#free talks

[fconvicted]

I’m curious if your spamton ever caught feelings for tenna, you’ve mentioned a few times their relationship morphed into smth more for tenna, was it ever reciprocal?

yes but he never recognized it as that.

spamton was very goal focused and intent on achieving his dreams no matter the cost. he may have kept his enemy a little too close 'cause tenna became a safe place for him to escape to over time.

one thing i wanna point out, i think jevil and spamton were in communication for some time, and jevil is the one to tell spamton that tenna is locked in on his destiny. spamton thinks thats BS until he talks to tenna one day, saying that his value does not have to come from the opinion of the Lightners, but tenna completely disagrees with him. this is when spamton realizes that yes, tenna is trapped in the prophecy.

its not until tenna makes his final deal with spamton that spam decides he wants to do whatever he can to convince tenna to drop the beliefs he lived by his whole life. a hard task that spamton never gets the chance to tackle.

if that final phone call wasnt made, spamton probably would have reciprocated tenna's feelings

[freepassbound]

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I was tagged by @xgentlefdomx; um... I don't really know who amongst my mutuals is comfortable doing voice here? I guess I'll try tagging @cosmiclovebites, @localidiot-m, @theepoetspoem, and @skinreflectsthesun (or anyone else who wants to try).

[tales-of-togetherness]

Heart to Heart,

Hello all, i have read that it takes on an average 66 days to form an habit. here is a little background.... since long, i’ve been trying to breakup with my boyfriend who i LOVE by the way, but as a partner he doesn't feel right, he doesn't understand me the way he should despite 4 years of continued relationship, and there is a less chance we’d end up together because of various reasons! we are poles apart, and minimal communication due to LDR, lack of understanding etc... i want to end things, but i really love him and i keep going back to him. i miss him, i want him.. and i go back to him in a hope, he’ll love me the same amount, or want me as much as i want.. but the more i want to talk to him about issues, he drifts away... that makes me feel like he doesn’t care enough about anything. 

It’s crazy how he doesn’t take my issues seriously and doesn’t consider my breakup calls as a final closure.

so i’ve decided to fight my fears of uncertainty. i heard this today “its always better to be miserable rather than uncertain”. i want to give this man, a closure.. more than to him i want to give myself a closure with this relationship. *believe me my hands are shaking while i write this* i have decided not to talk to him and focus on what i want and try to be happy without him. we have been together since 4 years and he has become my habit, my love, my addiction, my other half literally.. its difficult to separate.  we have been in LDR and i really don’t know if we’ll really be able to meet ever. i miss everything about him, everyday!

but i want to fight this... my fear of being without him.

i will try for 66 days, without talking to him. and see if i can form a habit of living like this, a “single person” life. when i miss him, instead of telling him.. i will write here, what im missing about us. 

and i really hope, that one day i won’t have to post this list of “missing him”

i hope i conquer this, i hope i move on!!

and just incase if my boyfriend ever reads this (which i know he wont, he isn’t on tumblr, but just in case), i want to tell him this- “I LOVE YOU, I WILL LOVE YOU... no one can replace your place in my heart.. but i’ll choose me because i want someone who loves me like this too, i love myself more, and i care about how i feel, when you behave in a certain way. i don’t want to be so affected due to any person. i don’t want to cause myself depression or anxiety because of my beautiful love for you. so i’m taking a step back and i’m sorry. i love you more than anything in this world, and i wish i didnt!”

today is the first day- 29/11/2020

[waitingformessages]

God, I love the Free Talks.

Ho-san Lee really dislikes Rika (as do most people), but it's so funny to hear that kind of thing come from V's voice.

Reminds me of the video on youtube where he says "Rika, I hate you."

[sandaffodils]

should I do an Ateez streetracer free talk at some point? 🤔

that’d be lit tbh reblog if you want it !¡

[yoga-onion]

YO!Yoga Onion

-My favourite finds [Part 3] (5)-

[Free talks & Events at the bookshop]

The Watkins books holds free talks and events in their basement. There was Mel Collins’ talk when I last visited the store. She is author of  ‘The Handbook for Highly Sensitive People’.

If you are a person who has a lot of empathy for others, tend to overanalyse things and 'get stuck in your own head', or become easily overwhelmed and often need to withdraw, you are likely to be a Highly Sensitive Person, known as HSP. This Handbook will be your survival guide!

It helps you to embracing your innate sensitivity, accepting your most authentic self and thriving in life.

-お気に入りのお買い物シリーズ3（5）-

[フリートーク＆イベント]

ワトキンス・ブックスでは、地下1Fにて、

エソテリックな題材のフリートークや

イベント等が催されています。この間、

私が行った時には「超過敏な人（HSP）

のハンドブック」の著者、メル・コリンズ

氏のフリートークが開催されていました。

もし、あなたが他者に対して過剰に同情

したり、物事を過剰に分析しすぎて頭から

離れなくなってしまったり、感情移入が

激しすぎて、故意に切り替えなければなら

ない等の癖があるなら、あなたは超過敏

な人、別名「HSP」と思って、ほぼ間違い

ありません。この本は、そう言うあなたが

生き抜く上での良き参考書となる筈です。

この本を参考にすれば、あなたが先天的な

過敏症、自分の本質を受け止めて、人生に

繁栄させることも可能です。

[fconvicted]

to the person who sent the long and very sweet ask, i answered privately and i really hope you received it!!!