i don't think i can untangle everything i feel about it yet but. fuck you for that? i trusted you and you still did that to me. it wasn't just a punishment, it was to make sure i knew you held power over me, to put me in my place like a dog. it was to make sure everyone who talked to me knew you hurt me into submission and not only did i just take it instead of walking away, i kept coming back too. couldn't argue with the pay, but it was so shameful - and it's not like you were quiet about who was responsible, if anything you used me as an example.
and yknow what? taking my canines still won't stop me from biting, so watch your fingers motherfucker. you were lucky they were in a fist. - frankie (knights of guinevere)
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