#first delusion

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First delusion: I still struggle with it periodically but since I was roughly 11, I've been convinced that id die at roughly 22/23 years old

First delusions.

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first delusion: all of my toys based on living things/things that would be alive if they were real can read my mind unless i have a pillow on my head (good news is i've recently found a way to expand the exception! i can wear a pillow on my head OR i can wear a hat that coincidentally looks exactly like the hat this guy i really really hate used to wear. greeeeaaaaat.)

First delusion :believing ghosts/spirits were watching over me and helping guide me , influencing my moods and communicating with me through my head

First delusion: there were cameras in the corners of my room that would always watch me, and it was being streamed online live and all my classmates were watching and mocking me. Maybe that’s why my classmates hated me so much, because they watched me online.

All my life I’ve believed that I’m from another world, and that this world isn’t real. Now I’m having to come to terms with the fact it may be a delusion and it hurts. I’m so lost…

First delusions.

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First delusion- When I was 4 I started believing there was a secret hidden hallway between my room and my parents room, the door being behind the plaster of my wall. It had ghosts trapped in it. The door would unlock at night and that's when the ghosts could come out and hurt me. I was terrified of the secret hallway until about 8, but when I first told someone about it at 14, I started crying and shaking. I still live in the same room with the door.

my first delusion was when I was a young child around 5-7 and I was convinced I had a group of invisible people following me. Kind of like imaginary friends, I would describe whatever it was I was doing at the time and why so that they would know my thought process. Lasted for YEARS. Still comes on every now and again for a few weeks or months, though now only one entity instead of fifteen :^P

First delusion: thinking i was being watched by everyone, think they’re all laughing at me and mocking me because of what they’re seeing.

First delusion is when I believed the whole world was watching a TV show of me and all my friends and family were hired and rich because they knew me

First delusion: I thought my dad was going to poison me, or lock me in the basement and flood it.

First delusions.

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first delusion- at night ghost/demons would be in the living room and kitchen so when i went down the hall to the bathroom id have to be run really fast to get in and when i was going out id have to be super quiet opening the door and then run out because if i didn't they'd catch me and kill me or torture me

First delusions.

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First delusion: that the world isn't real and everything and everyone is part of a simulation. It's never goneaway.

First, major delusion: suddenly feeling like God is watching over me, waiting for the right moment to strike with godly fire and annihilate my soul. I was the reason for all the evil in this world, I was the chosen one to watch over the endless fight of good and evil, and I was destined to be the one who was meant to die for all this stuff that has been happening in the world. Soon after, I started feeling like Hitler’s ghost was dwelling in my flat.

First delusions.

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First delusion: there was a stand in the corner of my room which a big dollhouse sat upon. I believed a dead girl hid behind it and watched me, which caused a lot of issues with falling asleep as you can imagine. When I got older, the stand and dollhouse were moved into the closet, where they remain to this day. I still have periods off and on where I believe she's still behind the dollhouse, in the closet, watching what I do through the cracks.

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My first delusion was that I was actually a Vampire and that my dad wasnt actually my dad. He and my grandparents had been killed and the replacements were planning on killing me during my bi-weekly visits

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first delusion: when I was little when I would read any picture book, if I touched something on the page it would come out of the book and be real. I would try really hard not to touch the bugs in the books, because I was terrified of bugs of any kind.

First delusions.

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One of my first delusions was that there were ghosts in the bathroom and they had a scale in the doorway and I always had to use the toilet and weigh less when I came out than when I went in. If I took anything out of the bathroom with me that made me weigh more when I left, then the ghosts would punish me.

First delusion: people are hiding behind my wardrobe and are going to kill me/my father is gonna take his gun and is gonna kill me. I think I was around 6-8 when I had it, and it may have been accompanied by hallucinations, though I’m not sure if it wasn’t actually just a dream

my first delusion was that i was an advanced robot that had been told i was human my entire life. i was told this because i was being placed in a turing test and they wanted to see how long it would take me or other people to realize i wasnt human. as time went on my systems started malfunctioning and thats how i realized i was a robot but i kept pretending to be human so others wouldnt be suspicious and so i wouldnt fail the test

First delusions.