#firstcutisthedeepest

[metropolicity]

The first cut!!! #firstcutisthedeepest #lasercutter #sharktank #metrogradegoods #bowtie

[dnicelikesrice]

You always remember your first loaf 💝- @andrea_cheng . . . #firstcutisthedeepest #trueloaf

[aquiraef]

#firstcutisthedeepest (泰生ポーチ)

[vertikalerfreiraum]

two years ago

[toluthatslimnigga]

#throwbackthursday #firstcutisthedeepest @projectfamewestafrica @scarletshotade 🙈

[meredithannebull]

Friday night jamz. Sheryl Crow has always been one of my biggest influences. What's your fav Sheryl song? 🙌🏻#firstcutisthedeepest #sherylcrow #jams #cover

[miksthoughts]

Open Letter to Gio

Dear Gio,

It’s been what 12 months? 12 months now since you broke up with me. And you know what? It still fucking hurts. I am horrified and scared by any forms of social media now. I am afraid of new posts, follows, likes, comments and uploads. It stings, it hits me and it killed me.

I wanted to say Hi

I wanted to add you as a friend again.

I wanted us to be close again

I wanted you to be my best friend, like the way we used to be.

I wanted to run around the park again

I wanted us to feed our dogs together again

I wanted to eat in almost every restaurant we used to dine in

I wanted to surprise you on your birthdays

I wanted to massage your back when it hurts

I wanted to wake you up in the morning with a kiss

I wanted to prepare breakfast for you and see that smile on your face

I wanted to buy you white shirts you’ll love

I wanted to travel with you

I wanted to go back to those times you’ll wait for me outside our class room at 5 pm and you were sitting in the bench near the field

I wanted to sit with you in a bus on our way home

I wanted to attend prom knowing you can’t come because you were on CLRAA turns out you came with a bouquet of flowers and asked me as your first dance that night

I wanted to eat at McDonalds with you again

I wanted to see you hyper while dancing after you took your afternoon shower

I wanted to eat spicy fish balls and kwek-kwek outside your house with your mom

I wanted to visit you on a SCUAA event with my dad and your mom, watching that basketball game that always makes your mom nervous

I wanted to go ukay shopping with your mom again

I wanted to attend more nuptial gathering with both our families

I wanted to watch new movies on the cinema with you

I wanted to be the one holding the popcorn feeding you with it while you enjoy the show just because you don’t want your hands to be filled with sour cream powder between your fingertips but you would hold the bottle of water for me to drink, how you would grab my hand and get some wipes to clean and then hold them tight because it’s cold

I wanted to drink that last bottle of  cold San Miguel Beer on your refrigerator with  you while watching Anabelle

I wanted to see you in my lap asleep while we were watching Insidious, that’s the time your so tired after training

I wanted to call you every morning to wake you up and to make sure you’ll attend our first class

I wanted to call you in the evening to make sure you’re safe home after a night out with the guys

I wanted to call you to remind you about a quiz or an assignment in Programming and Cisco

I wanted to call you before 8 pm, before you go to sleep while you are still on a SCUAA week and can’t stay up all night

I wanted to call you and ask where you are, not because I want to but your mom asked me to

I wanted that afternoon sleep over when afternoon classes are suspended

I wanted that beach outing with my family and your mom

I wanted that boat ride in Batangas, that snorkeling with my sisters, walking early in the morning along the shores with the feel of the waves on our feet

I wanted that ride on Viking Ship at Star City

I wanted that day when we bought shirts and iron-on stickers, we went home and did a DIY couple shirts, I still have them anyways

I wanted that high school feeling when I used to walk on the corridors and you are with your friends and you gave me a long-stemmed rose

I wanted that late night coffee at Starbucks with your barkada and their girlfriends

I wanted that group dinner with your barkada and their girlfriends, then after a midnight road trip

I wanted that day when you helped me with my Electronics project, you even borrowed your dad’s soldering iron

I wanted that double date with your sister and her now fiancé

I wanted that you would pick me up at midnight at work, we’ll go straight at Lugaw Republic near the Plaza

I wanted that first Army Navy date at Marquee

I wanted to give you warm towel compress when you got so drunk last night that you forgot to go home and that your mom, dad and I had to fetch you at your elementary friend’s house, I remember that day. Your mom and dad was so upset, they called me they were looking for you, we searched for you in all your friend’s houses and called all possible people you are with that night

I wanted to blow that hot Lugaw your mom cooked for you when you had that hangover

I wanted to go to Baguio with you for 3 days again

I wanted to take that SLU entrance examination again with you

I wanted to take pictures while you were holding my hands along Session Road

I wanted to take that boat ride in Burnham Park

I wanted to have that picture with you at Mines View with that scenic view

I wanted to comfort you while you were so dizzy on our bus ride way to Baguio, you vomited, it turns out I did too

I wanted to share my earphones with you with a love song playing while we are on our way home

I wanted that noon when I surprised you with my DIY cupcakes, but to my surprised you are still sleeping

I wanted that day when we were so LSS with the song Jetlag by Simple Plan

I wanted that afternoon when we used to sing JayR songs using YouTube as our karaoke

I wanted to share this umbrella, you used to cover your arms around me with when the rain starts to fall so hard

I wanted to feel your arms again

I wanted to have dinner with your family outside

I wanted to clean the car with you every Saturday

I wanted to go to church with you every Sunday

I wanted to go to school with you every Monday

I wanted to be sent out the class room on the first day of our college class just because we are too busy talking with new seatmates

I wanted to dance with you again acting like I am Anne Curtis and you were Vhong Navarro in Showtime for our management class presentation

I wanted to take a video of you declaiming for the first time in our English class

I wanted to shout on top of my lungs whenever Syntax Error would perform on stage every socials and you and the team were so damn good making other girls shout out loud too

I wanted to eat pasta in the canteen whenever our first subject is dismissed early

I wanted that day when we had our first official dinner date and while sitting on a restaurant at 5 pm you grab something out of your pocket and you put that ring on my finger, I swear I was happy that day, so happy

I wanted to ride on your motorcycle and have that midnight road trip and be caught by police because we don’t have gears

I wanted to share my chocolates with you

I wanted to prepare cookies for you

I wanted to cook pancakes for you

I wanted to wear high heels again

I wanted to share that big burger with you

I wanted that old kisses and hugs

I wanted to walk on the bridge with you again

I wanted to go to the gym with you

I wanted to be on that beach with you again

I wanted to aim that high score on that examination

I wanted to be the one sitting on your front seat car

I wanted to spend the rest of the nights with our friends

I wanted to sing no one else comes close by the karaoke

I wanted to defend our thesis with such ease

I wanted us to go overnight at my place or yours

I wanted to celebrate your first official employment

I wanted to graduate college with you

I wanted to tell you I met her

I wanted to tell you we talked about you

I wanted to tell you she tell me stories about how in love you are with her

I wanted to tell you I cried in front of her

I wanted to tell you I know her

I wanted to tell you I asked her to leave you alone

I wanted to tell you I asked her what is she doing with our story

I wanted to tell you to choose me

I wanted to tell you we met for the second time

I wanted to tell you we met for the third time

I wanted to tell you I tell her things about you

what you love

what you love to eat

what was the reason behind that scar on your right hand

what you sing in the bath room

what you eat for breakfast

what you hate

what you have done one time when you’re drunk

what are your favorites

who are your friends are

what time you sleep

what tickles you

what makes you dance

what makes you warm

what makes you sleep

what makes you laugh

what makes you cry

what movie you love

all the possible things she probably know by heart by now

I wanted to tell you  this

I wanted to tell you everything

I wanted you to stay for a while, you did, but you left

I am loving you

I love you

I loved you

I wanted to tell you I Love You everyday

I wanted to show you I do

I wanted to;

but you don't want us to,

and that’s the end of it.

I want to ask something, can I?

Love,

Past Girlfriend

[iam-devious-cunning-ambitio-blog]

"First cut is the deepest. Baby I know! First cut is the deepest ... When it comes to being lucky she's cursed, when it comes to loving me she's the worst..." TINKERING!!! With Cat Steven's version of "First Cut is The Deepest" before I go to bed ... 🎸🎼🎶🌛 #cover #guitar #acoustic #music #firstcutisthedeepest #catstevens