thanks you guys for being concerned
honestly i'm fine i think i'm just getting a bit overwhelmed lately, feeling like i'm stupid and a failure because of school
and i'm worried i care too much about a boyband, that i'm getting carried away and loving them too hard when i should be doing the right, responsible thing all the time
and shirking my responsibilities because i get into these moods where i think i can handle anything and my life will go off without a hitch
and i'm left floundering a bit? and this site doesn't really help tbh
i stopped going on neopets and i just unfollowed like 30 people so i think that'll slow my dash down at least a little bit
also it probably doesn't help that i haven't slept or eaten in over 24 hours
(eating was by choice, sleep was not)
(god how do people do this it's so hard but i'm trying)