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Songs for the Sam Winchester who grew up in a concentration camp.
Designed to be listened to in order for chronology. On a personal note, the second song is the closest song I've ever heard to represent what it's like to have a panic attack, and the third is what it's like to have selective mutism!
(A mix for A Monster By Any Other Name Part 2 by Brosedshield & LaviniaLavender.)
turn into earth the yardbirds the sun the naked and famous swallow placebo no surprises regina spektor (cover) without you I’m nothing placebo (feat. david bowie) thousand eyes of monsters and men shallows daughter afraid of the dark phildel nothing’s broken digital daggers don’t swallow the cap the national human of monsters and men the end of all things panic! at the disco mourning doves mikky ekko kiss me a thousand times raign wild at heart birds of tokyo
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turn into earth the yardbirds distant dreams of things to be / wondering thoughts that can’t be free / I feel my mind turning away / to the darkness of my day
the sun the naked and famous so I’m done, am I placating the notes? should I fault, cut off my tongue? so you say - apparently I’m digging it in, I can’t feel a thing (a thing, a thing, a thing)
swallow placebo stop stammering
no surprises regina spektor (cover) such a pretty house and such a pretty garden / no alarms, and no surprises please
without you I’m nothing placebo (feat. david bowie) I take the plan, spin it sideways- I fall / without you I’m nothing
thousand eyes of monsters and men I’ll be the calm, I’ll be the quiet / stripped to the bone I wait / no I’ll be a stone, I’ll be the hunter / a tower that casts a shade
shallows daughter when the time comes on the last day / when they start to come down / will you just- will you run away?
afraid of the dark phildel holding you close feels like a cut throat / losing blood – the weakness of falling in love
nothing’s broken digital daggers you gave me a wing I could crawl under / made myself hard to find
don’t swallow the cap the national I have only two emotions / careful fear and dead devotion / I can’t get the balance right / with all my marbles in the fight / I see all the ones I wept for, all the things I had it in for / I won’t cry until I hear because I was not supposed to be here
human of monsters and men let the human in: the air is silk, shadows form a grin / if I lose control I feed the beast within / breathe in breathe out / and let the human in
the end of all things panic! at the disco whether near or far, I am always yours
mourning doves mikky ekko I can be your shoulder / there’s still room for us to pull over
kiss me a thousand times raign all you gotta do is kiss me a thousand times – don’t leave me
wild at heart birds of tokyo we still wear our bruises / we show our scars / forever the wild at heart
mysweetetc replied to your post “Sorry quickreaver, but do you know any good hurt!sam fics with comforting Dean?”
*cough* I can think of one other, a certain AU collaboration...
Oh jeeze! How did I forget A Monster By Any Other Name?! OY. I'll add it! (I think I'm gonna reread that too, from the beginning. I'm getting so antsy for the next installment. THINGS ARE HEATING UP, Y'ALL.
I have no excuse for this except mysweetetc. Young Sam in her AU 'verse, trying a movement class. Any excuse to play with new digital watercolor brushes. Carry on, as you were. *ahem*
I don't know if I'm imagining it because it's been so long since the last chapter, but the quality of writing in Freac Camp in ch22 is off the charts. A dramatic improvement, and it was already one of the best WIP fics out there. Also, even though it goes without saying by now: SAMMYYYYYY *blubs everywhere* Burn that place to the ground, guys. X
