#forcedtoleave

[unequalsoul]

Everyday I think about you,

There’s nobody in the world I rather be with other than you,

All I wanted to do was love you the best way I know how to,

But you won’t allow me without loosing love for myself while loving you.

It’s more painful to be with you than to be without you no matter how bad I don’t want to,

but you won’t make the efforts of a change that we need to,

I’ll never understand if you love me as much as you claim you do,

Then why won’t you show me with simple gestures of value like I would do for you.

I hate that you can’t, I hate that you won’t, because ALL I want to do is be in love with you but you rather force me to go.

[jaredricardo-blog]

"Ain’t I American? I never say, Niggaz in my poems. My ancestors didn’t  emigrate. Why would anyone leave  their native land?"

- Terrance Hayes, What I Am