#friends gone

[angels-thanat0s]

The earth shattering melancholy of knowing that ill never have things back the way they were

[phoenix-queens-blog]

Whelp, here i am...alone...again .........

[breakingcauseitsbroken]

Do you ever realize that nobody actually gives a shit about you? The people you thought did, don’t. Do you ever realize you’ve been lied to? That person didn’t really mean what they told you. They just wanted you gone or wanted something from you and that was the best way.

It’s hard when you can’t get over something, yet they don’t care at all.

The pain, anger and frustration you feel...do you ever realize that they don’t have that? And they never did?

Do you ever wonder if anyone would realize you were gone? Does anyone miss you right now? Is anybody even thinking of you?

How long do I have to scream before someone hears me?

[duct-tape-whore]

Spring Break 2013

I'm supposed to be having the best time of my life, right? Wrong.

I'm constantly worrying if I'm okay. I can't afford to have an emotional breakdown right now because all of my security blankets are gone.

Lizzie is in Hawaii, having fun I hope.

Kari is in Florida at Disney having an amazing time.

Lexi is grounded and working.

I can't call any of them if I break down. They can't come rescue me from myself. They can't hug me and hold me telling me I'm okay.

So I'm worrying. I'm not even eating right now because I'm not hungry and I;m not hungry because I'm worrying. I'm sleeping a lot because I'm worrying which makes my parents mad which makes me worry more.

Spring break, please be over soon. I can't do this with all of my people away.

[infinitelovexpress]

Friends come and go. But your parents love you most and they will never ever leave you.