summary: as your son starts to join you in the mclaren paddock, it doesn't take long for him to earn his own piece of papaya too
The noise in the garage quietened as soon as the team watched you walk in, holding onto the hand of your son. Lando stood up straight away, kneeling down with his arms wide open as your son ran through and jumped straight into Lando’s hold.
“Hi buddy,” Lando grinned, pressing a kiss against his cheek before placing him back on his feet, allowing him to say hello to the other faces around the garage that he knew.
Once you had placed your bag down, you made your way over to Lando too, feeling his lips peck against your cheek, his arm snake around your waist. Zak was quick to come and greet you, letting you know just how excited the team were to have you back in the garage again.
“Anything you need today, you let us know,” he told you, making sure that you were looked after. Since having your son, it was your first time at a race, and the team were keen to make life as easy for you as they possibly could.
After saying hello, your son ran back over to Lando, hiding behind his leg as the noise got louder. With everyone stood in a huddle, Zak reached up onto one of the shelves, pulling down a box and holding it out to you.
“We got a little something for the little man to welcome him to McLaren,” Zak told you.
“Really, you guys are adorable,” you grinned, taking the box from Zak.
With your son’s help you lifted the lid off, greeted by a patch of papaya straight away. As you reached in, the material unfolded to reveal a McLaren shirt, a smaller replica of the one that Lando wore around the garage.
Your son’s eyes lit up as he realised that he had been given the same as what Lando wore, bouncing up and down on his feet. “What do you say?” You asked him, watching him peer around from behind Lando and thank Zak for the gift he had given him.
Soon enough, your son had taken his top off, his arms stretched up in the air. You knew exactly what he wanted, placing the new shirt over his head, pulling it down as it fit perfectly around his little body.
No one was more excited than Lando though as he knelt down, standing next to your son. They were almost identical in their matching shirts, exactly what Lando had always dreamt of.
“You look so handsome,” you smiled across at them both.
“I’m just like daddy now, aren’t I?”
Your head nodded in reply to your son, “hopefully it stops at the shirt, if it extends to driving race cars too, I think might have a breakdown.”
Several chuckles came from around the paddock as the team went back to their jobs, leaving you, Lando and your son sat in one corner of the garage, with Oscar soon inviting himself over to join the three of you too.
“When you were pregnant Lando used to talk about how he wanted to match with his child,” Oscar informed you, “it was all he talked about.”
“Did he now?” You teased, “funny how you never told me that.”
Lando shot a glare across at Oscar who had a proud smile on his face, lifting your son and placing him into his lap as he continued to admire his shirt.
“I was thinking we could head out on a paddock tour in a bit,” Lando spoke, wanting to make sure that his son got the full experience of the garage, even if he was a little too young to be able to take it all in.
“Will it be safe enough to take him around?” You quizzed, a little more doubtful than Lando was. “It’s busy out there, especially with all the car parts being moved around too.”
Lando nodded confidently, not wanting you to worry. “I’ll be right there with you guys so you won’t be by yourselves. And if he gets lost, at least everyone will know that he belongs to McLaren now too.”
Your eyes rolled as Lando proudly admired how amazing your son looked in the shirt once again. It had been a long time since you’d seen him so excited, knowing just how long he’d waited to show your son around, you just couldn’t say no to him.
As he watched your head nod, Lando’s eyes lit up. “There’s so many people who have been pestering to meet him.”
“I’m trusting you," you warned, poking against Lando's side. You looked across at Oscar who couldn’t help but laugh at you both, remembering how much fun it was to have you at the paddock. “This might be the stupidest decision that I’ve made in my life.”
Oscar cleared his throat from beside you, “I’d argue that your stupidest decision was choosing to sleep with this guy,” he joked, smirking in Lando’s direction. “I mean even after all these years I wonder what it was that you ever saw in Lando.”
“I’m sat right here,” Lando reminded you, speaking as if he was invisible. ”And obviously she saw how devilishly handsome I was, otherwise we wouldn’t have our little papaya baby sat here right now.”
He was Lando’s pride and joy, on the edge of his seat with excitement about being able to introduce him to everyone. Before you knew it, he was up and holding onto your son to carry him round, hurrying you up so that he could take you around with him.
As Lando began to walk, you hung back, with Oscar deciding to join you too. “Do you have any idea how excited he’s been to do this?” He asked you.
“I imagine he’s been unbearable,” you laughed.
Oscar nodded, never failing to be surprised by how well you knew Lando. “I think everyone has been driven slightly up the wall listening to him this weekend. He’s told me five times alone that you were coming, just in case I happened to forget.”
Ahead of you, Lando walked with a spring in his step, allowing his son to wave to just about everyone. A few of the other drivers came over, keen to meet the little boy that they had heard so much about. Your son was adorable at the best of times, but dressed in papaya, he had everyone obsessing over him.
“I think someone’s enjoying themselves,” Lando smiled back at you as yet another driver waved goodbye. Lando bounced your son in his hold, making sure that you saw just how big his smile was.
“Is it our son, or is it secretly you?” You joked.
“I’m having the time of my life,” Lando proudly admitted, unable to contain himself. “I always knew it anyway, but papaya really does suit my boy.”
Your head shook at Lando’s grin, “it was only a matter of time before I ended up losing my son to McLaren, wasn’t it?”
“His whole wardrobe will be papaya soon, I’ll make sure it’s packed out with plenty of merch,” Lando assured you, “and everyone will know that he is daddy’s biggest fan.”
“I remember the days when I was your biggest fan,” you joked, “now I’ve just been pushed aside like I’m nothing thanks to our child.”
“Don’t worry, there’s a place for you at number two.”
Summary: Lando Norris went to a random concert and ended up seeing his childhood neighbour on stage. What would he do to see her again after all those years?
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A/n: I got the inspiration after seeing Tom Odell and Billie Eilish at their concert :)
The venue was filled with many people. A lot of people. Something Lando hadn’t really expected, for some reason, but it was very real. 20.000 people in this stadium. All for Your artist name (Y/a/n). Everything in the stadium was louder than expected.
It wasn’t chaotic, not yet, but there was a humming with that kind of pre-show tension that made everyone talk louder than usual, laugh sharper, sing along with the background music, scroll their phones more nervously, as if trying to pass the time before something important dropped. And to many, something important would happen. The opening act had just finished.
Lando tucked his hands into the pockets of his jacket and scanned the crowd beneath and next to him, from where he stood near the VIP lounge entrance. His friends had disappeared a few minutes ago, getting drinks or merch or whatever else people would do before a show like this. He had said he would wait here. He didn’t mind it.
He wasn’t even really sure why he had said yes to coming. His friend had offered the spare ticket with zero pressure, and he had said ‘why not’ like it meant nothing. He hadn’t expected anything, they said it was just a show of an artist, just music, good music, and maybe some songs he would vaguely recognise.
And then he had seen the name on the poster when arriving.
Y/a/n. Just that. Stylised. Sharp. Backlit in white.
He remembered seeing it and pausing, only for a second. Enough to think, Huh. That’s wild. Because even if she went by something different now, even if her look had changed, he knew who she was.
They had grown up on the same street. Played in the same games with the same kids outside. Played football, hide and seek, ring and run. Things kids would do when playing outside. They had never been close, just part of the blut of childhood. And then one day, after going to high school, the entire group stopped meeting up.
Lando exhaled slowly and glanced over the crowd. Y/a/n had a massive fanbase, she had so many hits, the tickets to her tour were sold out quickly. People would camp a week before her show to get the best seats. People were standing outside without a ticket, hoping someone would give up a ticket to still give them a chance to see Y/a/n.
He ran a hand through his hair, then followed the others inside. They took a seat on their designated seats.
Max nudged him. “Didn’t know you were a fan.”
“I’m not,” Lando said, almost absently. “She just… grew up in my neighbourhood.”
Max blinked. “Wait, seriously?”
“Yeah. We used to play outside with the same group of kids.” He shrugged like it didn’t matter. “That’s it.”
And then the lights went out.
A breathless silence fell like a wave, followed by a sudden scream from the crowd. Somewhere beneath it all, a low, pulsing synth began to rise, slow, haunting, magnetic. Lando sat up straighter. He hadn’t expected much. But the moment the music hit, the first note, the sudden bloom of lights, something shifted.
The screen behind the stage flickered to life, abstract visuals in grayscale, like static breaking into water, and the bass deepened, vibrating in Lando’s chest. Then, through the smoke and fractured light, she appeared.
Y/a/n.
Y/n L/n from house number 47.
It wasn’t just the way she stood there, still, centred, not saying a word, but the way the entire arena reacted on her presence. She wore something simple, red, almost careless, yet very stylish, but held herself like gravity had shifted in her favour. The crowd roared. She didn’t flinch.
Lando forgot to blink.
It was her. Of course it was her, her voice was on every radio, her face was on every screen. But this was different. This was now. And the shy girl, who used to kick gravel down their street had turned into a phenomenon.
And when she began to sing, the crowd was screaming the lyrics along. They knew every single word. She moved energetically along the stage, waved every now and then to the crowd. It was like a bomb with energy exploded in the stadium.
Lando didn’t hear the lyrics.
He only watched her. The way she moved with purpose but without effort. The way the crowd swayed like she was pulling every string.
His friends were cheering. Someone bumped into his arm. But Lando didn’t move. He wasn’t starstruck, it wasn’t that. He just suddenly couldn’t believe that someone like her had been standing five feet away from him all those summers ago, barefoot and shy and loud and ordinary.
And now?
Now she looked like a storm that had learned how to sing.
-
The crowd screamed, clapped, their cheers nearly drowning out the music when Y/a/n walked around the stage to wave at her crowd for the last time. Lando stood, clapping along, but it was automatic. He didn’t feel the rush of excitement everyone else was experiencing. He was still lost in the haze of that last moment.
His mind was still back at the moment she had stepped on stage, her presence a magnet. His heart wasn’t pounding, it wasn’t nerves, but something deeper, quieter. A magnetic pull he couldn’t explain.
Max slapped him on the back. “She was incredible, huh?”
Lando nodded, eyes still on the stage as the lights began to fade, her presence fading away as she got off the stage. “Yeah. Incredible.” His words felt empty compared to what he was actually feeling, but he couldn’t find the right ones. Incredible didn’t even begin to cover it.
The crowd slowly began to spill out of the stands, but Lando wasn’t moving. His friends were already heading toward the exit, chatting about the encore and how they could grab drinks after. But Lando’s feet stayed planted.
How could she be that powerful?
He scanned the stage one last time, searching for any sign of her, his heart still racing despite the calm exterior. There was a stir in the air, a buzz of people rushing behind the scenes, a mix of crew, security, and the last few fans who were hoping for a glimpse.
He didn’t think, he just acted.
Lando got up and he walked towards one of the doors that said ‘backstage, staff only’. He could hear the excitement of all the fans, many were screaming, crying and almost hyperventilating. Some recognised him, but they were still processing the moments they had with their favourite artist. His pulse was fast, not from adrenaline but something else entirely, something raw and uncertain. He couldn’t explain it, but the need to see her, just for a second, had overtaken him.
By the time he reached the backstage entrance, a security guard stepped in front of him, blocking his path.
“Can I help you?” the guard asked, arms crossed, his gaze unimpressed.
Lando swallowed, trying to push away the uncertainty that suddenly hit him. “I… I just need to talk to her. Y/n. Is she still here?”
The guard raised an eyebrow. “You a friend?”
Lando hesitated for a beat too long, the weight of his own words feeling heavier now. “Yeah. I grew up with her. We-”
The guard didn’t even let him finish. “And I grew up with the King. You can turn around and go home.”
Lando bit back a frustrated sigh. He glanced at the exit, hoping for a glimpse. But he knew that wasn’t enough. He wasn’t going to leave this night like that. Not after what he had just seen. “Do you have any idea when she’ll be available?” he asked, his voice steady but urgent now. “I don’t want to take up much time. Just a quick conversation.”
The guard looked him over again, as if debating whether or not he should let him through. He squinted his eyes. “You know, mate, we can do it the friendly way or the difficult way. There’s a reason why I am here. And you should know all about it. We can’t give everybody access to their favourite person. You would not like it too.”
“No, I fully understand,” Lando sighed. He couldn’t leave, not yet. He had to see her again. “But how can I see her? This is personal. And as you said, I know all about it. So why would I disturb her for no reason?”
The guard didn’t budge, still eyeing him with skepticism. The silence between them stretched for a moment, the background noise of the crowd's excitement humming in the distance. Lando could feel his patience wearing thin, but he knew he had to stay calm. He couldn't risk losing his chance.
Finally, the guard spoke again, his voice softer, though still guarded. “Alright, mate. Here’s the deal. She’s not going to have time for some random fan to chat her up after the show, even if you used to play football with her as a kid-“
“But I am Lando Norris,” Lando said, throwing out a card he hated.
“And I am Leo Samson, nice to meet you. I can’t make exceptions. Stop the debate, it’s not going to happen-“
“But I’m not a random fan,” Lando cut in, sharply but not unkind. “I’m not trying to take a picture or get an autograph. I’m not even here for her music, well, I am now, I guess. But I didn’t come here because she’s famous.”
The guard’s brow furrowed, but he didn’t interrupt.
“I came here because I recognised the name on the poster,” Lando continued. “Because I remember her before all of this. Before the crowds and the lights and the sold-out stadiums. I just... I saw her tonight and I remembered who she was. And she probably doesn’t even remember me, but I would hate myself if I didn’t try to say hi. That’s it.” He let the silence settle again. “I’m not trying to cross any lines,” he added quietly. “But if I walked away right now, I think I would regret it. For a long time.”
The guard studied him. Really studied him. Then finally, he huffed a breath through his nose and reached for his microphone that was connected to his transceiver. “I’ve got Lando Norris coming through for Y/n L/n. It’s alright.” He stepped aside and opened the door. “Don’t do weird things, mate. I will find you.”
A relieved smile came on Lando’s face. “I will, thanks.”
“Someone will bring you to her.”
Lando gave the guard a quick, grateful nod, then stepped through the doorway, the heavy sound of the door closing behind him like a shift in atmosphere. The hallway he entered was quieter than the rest of the venue, cooler, dimmer, like the pulse of the show had finally exhaled back here.
Someone, one of the backstage crew, was already waiting. She didn’t ask questions, just gave him a glance, then motioned with her head for him to follow. They walked down a corridor lined with industrial pipes and faded posters from past shows. He could still hear the crowd outside, but it was muted now, distant. He wasn’t sure what he was going to say when he saw her. He wasn’t even sure she would want to see him. But the idea of not trying had been worse.
He turned the corner, and there she was.
Y/n was walking down the hall toward him, alone, her hair damp from the show, her outfit stuck to her skin due to the sweat. Her head was down, scrolling her phone. She looked so normal like this. So real. The stadium version of her was still echoing in his mind, but this, this was the part he had been desperate to see.
She looked up.
Stopped.
He froze too.
“…Lando?”
Her voice was cautious, halfway between recognition and disbelief.
He exhaled a laugh, barely a breath. “Hey.”
Y/n blinked like she was trying to make sense of him standing there. “What are you… how did you..?”
“I saw your name on the poster,” he said. “Didn’t believe it at first. Then I saw you tonight and I-” He ran a hand through his hair, suddenly unsure of everything he had rehearsed in his head. “I couldn’t leave without seeing you.”
She didn’t say anything at first. Just looked at him. Really looked.
He stepped closer, slowly, not wanting to spook her, not wanting to mess it up. “You probably don’t remember me.”
Her brows rose. “Of course I remember you. You’re the reason I almost broke my arm falling out of the neighbour’s tree. And the reason I never touched Capri-Sun again.”
He laughed, a little dazed. “You threw it at my head. Deserved, for the record.”
A small smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, and for a second, the years between them shrank. “I didn’t know you were into concerts,” she said.
“I’m not, really.” He shrugged. “But apparently I’m into you.”
Her eyes flicked up to his, a quiet spark lighting behind them.
Lando cleared his throat, suddenly nervous again. “I just… I didn’t want this to be one of those things where I remembered someone forever and never told them they meant something to me. Even if you didn’t remember me.”
Y/n looked at him, soft now. “Well… I do.”
They stood in the hallway, just looking at each other, while the world outside buzzed and pulsed with the afterglow of her performance.
Lando let out a breath, eyes still on her like she might disappear if he blinked. “I don’t even know where to start,” he said, a little breathless. “You were… insane tonight. In the best way. Like… I don’t think I’ve ever been in a crowd that loud before. And I’ve stood on podiums, but this? You had everyone wrapped around your finger.”
Y/n flushed slightly, the way an older neighbour made a comment about them playing on the road. “I mean, F1 podiums are something different, huh?” She smiled. “And I mean, it’s kind of surreal, still. Even after all this time.”
“It shouldn’t be,” Lando said. “You’re meant for this. I don’t know how I didn’t see it back then. You were always singing, always messing around with lyrics or humming something under your breath. I guess I just thought everyone had something like that.”
She smiled again, the kind of smile that carried a hundred memories. “Most people grow out of it.”
“But you didn’t.” His voice was quiet now, sincere. “You built a world out of it.”
Y/n looked down at her hands for a second. “It wasn’t easy. Still isn’t.”
“I can imagine,” Lando said. “But tonight… God, Y/n, you were like this force. You had everyone screaming one minute, dead silent the next. It was electric.”
Y/n’s smile turned shy, like she didn’t know what to do with the praise. “Thanks. That means a lot, coming from you.”
Lando shook his head. “I’m not saying this as the Lando Norris, if you mean it like that. I’m saying it as some kid who used to race you down the street for ice cream and lost every time. I’m proud of you. Seriously.”
The silence between them filled with warmth, a fragile but growing sense of something shifting.
“You always were terrible at running,” she murmured.
“And apparently, really good at recognising stars before they go supernova.”
That made her laugh. Really laugh. And Lando swore it sounded just like it used to.
Hi, I was wondering if you could write something for this ask please. You’re the social media manager and with Red Bull recently promoting yuki you’re trying to make Yuki comfortable and get h to film content. So yuki is attached to your hip basically and then other members of the grid have taken a liking to you. One day will filming content on the grid max was passing and saw how close you and yuki were and got jealous. At the same time Carlos came up and was trying to ask you out. You can write something about how jealous max confronts you.
Thank you 😊
"Problem?" "Not yet"
Summary: As Red Bull’s social media manager, you’ve become Yuki’s safe space—and now everyone on the grid wants your attention, including one very possessive Max Verstappen.
Max Verstappen x pr!reader
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You weren’t expecting to become Yuki’s emotional support human, but ever since Red Bull promoted him, that’s exactly what happened.
“I don’t want to film this alone,” Yuki said for the third time that day, arms crossed like a stubborn child as the videographer set up behind the hospitality tent.
You smiled, tugging your headset down around your neck. “You won’t be. I’ll stand just off-camera, alright?”
“Too far,” he grumbled.
You laughed, bumping your shoulder against his. “Then I’ll stand barely off-camera. Deal?”
Yuki looked up at you with those impossibly wide eyes. “Fine. But if I mess up, it’s your fault.”
You didn’t mind. In fact, over the last few races, Yuki had become like a little brother—always hovering near your desk, asking what kind of TikToks were trending, or stealing your snacks during media days. You chalked it up to the stress of the promotion. New team. New pressure. New expectations.
And maybe… the comfort of someone who never saw him as just a driver.
What you didn’t expect was how many of the other drivers suddenly noticed you.
You blamed the behind-the-scenes video that went viral last week—where Yuki refused to let go of your arm during an interview setup, and fans lost it over the way you patiently helped him adjust his mic.
Now your DMs were a minefield, and every other person in the paddock wanted to “film content” with you.
Including Carlos Sainz.
It was a sunny afternoon in Melbourne, just before qualifying. You were walking with Yuki through the paddock, prepping for a “Rate That Grid Fit” video. Yuki, as usual, was glued to your side, tossing sarcastic commentary your way while you adjusted your camera settings.
Then Carlos appeared.
“Hola, Y/N,” he said, flashing that annoyingly charming smile.
You blinked. “Hey, Carlos. Nice fit today—”
“Gracias,” he said smoothly, then turned to Yuki. “Mind if I steal her for a second?”
Yuki narrowed his eyes. “Yes.”
You snorted. “Yuki—”
“I don’t trust the William drivers,” he mumbled.
Carlos rolled his eyes. “I’m not trying to sabotage her.”
Carlos ignored him and looked at you again, this time more serious. “Actually, I was wondering if you’d want to get dinner later tonight. After quali.”
You froze.
Yuki blinked up at you. “Dinner?”
You stared at Carlos. “Are you serious?”
He smiled again. “Completely.”
Before you could answer, a third voice cut in—low, flat, and laced with irritation.
“You’re pretty popular today, huh?”
You turned, heart jumping slightly.
Max Verstappen stood a few feet away, arms crossed, unreadable expression on his face.
Oh boy.
You hadn’t interacted much outside of race weekends and Red Bull content. Max was always professional, quiet, intense. But lately… something had shifted.
You’d caught him watching you a few times when you were with Yuki. Lingering glances. Sharp stares. Silent brooding from across the garage when you laughed too hard at one of Daniel’s jokes.
You raised an eyebrow. “We’re filming content, Max. Don’t start.”
“I’m not starting anything,” he said coolly, though his eyes flicked to where Carlos still stood—too close for Max’s liking.
Carlos lifted a brow. “Problem?”
“Not yet,” Max said flatly.
You exhaled, annoyed. “Okay. Testosterone break over. Carlos, I’ll get back to you. Max—Yuki and I have a shoot to finish.”
But Max didn’t move.
He just stared you down with those piercing blue eyes until the others slowly drifted off—Carlos with a wink and Yuki muttering something about “drama queens.”
Now it was just you and Max behind the media pen, the noise of the paddock muffled by the tent walls.
“What the hell was that?” you demanded.
His jaw flexed. “You tell me. You’re the one letting half the grid line up to flirt with you.”
“Letting?” you echoed, stepping closer. “I’m working, Max.”
“With Yuki hanging off your shoulder like a puppy?”
“He’s adjusting to a new team. I’m helping him feel comfortable. That’s my job.”
Max scoffed. “You do that with Carlos too? Over dinner?”
You stared at him, stunned. “You’re actually jealous.”
He didn’t answer.
Because he didn’t have to.
You saw it all over his face.
The clenched fists. The tightened jaw. The way his eyes dropped to your mouth when you spoke—hungry and frustrated, like he wanted to bite the words off your tongue.
“You don’t get to act like this,” you said quietly. “Not when you’ve never once made your feelings clear.”
“I didn’t think I had to,” he growled.
Your pulse spiked. “Well, you do. Because I’m not a mind-reader, Max. And if you’re going to stand there acting like I’ve wronged you somehow, you better say what you really mean.”
He stepped forward, crowding you until your back hit the tent post.
“I don’t like seeing other drivers touching you,” he said lowly.
“Then do something about it.”
There was a long pause.
Then—
He kissed you.
Hard.
One hand cupped your jaw, the other gripping your waist as he kissed you like he’d been holding back for months. You gasped against his mouth, your fingers curling into his shirt, and he groaned into the kiss like he was finally breathing again.
When he pulled back, his eyes were dark.
“I should’ve done that the first time I saw you,” he muttered.
You were breathless. “You’re lucky I don’t slap you for being an ass.”
“I’d deserve it,” he said with a smirk. “But then I’d kiss you again.”
You laughed, head spinning.
Max Verstappen. Jealous. Possessive. Hungry.
And apparently, very done with watching from a distance.
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Summary: Y/N goes on a podcast to talk about one thing and one thing only, sex.
Note(s): NSFW just because this is just all sex talk, no actual sex, but it is the main topic of discussion. Part SMAU
Masterlist | Support Me!
“Y/N Y/L/N”
She smiles at the sound of her name, adjusting her headphones a bit until they finally seem to sit snug on her head.
“Welcome to the sex positive podcast.”
“Thank you for having me!”
“Thank you for coming on!” Elaine says. “When I reached out, I had hoped you would come on, but was shocked when you said yes.”
“I had to come on. We’ve known each other now for like two years?” Elaine nods at her words. “And yet despite that and this podcast doing so well, which by the way congrats on the new milestone. 250k is insane, and your profession we’ve never once talked about sex.”
“We have not.” Elaine laughs. “Probably because we also run into each other at events and dinners. Not the best place for me to ask how you feel about sex.”
“Well, I should tell you, I am coming on here to actually talk about how much I hate sex.” She says, ending her sentence with an eye roll, as she adjusts how she’s sitting, not even noticing her cardigan slip.
“Oh, yeah.” Elaine nods. “You hate sex.” She then nods to her left shoulder and her eyes drop and she lets out a laugh, seeing the love bites now exposed from the cardigan slipping.
“Like I said, I hate it.” She laughs.
“How is your relationship with sex? I mean, what has your experience been with it?”
She considers for a moment, “I’d say I have a good relationship with sex. It was never a topic that was shied away from when I was younger. My parents both gave me the talk, they made sure that I felt safe and comfortable to talk to them about it. They also never shied away from talking about how they had sex before they were adults, so if I did, they understood. All they asked was that I was safe.”
“And you think that’s helped?”
“Of course.” She nods. “I mean, I was sixteen when I had sex for the first time. Which was before all my friends and after that I was the one my girl friends came to for condoms and advice.”
“Was it good?”
She makes a face, “I mean, I think it was as good as two sixteen-year-olds having sex for the first time can be. A little awkward, some fumbling, finishing so quick.”
Elaine laughs, “Y’know that probably is as good as it can get.”
“Yeah.” She laughs.
“Were you like okay, I had sex this first time, I’ve experienced it, I’m good, or was it like me where you wanted to explore more.”
“Oh, I wanted to explore more. I didn’t have sex again for, I think like another two years. But I did so much self exploring. Just trying to see what I liked, what I was interested in, what I wasn’t interested in.”
“Porn?”
“Yes, there was quite a large amount of porn being watched. I read a lot of adult novels, guides, blogs, really just anything I could get my hands on.”
Elaine nods, tucking a leg underneath herself as she adjusts the microphone to be a little closer. “And this is something I’m curious about, how do you feel about porn? It’s something a lot of people are divided on, a lot of women especially.”
“I like porn. I enjoy it. Either just watching for pleasure or for research.” And she puts the last word in air quotes. “And please people listening or watching, if you see something you like in porn or are interested in, and this applies if you are reading something as well, look it up, read some guides and blog posts about it before doing it yourself. Just be safe.”
“Oh, please be safe. We have our own blog where we talk about different kinks, positions, various things and I urge you, along with everyone else who works on this podcast, to be safe with yourself and others.” Elaine says, addressing the camera before looking back at her. “So, you like porn.”
“Yes. Obviously not all porn is good, there are bad studios, there are overdone tropes, issues with the industry itself with it continuing to promote certain things because it earns them so much money. But I do enjoy it. It’s an industry that is always going to get criticized and hated and it deserves some of those criticisms without a doubt.”
“As a sex therapist, I do try to veer my clients away from porn, most of the time. And that’s mainly due to the acting of it. But it has its place in helping you learn and educate yourself. My issue is when people only look at porn and don’t look into things further.”
“Yeah, a hundred percent. It’s so important to not just take away things from porn but to take things away and expand on what you saw.” She nods.
“And of course I have to ask, what do you yourself like to watch in porn?”
“Hmm.” She thinks. “I think it depends on my mood. I think what I normally go for is something a little more rough. I’ve never really enjoyed watching people have like slow, gentle sex, not unless there’s something else there like overstimulation.”
“So, you like it rough?” Elaine asks.
She laughs, “Yes. It wasn’t something I had ever tried out before though until my current partner.”
“Really?”
She nods, “Really! I can admit that with my current partner, Charles, is where I’ve done a lot of exploring with someone else sexually. We’ve tried out many things.”
“Anything you guys didn’t like?”
“We don’t care for titles or honorifics.”
“You are crushing some dreams with that statement.”
“I know.” She laughs, well aware of the many tweets and things about wanting to call Charles daddy or sir. But it was just something that didn’t work for them in bed. The most was sometimes as a tease, she’d call him Mr. Leclerc and that was mainly to wind him up, not because the word itself was a turn on.
“What about things you’ve both enjoyed?”
“Oh, where to begin.” She teases, the both of them laughing. “Roleplay is one, bondage, edging, overstimulation. And I don’t consider this sex, but it is something we both enjoy a lot, cock warming.”
“That is quite the list.”
“Oh, just the tip of the iceberg.”
“Talk me through some of it. Bondage?”
“Yes. This was something we both had come into the relationship having never done before and wanting to do. We have the actual like rope you're supposed to use for when we do it, though sometimes we have used other things.”
Elaine shakes her head, grinning. “Of course you two have. I feel like if I see you two together, you’re always attached.”
“Pretty much. We both enjoy touch and Charles, despite all the interest in his personal life and how much already is exposed to the public, doesn't mind holding my hand or hugging or kissing me while in public.”
“Was that a worry of yours?” Elaine asks.
“Absolutely.” She nods, fingers interlacing. “I knew he’d at least, when I went to my first race, that he’d hold my hand, but I figured that might be it. And I didn’t want to bring it up since me going to Baku was so last minute for the both of us.”
“I’ve seen photos from that race and I would have never guessed that it was a last minute decision or that you two hadn’t talked about that yet.”
“Yeah, I got on a plane and was there by 11pm on Wednesday night, and the plane tickets had gotten bought maybe six hours before the plane took off. Charles had to send a photo of my ID to the front desk and had a spare key for me waiting since he had to be asleep already.”
“And then the next day, I mean you guys were very loved up.”
She grins, “we very much were. I think Charles knew I was nervous. We hadn’t officially been spotted together and he’s such a comforting person, very calming, so it was easy to not feel anxious with him holding me and pressing a kiss to my cheek every few minutes as y’know a bunch of people were taking photos of me and I’m being introduced to about a hundred people.”
“Which is overwhelming to say the least.”
“So overwhelming.” She nods.
“Though you might’ve liked that, since you’ve brought up overstimulation a few times.”
Her hands come up to hide her face, laughing into them, before they fall back into her lap. “I’d apologize, but I like what I like.”
“So it’s you being overstimulated.”
“Oh, absolutely. I find it very enjoyable.”
“I’ve never actually really talked about overstimulation, what is that you like about it? That you find to be enjoyable?”
“It’s the near constant feeling of too much, it’s so much pleasure just back to back, and everything depending on how you're doing it, can feel just like raw? And exposed? And you don’t think you can orgasm one more time, you just can’t again, but then you can and it feels at least in my experience just so good and then you do it again and again, and every time the pleasure of it just washing over you is even more and more and it’s the only thing you can focus on, everything else just fades away.”
“You make me want to try it.” Elaine laughs.
—
Charles’ head immediately perks up when he hears the hotel door open. “Chérie! How was the podcast?”
She smiles, setting her bag down, before moving over to the couch where Charles is sitting and happily sitting in his lap before Charles can pull her down. “It was good.” She finally says after kissing him.
He hums, “How good?”
She thinks, playfully humming as her fingers run through his hair. “Very good. I think your fans will want to kill me and so will Ferrari.”
He frowns, arms tightening around her. “Ferrari knows that you are allowed to do as you’d like. It is not like with,” He stops himself.
“I know, Charles.” She soothes. “But, they will be upset with me considering me talking about my sex life is talking about your sex life.”
He huffs, obviously not liking it, but he hopes that the podcast will do well, be received well, so at least Ferrari will be forced to accept it because fans like it.
“Did you mention me?”
Her eyebrow raises, “No. I want on a podcast to talk about my sex life so you obviously didn’t come up.”
He pouts at the tease and she can’t resist pressing a kiss to his pouty lips.
“Yes, I mentioned you. Multiple times and by name.”
He hums, moving his hands under her cardigan and top. “What did you say?”
“That we’ve done a lot of things together. That we like certain things.”
When she had accepted the invite it was only after a long talk with Charles, one she had to force, to go over what she could and couldn’t mention. Charles had been fine with her mentioning whatever she wanted. Uncaring that it would be out for the world to see, his colleagues, friends, and even family if for some reason they decided to click on it. He had stuck by that after their talk, though had asked her to keep most of the details of their roleplay and their love of rough sex to a minimum.
And it had been easy to not talk about what kind of roleplay they did and while rough sex had been mentioned twice, they were brief, just establishing her love of it.
“It did make me want to roleplay our favorite thing again.”
His eyes light up at her words.
It wasn’t often something they did, their favorite roleplay scenario, not when it required her to be in a certain headspace to really work, but she wants and craves it so much.
“You want to be my innocent little girl?” His voice has a bit of rasp, his fingers resting on her back, stretching out.
“Yes.” She breathes.
He leans forward, giving her a hungry kiss, his and her last chance to lose control, before pulling away. “Go get ready for me, bébé. I’ll find a place to have dinner.”
Resumen: En su primer día en McLaren, Ayrton ya había tenido un choque con su jefe de mecánicos
¿Por qué? Por su rostro de sorpresa al ver que se trataba de una mujer
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Hoy es el cumple de Ayrton, asi que feliz cumpleaños y besito al cielo.
Capítulo siguiente
—... ¿Qué?—
—... Tú eres mi jefe de mecánicos.—
—Si... ¿Algún problema?—Ayrton negó enseguida—. ¿Por qué la cara de imbécil entonces?—
Ayrton no supo qué responder a eso.
Cuando el director de McLaren lo llevó a la central para que conociera al equipo, el brasilero no tuvo tiempo de disimular su sorpresa al ver a una mujer entre la docena de mecánicos. Y aún peor al saber que era la jefa.
—Ya, no nos asustes al nuevo.—Ron apareció e intervino al ver la tensa presentación—. Ayrton, te presento a la señorita ____ Rivers. Es la mejor mecánica de la historia. Si quieres ganar, será mejor que se lleven bien.—
—En ese caso, empecemos de nuevo.—Ayrton le extendió la mano—. Ayrton Senna. Es un gusto.—
—Un gusto será cuando ganemos... Señor senna.—____ le estrechó la mano—. ¿Quiere ver el auto?—
Los días siguientes, Senna se terminó de adaptar al equipo, y omitiendo su rivalidad con Alain, simpatizó enseguida con todos. Todos menos ella.
—¿Qué tal? ¿Mejor?—
—Mucho mejor, si.—
—¿Firme? ¿Seguro?—____ ajustó un poco más los frenos—. Si los percibes flojos o dudosos, me lo dices.—
—Tú trabajaste en ellos ¿No es signo de perfección, señorita Rivers?—
A pesar de que Ayrton le sonrió con diversión, ella no cedió. Seguía revisando el sistema de frenado.
—La perfección no existe, Ayrton... Pero hay que acercarse lo más posible.—finalmente lo miró—. Hablo en serio... Si sientes algo raro, me lo dices... ¿Bien?—
—Claro, cuenta con eso.—
La mujer asintió apenas, juntando sus herramientas y saliendo finalmente del lugar.
—... Creo que me odia.—
Sam, uno de los ayudantes de mecánica del taller, lo miró al escucharlo decir eso.
—No te odia. Solo se toma muy en serio su trabajo. Y más si se trata de frenos.—el hombre le alcanzó una lata de refresco—. No te lo tomes personal, no es contigo el problema.—
—O sea que SÍ hay un problema.—el hombre suspiró con duda, meditando algo que captó la atención de Ayrton.
—De haber, hay... pero no creo que me corresponda a mi decírtelo. No sé. Pregúntale tú.—
—Claro. Tú quieres que esa llave francesa que siempre lleva termine clavada en mi cabeza ¿No?—Sam se carcajeó con aquello, palmeando el hombro de Ayrton con ganas.
—Sería divertido de ver, sí...—
El resto de esa semana el equipo se encargó de poner a punto el auto, de que Ayrton lo sintiera cómodo. ____ se encargó de eso personalmente.
El piloto brasilero, a pesar de la actitud neutral de la mujer, terminó por tomarle gran aprecio.
Nunca había conocido a otra persona que compartiera su misma afinidad por la mecánica y las carreras. Sus ideas se entrelazaban con las de ella con tal naturalidad que parecían leerse la mente.
Ayrton la adoraba. Y podía jurar que ella lo sentía también. Esa conexión.
Pero ___ no cedía. No quería abrirse a él.
Y al piloto ya lo ponía ansioso.
—¿Qué tal? ¿Buenas expectativas para hoy?—
—Si, jefa. Trabajamos mucho en esto.—Ayrton subió al auto, y ___ le extendió su casco—. Y somos el mejor duo de mecánicos de la historia, asi que tengo las mejores expectativas.—
La mujer sonrió apenas, haciendo que Ayrton se emocionara. Últimamente la mujer se estaba permitiendo regalarle pequeños gestos, y la sonrisa tímida era su debilidad.
—Es fácil construir algo si se reciben las indicaciones perfectas... Alain no es tan exacto con sus reseñas.—
—Eso significa... ¿Que soy tu piloto favorito?—Ayrton la miró divertido antes de comenzar a alistar todo.
—Yo no tengo favoritos. Todos aquí valen lo mismo para mi.—
—Solo era una broma, señora amargada. Debías decir "sí, señor Senna. Eres mi favorito".—____ volvió a sonreír.
—No te daré ese gusto.—le dio unos toquecitos al auto—. Buena suerte. Y recuerda, a la primera duda...—
—Freno enseguida. Sí sí. Lo sé.—
Ayrton encendió el auto y salió disparado hacia la pista de pruebas.
Como cada tarde, ____ lo observaba desde su monitor, comentándole una que otra anotación a tener en cuenta.
Todo iba normal, hasta que ____ vio un leve sacudón en la parte trasera. Era casi imperceptible, pero para la mujer era una alerta roja inmensa.
—Ayrton vuelve.—
~¿Por qué? Vamos bien.~
—Las ruedas están inestables. Frena ahora.—
~... Puede aguantar.~
Ayrton siguió acelerando más y más, pues su instinto le decía que podía seguir.
Estaba maravillado por las sensaciones del auto, ignorando todo lo ajeno a ese monoplaza. Ignorando la angustia que carcomía a la mujer.
—¿qué tal? Sí aguanta ¿no?—
La sonrisa de Ayrton mientras caminaba hacia la mujer se borró en cuando la mano ajena impactó en su mejilla. Le había dado un cachetazo.
—Si te digo que pares... Tú paras...—la voz de la mujer dejaba en evidencia que era un manojo de nervios—. Si vas a matarte... Que no sea en mi auto. No pasaré de nuevo por eso.—
La mujer se marchó sin más, dejando a Ayrton atónito.
—... ¿Qué diablos acaba de pasar?—
Sam se acercó al piloto preocupado, indicándole a otros pilotos que entraran el auto.
—No le preguntaste del problema, por lo que veo.—Ayrton frunció el ceño—. ¿Sabías del accidente de hace 4 años? ¿Del McLaren de reserva?—
—... No.—
—No. Nadie lo supo... Porque lo mantuvieron privado, y se indemnizó a la famila...—Sam le alcanzó una lata de refresco y le indicó que lo apoyara en su mejilla—. Un piloto de reserva murió al estrellarse en una curva. Fallaron los frenos.—
—... ¿Fue culpa de ____?—
—No, los frenos vinieron mal de fábrica.—
—Pero ella se sintió culpable igual.—
—Si... Además de que el chico era su prometido.—
Ayrton comprendió todo en ese momento. Y se sintió una basura de solo imaginar la situación de la mujer.
Eran altas horas de la noche cuando terminó de hacer la revisión de las cubiertas. Por tercera vez.
—¿Ya tienes un veredicto?—
Un Ayrton inseguro se acercó a la mesa del taller, trayendo consigo un plato de nuggets de pollo y una Coca Cola. La cena favorita de la mujer en sus noches de insomnio.
—... Los rulemanes no eran los adecuados. Ya los cambié. Mañana lo probarás.—
—Bien... ¿A las 8?—
—Sam no viene tan temprano. Tendrás que venir a las 10.—Ayrton frunció el ceño apenas.
—¿Qué tiene que ver Sam?—
La mujer dejó a un lado el mecanismo en el que trabajaba, mirándolo con atención.
—Le pediré a Ron que se encargue de ti a partir de ahora, yo me enfocaré en Alain.—tomó uno de los nuggets—. Igual no te preocupes, le pasaré todas las anotaciones que hicimos a Sam ¿Te parece bien?—
—No.—la miró indignado—. ¿Cómo voy a...? Trabajamos bien, no me cambies.—
—No te estoy cambiando, te estoy derivando a otra persona.—
—Si, para trabajar con Alain.—
La mujer lo conocía lo suficiente como para saber que pronunciar a Prost era suficiente para molestarlo.
—... Alain no es un niño. Si le digo que pare, lo hace. Entiende perfectamente las indicaciones.—
—Solo desobedecí una vez, jefa. Prometo no volver a hacerlo.—
—... No lo harás. No lo harás porque te conozco. Te ciegas, no escuchas... y yo no puedo trabajar con alguien así. No de nuevo.—
Ayrton quería preguntar. Tenía muchas dudas. Pero temía tocar una fibra delicada.
—... Sam me contó un poco de lo que pasó esa vez... ¿Quieres hablar de eso?—
—No hay mucho de qué hablar. Danny murió porque no fui cuidadosa. No revisé esos frenos lo suficiente. No lo cuidé lo suficiente... Yo no fui suficiente.—se detuvo un segundo, preocupando a Ayrton—. Si no pude cuidar a mi prometido ¿Cómo podría cuidarte a ti?—
El piloto no supo qué decir.
Sabía muy bien que la mujer no tuvo la culpa del accidente. No de forma directa. Pero sabía que en una noche comiendo nuggets no podría hacerla cambiar de opinión.
—Podrías cuidarme no derivándome a Sam, para emprezar... Y me dejaré cuidar... Lo prometo.—____ lo miró—. Ante la duda... Frena.—
____ se sorprendió por aquello, sintiendo algo bonito en el pecho.
—... Mañana a las 8.—Ayrton sonrió enseguida—. Y... Lamento lo de la cachetada.—
—Yo lamento haberte sacado de quicio. No volverá a pasar... No quiero otro de esos golpes.—
Chat I'm getting an idea for a f1 fic but i need help in deciding the driver
It'd be based off this sentence:
"He was your first love, but I kinda want to be your last."
My first idea was to write for lando but i wanna know if people are getting other vibes so let me know! (I listed the drivers I'd be fine writing for bc i know them most but don't hesitate to suggest someone else)
