#first ex

[betheal]

first boyfriends suck. especially on valentine's day when they're sucking someone else's face off and you're eating a six pound cake all by yourself and reading austen.

[nat-k-blog1]

2014,Freshman

Your heart bleeds when you see him

You had moved on and were over him 

But then when he had broken up with his girlfriend he came crashing back into your life even though you hadn’t talked for five months 

He thinks he’s in tilted to come back in your life whenever he wants 

But he needs to think again  

[mysilentlegacy]

i won't ever admit this to anyone

but sometimes i still look for you

not always intentionally

when I'm browsing Reddit and i happen to see a comment or post that sounds vaguely like you

i click on their profile, just to see, just in case

i found one such profile last night when i couldn't sleep

and it made me dream of you

still awkward as ever

i couldn't leave fast enough because i knew it wasn't right

but sometimes i wonder

how you're doing

knowing how you were all those years ago

[mysilentlegacy]

y'all

this is my only safe space and i just have to tell someone

i just saw my first ex may have a new gf, after all these years. well, it's hard to say if he's been single or not since he does not frequent social media, he hasn't even updated his status, but i saw through tagged photos, his arm around a girl I've never seen before, looks like it started around September? idk.

why do i care? i don't really know. it's so strange. i almost created a life with this person, had plans to live together after high school. and then.. nothing. we weren't meant to be but that's okay. granted, I'm the one who broke it off. it's just strange to think where we'd be if we'd stayed together.

[q-gorgeous]

Thinking about how wack it is that my most intense, positive emotions all have to do with cartoons and like nothing else

[mysilentlegacy]

tell me why

my ex's sister messaged me last night? my ex of TEN YEARS.

i never even had a relationship with her at all. we were friendly with each other, sure, but not really friends. i haven't even messaged her brother in years.

i got about a million thoughts racing through my head. guess I'll respond a little later today.

[confidentclair3]

Do you ever just bump into a person and they change your whole mood for the night cause that’s what happens whenever I see her. And damn I wish I could’ve stayed in town longer just for her sake. She always was the life of the party and it was one of the many things that drew me to her. A little bit of heart will always belong to her

[nat-k-blog1]

2014, Freshman

The boy who makes my heart skip a beat 

Is not a bad boy 

Is not a jock 

Is not the emo guy 

My boy

Is a singer 

Is a sweetheart 

Is a funny guy 

And the only one I have eyes for