#for ember

[andrmcda]

denial

six years later you're still gone i've been having this recurring dream about running into you at the grocery store or the airport it's so good to see you again i tell you all the things i wish i'd said i tell you about the love everything we never got to tell you

every time i can't help but ask where have you been? you just smile and laugh magnetic as ever i'm not sure i can remember what you looked like when you weren't smiling you look vibrant bursting with life

distantly, the wound throbs

but you look lovely in this light warm and yellow slightly fuzzy around the edges always just out of reach

stage one: denial the dream is short i wake up to an emptier world

i dont know how i'm supposed to ever stop missing you

[elvy-chae]

Bucky by Lady-Vossler

[leatherlaceandblades]

you know the drill

tooth rotting fluffoh!!! 

oh man!!! they- they held hands?? they- hold on a second. hold on a second. it's just so tender. You're more likely to get flustered by some gentle forehead kisses or bandage-wrapping than you are the hard stuff. why are you blushing in public, staring at your phone? they're wearing rings! they're- they're fucking married! oh my god! to each other! sometimes you gotta look away, it's so tender, but you'll always be back for more. 

[novicerosehathaway]