Oct 11, 2020
took a trip to the hills this weekend. Got blazed. Tried some different things. A codeine cocktail to be specific. Couldn’t feel a thing. I ain’t ever been so numb. T’was blissful. I got back last night & when I woke in the morning, it was almost as if i was transported back to reality. My reality sucks max. I thought of her first thing. & I cried. & cried. & cried.
I miss her. I wish I had the power to change our current situation. I hope she’s okay.
