"I've been waiting for you" - firstmen-blood
Only pain and horror and loss and grief. The world had been filled with them as it rained down red, bodies strewn about her, Smalljon’s head almost taken clean from his shoulder, Dacey Mormont cleaved in two, her own sweet boy lifless and still. The hall had filled with the sound of her own agonising screams and she had torn at her skin, laughing as her nails drew blood and the red tears trickled down her arms like worms. She had torn at her cheeks, her eyes, she had cried like a wounded animal. She had seen one of the men pick up a blade, the flash of silver amongst the red and she had feared they would cut her hair. Not my hair, Ned loved my hair.
But as the man grabbed her by her scalp, the blade had been at her throat, cold and red, she had cared nothing for it, her ears filled with nothing but her own cries of anguish and her heart filled with nothing but the sound of it breaking into a million pieces that could not be healed. She did not care what they did, what pain they caused; she had lived too long and Ned was waiting for her. And then the blade cut through and she felt her own blood pour from the wound, the world leaving her with her last breath and then....nothing.
She was stood, alone, the world empty of blood and filled with naught but green. No, not green...that grey-green so common in the Godswood of Winterfell. She grabbed at her hair desperately, ensuring they had not cut it after all, but it hung there, long and auburn as always. She looked around, confused, uncertain where she was. Was this death or life? Or a limbo from which she could never escape, as punishment for the lives she had taken, for the crimes she had committed? She put a hand to her throat and felt no blade there, only smooth, unbroken skin. Where was she?
She heard footsteps...and saw him. Him. He who she had feared she would never see again, who in her darkest moments she had thought there was no afterlife in which he could wait for her. He looked the same, these were not the flesh-picked bones she had been sent in that casket of red and gold, this was Ned with grey eyes of both warm and cold, with warm flesh and quiet smiles.
“Ned...” The name came out as a whisper, and she did not know whether she would laugh or cry, and she did not step forward for fear her legs would collapse beneath her.












