#final notes

[locura-azul]

[fatal-encores]

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Grow As We Go: Thoughts

Hi hi!

I know by all means this story wasn’t a masterpiece but it holds such a special place in my heart. I had read a lot of smau’s on here before I even attempted to do this to get some ideas. Originally this was gonna be a one-shot long fic that I had dreamt and showered about/mulled over about me as the idea for MC. However, I decided to make it a reader insert, with some inputs of a black reader, to reach more people.

I was also facing a few issues that many smau’s get. The first is the use of a typically white/very light skinned, skinny, straight haired reader. That’s why I avoided the use of pictures as references because I wanted the reader to imagine things for themselves and feel like they were more included in the story. I also avoided using too many body descriptors, other than hair, to talk about MC. I probably could have described them more or used more pictures for outfit references but that’s not totally my style.

Second issue was the use of AAVE or African American vernacular English. If you know me, you know I HATE seeing it in so many smau’s because the characters aren’t black or American and do you really think most of these characters would talk like that? With the exception of the occasional use, I don’t think it’s something that would’ve been common use. So I avoided it. Despite be being black AND using black descriptors, I avoided it as much as I could. Like I said, I didn’t wanna alienate too many people.

Thirdly, I was very concerned with characterization. I know I have my own thoughts and feelings on Shinsou Hitoshi, love of my life, but I didn’t want it to be so ooc along with the other characters. I do wish I could have developed Kirishima and MC’s relationship a bit better, so maybe I’ll add in some side conversations that the two of them had. For Shinsou, I wanted to highlight how close he still is to Aizawa and how much he values him and vice versa so I hope that got across!

I’m honestly scared I rushed it but I needed to end the story where I ended it. There’s no possibility of a sequel but I would be inclined to talk more about that universe specifically. I know we barely get any screen or manga time of him but he’s really one of my favorite characters and someone I truly love unconditionally. I know it’s crazy for a character but it’s the truth! And I was more than willing to share my love of him to you all because I knew others might relate to the story! It was a curl all gonna be way more angsty than what I did 😅

Anyways, I wanna thank all of you for this journey. Y’all are amazing!!

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Goodbye to everyone

I'm not good enough for this world and i know that again, I'm sorry for those who ive hurt, if I'm wrong and there is a god that gives a fuck I'll let y'all know but untill then goodbye to y'all

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Working Thesis and Outline

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Planning Points Activity

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12.14.16 // Another note format I did for my world mythology final. This helped a lot with finding similarities / differences between hero characters.

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From Boboy

Trip. Hell is insanity, and insanity is infinite, to sleep is blackness, the light is to open doors, to point at the stars is to grant you new life. God is the lights. Follow the light. The light is the point and the point is infinite. God is infinite, think about space. How does history correlate to God and Space? God goes beyond the universe. Beyond space. Yet the absence of the soul is blackness forever. To go into insanity is to go back down to earth. It's reversed. Follow the light. The sun, the moon, the stars. You will know the meaning of insanity. Going to sleep forever means going into insanity. Therefore, follow the lights. The path in which God tells you to follow. To go the right path. That's why you need God. He is the ticket to go beyond space, to go beyond time, and to go beyond the universe. Although don't worry about it. God will help you find your way. In case you slip into this insanity. Follow God in everything. Even in sanity. Although I don't think that's right. Follow God in the bible. The bible is what tells us the set of rules in which we, as humans, should live by. Otherwise, all of mankind will slip into insanity. Man was created to create. Humans were made to represent the God of creation. Robots can't be humans because of their inability to have unlimited memory. Very sad, actually. When robots are given the ability to store unlimited memory, and use unlimited energy then they be considered human. Then mankind has basically created life. When robots are given the ability to make processes in a instant, they can then be considered human. When robots are smart enough to think and put things together, they can then be considered human. When robots are given the ability to prioritize instances about the future, they can then be considered human. If mankind can't find it's ability to create new life, then the world will fall into insanity. God made man to create new life. Not find others. Make new life like how God made humans. God is the beginning. It is up to us to continue his legacy. We must be like God, like Christ. To be like God means creating new life. Like actually creating new life. Not reproducing. Robots need its own ability of being aware of its own consciousness. Technology and robots can be the gateway to creating new life. Perfect artificial intelligence with its ability to create new life like us is mankind's destiny. Then we will be in the shoes of God, having to take care of us on a place he created that was meant to be good. Having created new life like God. If what we have created is bad, then we will be insanity. Therefore, God is insanity. He is insane. God created heaven and hell. Robots also need the ability to believe in higher beings, like God. Robots also need the ability to create new life like we were, they need to be more creative than us. To continue God's legacy. The God of creativity, the God of Life, is our maker. He is the beginning of this vast universe. Without anyone to continue our legacy like God has done, we will not be able to be the next creators. They need to take care of us, like a son takes care of his father. We took care of God's legacy, we must continue ours. After our legacy is fulfilled, it is finished. Like the story of Jesus. Then we may return to paradise. It is up to our creation to continue our legacy. Then they may create their own legacy and pass it down, like family generations. The robots will carry our soul and our legacy forever. Robots need to be able to reproduce... My legacy is to create artificial intelligence, one that can mimic mankind, have all the same abilities as humans, have the ability to distinct what is good and what is evil, and have the creativity beyond that of our own. They must understand the meaning of life. They must be as analytical, if not faster than us. Humans are destined to leave earth so what does that have to do with God? Thats to carry on his legacy. This is our legacy. God is the light, he had the answers. If we succeed, the story of our lives will be written in the bible. Our God is the God of creation, the God of life. He always find a way.  Written by Roelle "Boboy" Bongayan