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📁 2026.works. ╰ 📂 SUNOO : SMAU! sunshine sunoo x grumpy reader random texts
﹕𝜗𝜚﹕ NOTES ; my birthday gift a bit late lolll. it’s a bit short cuz i wanted to write it quickly since i have other stuff to write but i still wanted to post it since i asked!! hope you’ll like it anon<3 happy birthday againnn hope you enjoyed your day
can’t let you go (original)
uploaded by krystal.valentine / 7 hours ago
dedicated to someone who’s deserved better. for someone who i look up to—someone who’s like a big sister, also like a mum to me. this isn’t the best of my writing, but what matters is the thought that counts right? this is in english by the way. should i write a korean, japanese, or russian version?
written and composed by
krystal valentine jung / jung soojung [ twitter: kraystal.jung / instagram: k.valentine ]
there was a bizarre pattern when she wrote her songs. for soojung, she felt that the best time was somewhere in the middle of the night, way too late at night that is.. around 2am. she found her center, being able to focus on what was convenient. in spite of all her talent and strong affinity for song-writing and composing songs, she had her struggles when it came to writing songs that she couldn’t understand the emotions for. just as with her ability with singing, she was held back.
love and heartbreaks. what was there to it? she had limited imagination and minimal understanding when it came to such pain. she’s understood the departure of her parents, the immense loneliness that made her heart stone-cold and weary. violent words from her father that she’d hear, always sinking in her head, finding herself trapped in the abyss all the time.
although, she felt like this wasn’t particularly the best piece she had written but she gave it a go and did her best. it was the thought that mattered at the end of the day.
so, she pulled together the beats, the melody, rhythm, everything needed to be done to create the instrumental. then, record herself singing the song after many retakes of the voice clip. after a couple of hours of recording and composing, she’d do what she usually do—upload it on youtube.
i'm runnin' out of breath, no air is in my chest
it's like i can't breathe again
we had another fight, another sleepless night
it's like i can't see the end
we’re screaming on a daily basis
why we keep on wasting something that was once so strong?
i can't keep on fakin' smiling around my friends
when deep inside i feel so wrong..
can we fix this? stop the screaming
i don't wanna have to feel the need to leave when there's no need
and my addiction is you, is you, is you
we can do this, we'll get through this
i don't wanna keep crying, i don't wanna fight no more
i hate that i love you, i can't let you go
i can’t..
i try to forgive you but you won’t listen to a word i say
you're stubborn, you don't learn, but i still love you in every way
i won't fight you, baby baby
i won't lie and i will try my hardest to keep you in my life..
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