My writing: #ks writing

NSFW reblog space: lucariwoah

Sfw reblog space: barnette-r-hel

Pronouns: she/her or flower or it or he. I'm just a happy vessel of love.

Pansexual/bisexual/whatever you call it when you love everyone deep down

Commissions closed unless I let you

I'm difficult to describe and hard to pin down. Late 20s transfem therian something or other. Too often thinking about being a dragon for it to be a one-off thing. I have too much energy most of the time, too optimistic and loving for my own good. My dm's are always open for hugs, rp, etc.

Bluesky:

Kissy M. Sanguine (@chraliras.bsky.social)

♀️ | 25 | 🔞 | 316 lbs | Illustrator, author, gamer | plural dragon composite| Ask me about my book | DM'S OPEN | 💍💍 3.29.2025 My pocket dime

Discord: chraliras // I also have my own server, Barnette's Pocket, for fat queer furry folks

Telegram: leviathansbreath and my art channel, t.me/barnetterhel

I write books about dragon gods, digital purgatories and heavens, transfem princesses wanting to become dragons, and apocalypses of darkness and transformation.

I draw, primarily traditionally, and mostly for fun. I work full time in retail so I'm busy most evenings and don't do commissions that much anymore. If I'm not responding to you, I'm literally either asleep or busy.

I'm a gainer personally, I've always been fat and wanted to get fatter. I'm 320 lbs at 5'5" Any feedism talk is welcome.

I really want to start hrt but. Ya know. 'murica.

I also garden, I love sunflowers the most when I'm able to grow them.

Circling back to kink stuff, I can be really weird and kinky. I can be too fat to move or get you there, but prefer being subby and the feedee/victim. Kink is something I'm enjoying more of lately. Been getting into vore and also preg/mpreg as well as body mods and the implicit horror of the self. Just ask me about it, I'll spill the paint.

My reference, as drawn by my lovely, lovely husband uwu

All my art is drawn by me unless otherwise specified. Above art is each character, each self each facet of a rough soul.

I promise you, if you're bored, horny, full of too much love, need someone to give head pats too or to receive some, we're here and we have a lot fo claws and paws for it.

Will update this with more shit later. Also I play:

Minecraft, Zenless Zone Zero, Balatro, some Genshin, and anything my husband enjoys as well as any fat kink games.

Kinks: weight gain, transformation, tg, preg, soft vore, size difference, monsters, machines, gods, beasts, dragons, hypnotism, corruption, complete and utter resurrection and reformation into the perfectly suitable organisms of pleasure

Staring really hard at some of your weird blogs and totally not feeling normal about it,,,

[zamvza]

"If you think you're faking, you're not": the predatory nature of the online system community

Disclaimer: if you're going to take this personally, please scroll away. These are my personal observations and experiences. I do not believe that the majority of this behaviour is intentional, I think it's the result of loneliness and echo chambers. I know this doesn't go for everyone, I know a lot of people with DID doubt themselves, I know that system positivity posts can be really helpful, and I'm not saying to stop. I'm just asking for people to be listened to. I'm asking for people to not have to go through what I did.

Another really good, shorter post about this topic.

For the better part of a year, I spent my time logging and decorating Simply Plural profiles, dating a partner system with individual relationships between alters, posting with my typing quirks and aesthetic dividers, making rants about syscourse and building a headspace. I also heavily doubted my experiences. So I reached out to other systems, asking if this symptom and that symptom could be DID, trying to seek validation for myself. Responses ranged from "you're damaging other people by considering other possibilities" to "anyone can be a system!". I don't have DID. I may have BPD, C-PTSD, and ADHD. I have never had DID. But I have more than enough experience with grooming¹ online to make this post.

DID tends to be oversimplified online. If you think you're faking, you're not. Faking is intentional and you can't unintentionally do something intentional. Except, that's not what people mean when they make those posts. What they mean is "do I have imitative DID? could this possibly be something else?". But the lack of knowledge on these topics is taken advantage of. People are told that their doubts have no ground, that they are definitely a system if they're experiencing this and that, don't even bother thinking about other possibilities. People aren't encouraged to explore other possibilities. This creates an echo chamber where people are actively discouraged from seeking out or researching other possible causes of their symptoms.

When a person is lonely, or struggling with their sense of self, it might seem appealing to have friends in their head. To be able to connect with other people by bonding over their experiences with a mental disorder. To be able to express their creativity. But people aren't shown the shitty parts of that. So they get really into it, and they start partaking in the behaviours I spoke about above.

And then if doubt starts seeping in: don't doubt yourself, that's harmful! You are a system! Look, this TikTok video has 5 signs you might be a system and you meet them! Trauma is different for everyone! Sure, why not, it's fun.

Even more dangerous, in my opinion, is when people don't doubt it. They never escape the dangerous cycle, they could go through their whole lives believing they have a disorder they don't.

Nobody owes anyone information. I understand that. Only wanting to post about your silly experiences online is totally valid - I don't want to talk about how awful my autism makes my life to anyone happening to scroll the autism tag. Those aren't the type of people I'm talking about.

r/systemscringe doesn't help. Hell, I hate to say it, but they make really valid points sometimes. I hate the premise of the subreddit, I hate that they can post vulnerable people on there and make fun of them for what they basically view as the greater good. Just to clarify. But when you're doubting yourself, you might turn to that for a different perspective because you don't know where else to go. And then back to system communities, anybody who thinks they're a system is one.

Instead of going to safe places for research or a different perspective, they go to very potentially harmful subreddits like that, because the echo chamber can drive people crazy. Jeez, where can a guy find someone who doesn't recite the same 3 phrases?

Sorry, I know this isn't properly structured. It's a thought dump that I hope will encourage people to be safer.

"It's okay to be wrong". Yes, so true, but this is never used in the way it should be. It shouldn't be it's okay to be wrong so throw yourself into the system community and see how you feel, it should be it's okay to be wrong so don't be afraid to back out and look at other possibilities, take your time. The phrase is used to push people further away from their doubts rather than towards further research. Hell, I had someone tell me that there was "no harm to indulge in it", it being thinking I'm a system.

God, I wish people would seriously consider the long lasting effects of this shit! Of the devastatingly exhausting recovery path, the way it can destroy your sense of self.

I know I'm getting a bit heated there. I think I deserve to, a little.

I could most definitely say more but I want a snack. And in case you're wondering, everything quoted or mentioned here took a part in my false belief of having DID.

Eat, drink, and for the love of god read the disclaimer again before you reply to this please.

¹ "when someone builds a relationship, trust and emotional connection with a child or young person so they can make them do what they want and abuse them"

PT: Radqueers and TransIDs DN. Intended to say DNI, but the website was being funky.

[pulstar-tb]

finally got around to sketching this fictional arcade rhythm game i've had the idea of ever since this one time i listened to statement of intent (song that's used in jet set radio future) lol

[first-mistake-forever-more]

[labelleizzy]

Thank you @dizzy-redhead

Image ID: the dedication page for Ariel Bishop's book Fictitious, which reads:

"To everyone who's ever been told they're too much ... You are EXACTLY enough"

/ image ID

(happy Pride Diz!! 🌈🌈🌈)

[itokichi1130]

【お知らせ】「わたしのファミカセ展2022」に参加いたします！(2022)

展示場所★METEOR 東京都杉並区西荻北 2-11-9 -2F 展示期間★2022/04/29(金)～05/31(火) 展示時間★13:00〜21:00(金～日)※水はお休み 【🖥わたしのファミカセ展公式HP】 【🕊METEOR様Twitter】 【🚃METEOR様アクセス】 ・JR西荻窪駅北口の「北銀座商店街」を北に向かいます。お肉屋「とらや」の交差点を渡り、その先右手のパン屋「一本堂」脇の階段を上がった２階奥になります。駅からは徒歩５分ほどです。 ・土日と祝日はJR中央線が西荻窪を通過しますので、総武線にてお越しください。 ※開催日程が変更になる可能性もございます。最新の情報はHPやSNSでご確認ください。 ・ ＊ --------- ・ ファミコンのカセットのラベルを、架空のゲームで自由にデザインする企画「わたしのファミカセ展2022」に私すずきいときちも「エントリーNo.169【JIGSAW DINOSAUR】」という作品にて参加させていただきます。 2005年より毎年開催され、今年で18回目を迎える公募企画展です。 国内外29か国、総勢253名のクリエイターの作品が展示予定です。 【🖥過去のクロニクルサイトはこちら】 私は昨年に引き続き2回目の参加となります。作品エントリーが間に合ってよかった！ 全作品を収録した公式図録が今年も通販で販売されます。 【🛒図録通販ページはこちら】 【🦊2021年の参加についてはこちら】 新型コロナウイルスの影響もありますので、ご無理のない範囲でお越しください。 どうぞよろしくお願いいたします。

—————————– 【JIGSAW DINOSAUR】 「JIGSAW DINOSAUR -ジグソー ダイナソー-」は恐竜たちを揃えるパズルゲームです。恐竜たちが生き残っている惑星が舞台です。 恐竜をスライドさせて、同じ種類、または同じ色の恐竜を５個揃えるとスコアになります。 スコアが高ければ高いほど、惑星で恐竜たちが繁栄していきます。 恐竜を揃える事が出来ずになると火山が噴火してゲームオーバーになってしまうので、なるべくたくさんの恐竜を集め、火山の噴火を阻止しましょう！ —————————– I will participate in "My Famikase Exhibition 2022", a project to freely design NES cassette labels in a fictitious game, with "Entry No. 169". This project has been held every year since 2005, and this year marks the 18th publicly-offered exhibition. The works of a total of 253 creators from 29 countries inside and outside Japan will be exhibited. This will be the second participation following last year. I'm glad that the work was submitted in time! 【🖥"My Famikase Exhibition" Official HP(Japanese) 】 【🕊METEOR Twitter(Japanese) 】 【🚃METEOR access(Japanese) 】 【🖥Click here for Chronicle site】 【🦊Click here for 2021 participation】 Thank you. —————————– 【JIGSAW DINOSAUR】 Slide the dinosaurs to get 5 dinosaurs of the same type or color to get a score. The higher the score, the more prosperous the dinosaurs will be on the planet. If you can't get all the dinosaurs, the volcano will erupt and the game will be over, so collect as many dinosaurs as possible and stop the eruption of the volcano!

[veedynasty]

ppl aren’t real I’ve made up a lot of you in my mind tbh