@freesiaveined didn’t ask for this but is getting it.
‘ you don’t realize what’s its like.’ he mutters, twisting hands round and round in his lap. his head is ducked as he shuts his eyes , remembering the first time the monster came from inside of him. ‘ it’s all pain at first and then you’re bewildered and overwhelmed. ’ with a sigh he looks up, forcing a smile. ‘ sorry - i shouldn’t go into so much detail.’











