#fishnotebook

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Like a selfish child, I want only what I know I cannot have.

Like a stubborn child, I still cling to the words you said forever ago.

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Am I a good dog? or is it just that I bite my tongue when you step on my tail.

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Let me love you forever— fully and wholly, for there is no other way i can love if not with every fibre of my being. Entwined in you, growing like moss.

Let me show you how it feels to be adored. To be loved boundlessly without conditions, without judgement.

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i am sick—ill with worry—for i fear even my greatest love hath forsaken me.

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To be seen is one thing, to be known is something else entirely. To be known is one of the most terrifyingly vulnerable states a person can be in, yet it is also the most rewarding and beautiful.

many people have seen me, but they haven’t cared to know me.

You see me, yet you still care enough to know me too.

It is that moment i realised you wanted truly to know me that i will always treasure.

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together we dance alone in this world, content and unbothered.

a vast distance separates us—

but true friendship is everlasting, and i will hold out my hand for you forever.

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the past will always be more romantic than the present but the present will always be more real than the past.

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i wish i could say i wrote for you, but i rarely write for you.

i am a selfish creature, i write only to heal my own hurt

and i have a lot of hurt—but not nearly enough words to heal it.