#fount posting

[sillykittyman]

TW FOR MENTIONS OF SUICIDE during Fount of Knowledge corruption

I think for the corruption of Fount into Shamil, we should get to see his entire naked body like with the awakened ancients.

Maybe when he's in the yogurt river? He slides off his robes and tries to drown himself in it.

Or just strips entirely and tries to hang himself, that's how he finds out his head pops off, and why he decides to cover up his neck with ruffles, because there's rope burn marks on it now.

He might have tried casting spells on himself too, like burning his own dough to burnt crumbs but failing.

He tried to throw himself off of a tall peak, no success.

Poison himself? Nothing.

Even tried to get eaten by yeast spores, still nothing. Even cake hounds can't kill him.

He just comes to the realization no matter how hard he tries to kill himself nothing will work, I feel like this is what would cause him to finish fully corrupting.

[muttoyo]

When there is little to nothing of your source material straight from the source, so you scroll through the tag and look upon how the fandom has explored this untold tale.

But there is not enough, or just isn't, the specific aesthetic, vibe, traits in the art or posts which match yours. It is a time.

Being a FoK introject is a time, especially one who is heavily apathetic/depressive. I enjoy looking at art of the FoK in where he is framed in a tragic, dull, and almost lifeless setting/pose. There is this deep feeling of dread which hangs around the FoK. He feels very depressive before his snap and in turn, twist into Shadow Milk.

The FoK to me feels like a very depressing character. In the sense that the FoK was heavily depressed due to a mixture of a multitude of things, with Isolation being one of the main factors in worsening it.

I don't know. Perhaps I am merely just foggy. I am always some sense of Foggy though. I'm a vessel, a blank thing, and so it is strange a lot of the time to speak and write. I have a lot to say, yet I also have no desire to truly speak. It just happens.

Strange.

[mutt3y3]

I'm breathing, so that means I'm alive. There's SH scars. I guess someone could read this as being 'suggestive.' I don't see it like that, yet over warning is better than not at all. That's what the other's say anyway.

[muttoyo]

Perhaps this is due to the fact I'm our "Apathy-Holder" or more specific the "Personification of our Depression." But I really just can't find it in myself to care about a lot of things. We're all so tired. Everyone is tired. I'll vague post because I don't have the energy to be specific. But the simple answer is that it feels like we are back in our UTMV days. In where drama, controversy, and call outs/cancellations of very popular people were happening almost every week. There was no end, no ceasing to the water, it all just kept bubbling out and there was no stopping it. After a certain point, you grow numb to the stuff. You see it, and instead of feeling any sort of disgust or anger... You sigh, feel a mono-crumb of disappointment, and then carry on with your day. Don't do anything, just keep walking past. Too tired to properly care, and instead just live with the fact that "Wow, that person did these things, and that is bad." And most of the time it's someone you barely knew anything about because you aren't active enough/joined the party too late. It's watching people see sparks of something old and immediately fan the flames. Then the light from the fire reveals things that hadn't been seen before, and then more people run over to feed the flames further, and all you do is stare from a safe distance. Why? Because if you get too close the fire will consume you. Just better to simply take note of the bad, and make sure we don't do it too. Learn from other's mistakes and carry on. It causes a lot of anxiety, and is in truth, a creativity killer. We're all tired. Too tired for this. I'm very tired. Being a lurker and simply staying in our corner has been a good decision. We should stay in our corner and continue to simply lurk. It's much easier that way. Just keep our head down. Bad thoughts, but I'm tired. Our Jester does not like these thoughts, I can feel his frustration. Tired. I'm Tired.