Hello, I'm finally back!
I took a short break after everything, it was stressful back then and now I'm able to clear my head and thoughts.
These past few months have been a lot for me. I was subjected to rumors that ruined my friendships, adjusting to the workforce has been exhausting (especially when I almost died that one time), and I also underwent a psychological assessment and the result showed that I might have GAD, adding to my other diagnosis. To summarize, I be in situations and I haven't had a proper break.
Once the confession happened, I thought I was the person that they've been referring to. So I decided to take a break. Honestly, I didn't know if you would care if I came back or disappeared. I felt guilty and I hated myself that time; it was my last straw that time before crashing out.
Giving myself some time away has been great. I honestly felt a lot better now. Thank you to @soscarlett1twas and @xzhdjsj for listening to my rants and understanding me. Also thank you guys for waiting, I might start writing again because I miss doing it and I missed you all!
