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[TMA Fan Song]

I'm Here When You're Here All Alone

To accompany a fic I'd like to write about Martin being an avatar of the Lonely, but I'm the type to worldbuild more than I draft so don't hold your breath. Also yeah the recording isn't great but at least it's posted now :')

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[Verse 1]

I'm here on rainy days I'm here on restless nights You know you can call me When you're feeling blue

I'm here when you reach out And no one reaches back I'm here when no one answers When your call makes it through

I'm here when you sit down And turn on the TV I'm here when you make dinner For one instead of three

I'm here when you curl up Your knees under your chin Your arms around yourself I'm here because, you see,

[Chorus 1]

I am here When you're here All alone

Yes I'm here When you're here All alone

[Verse 2]

I'm all the things you keep around In case you're bored during the day I'm all the apps on which you scroll And all the games you sit to play

I'm all the books you've yet to read I am the digipet you raise I'm the videos on your feed I am the essays that you praise

I'm the AI you're chatting with In between classes and shifts The Scrabble app, the empty lobby The solo MMO

And when you divert your path I am the friend that you ghost I am the scalding hot bath And the stranger you roast

[Chorus 2]

And I'm here When you're here All alone

Yeah I'm here When you're here All alone

[Verse 3]

I am the childhood friend that's gone I am the school you left behind I am the years that you have lost Looking for love you couldn't find

I am the teach who didn't care I am the end of summer camp I am the stillness in the air I am the world that's been unkind

I'm the great-aunt you never see And the cousins you miss And the grandparent you wish You had gotten to know

And when you put on your music When you put on your show And you try to forget I'll have you know

[Chorus 3]

That I'm here When you're here All alone

Cuz I'm here When you're here All alone

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Originally inspired to make this by star/bogslut's works on Youtube, specifically this video which inserted Lonely!Martin into my mind and this one which inspired the structure of this song, with all the little snippets from different victims. You don't know me, but you put dreams in my head, so thank you, cool internet artist person

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It's the last day to preorder the Madness and Malice Zine!

So I thought I'd post a very short excerpt from my piece, called "Sunflower Eyes" (no I'm not doing this last minute because I nearly forgot, whatever do you mean). I felt these couple of paragraphs represented it well :)

She holds on tight as they walk up the staircase marked EXIT, where the white lights no longer line the ceiling and the tiles have a dirty yellow hue, and then down all the way to the door at the end of the hall—the one that is framed by the light seeping in from the other side. When they step outside, Nemu is so blinded that she closes her eyes. There is white—only white, everywhere. Everything is gone—the walls, the ceiling, even Akon next to her vanishes into the light. Then the brightness takes on colour. The tiles under their feet turn greyish. Little green sprouts poke from in between them. Up ahead, creamy walls rise from the floor, supporting bright orange roofs with clusters of leaves behind them waving in the summer wind. Last, as if lagging behind, the sky appears, its expanse taking on the dark blue hue of a cloudless twilight. And the first thing that comes to her mind is, It's the colour of Mayuri-sama's hair.

If interested, you can preorder the zine here.

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AiShin Week Masterpost

Masterpost of all the works I have written and drawn for AiShin week, for easy navigation. [BEING UPDATED]

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AiShin Week 2022

Day 1 - Mythology

[Artwork: view here]

Day 2 - Role Reversal

[Fic: Feed Me Love Ch.1 - WIP. Read current version on AO3 here]

Day 3 - Flowers

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Day 4 - Vampires

[Fic: Blood Bank - Read here]

Day 5 - Fantasy

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Day 6 - Slice of Life

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AiShin Week 2023

[WIP]