I'm Kiyoomi Sakusa and I'm a germaphobe - Chapter 22: Where are you?
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Warning: manga spoiler, angst?
Chapter 21 - I’m fine without you... not | Masterlist
(y/n) = your name | (l/n) = last name | (e/c) = eye colour | (h/c) = hair colour
“So tell me, (l/n) sensei... Do you have plans today after your shift?" asks Wakami when she sees (y/n) leaving her treatment room. (y/n) greets her with a smile and slows down her pace so that the young secretary can catch up and stand next to her.
“No, I did not. But I don’t think I’m gonna do much. My shift ends in two hours, and tomorrow it starts at night. So I’ll be back in the hospital at midnight. This really is a mess right now, isn’t it? Do you know why so many doctors are sick right now?" (y/n) sighs, because she knows that even today she will hardly come to her sleep.
“Yes, that's right... I don’t know what’s going on but I heard that Sugishi-sensei and Toshi-sensei met and that there is more going on between them. But I don’t know if that’s true. Maybe one of them was sick and infected the other." she ponders and look over at (y/n).
“Is that so?” escapes these words from her. If she remembers correctly, both of these doctors have their partners, who are also surgeons, here in the hospital. It’s like a bad medical show. Both doctors cheat and now four doctors sit at home and have gastrointestinal or the vulture knows what...
Sighing, (y/n) shakes her head. “They are all stupid... But, well, I need to see a patient who’s supposed to be going to Sugishi-sensei. Maybe I’ll see you again tomorrow in the morning. See you then Wakami-san.” (y/n) says goodbye to the young woman and goes to her new patient.
With all the stress at work, she doesn’t have time to lose her mind about Kiyoomi. After her shift, she walks out the hospital door to the outside. All the tension falls off her as she closes her eyes and breathes deeply. The fresh, flowery air soothes her and the gentle wind blows her hair backwards out of her face.
“(y/n)!” a familiar voice is shaking her out of her thoughts. Questioning, she looks left and right until she discovers the troubled redhead. “Hinata?” she asks astonished when she sees his desperate look. “What's the matter?” She takes a step towards him and puts her hands on his shoulders.
“Kiyoomi... You have to.... You need to see Kiyoomi...” He’s still trying to catch his breath, because he’s been running all the way to the clinic.
That name makes her blood cold. She feels how everything is tied up in her and how the lump in her throat tries to find its way out. “Hinata, Kiyoomi and I are not a couple.” she tries to explain it to him without starting to crying.
“I know that... but please, (y/n), you’re the only one that he let get so close to him. You’re the only one he trusted. Even if he didn’t really see it that way. Please help him out. I went to see him today because he wasn’t at practice and didn’t answer my calls. Yesterday he had a date with a woman and..."
A date with another woman? Swallowing, (y/n) tries to suppress her tears. He really quickly forgot her...
“And... I don’t know what happened, but when I was with him today, he opened the door for me, and he looked like a zombie. Hands bloody, skin cracked and blisters all over his body. He didn’t look like that yesterday. (y/n) please help him!" His voice is shaky, because he is very worried about his teammate and friend.
(y/n) can’t believe what she’s hearing. What on earth happened to him? “Where do I have to go? Home to him?" it comes out of her before she can think about what she just said. “Yes...” Still out of breath he looks at (y/n) worried. Nodding she goes past Hinata and makes her way to Kiyoomi.
Each step in his direction pulls the thread around her heart even tighter. She knows that she still has feelings for him but through the work and distraction with her brother, Wakami and especially Osamu, she was able to skillfully suppress these feelings. But now that she’s standing in front of his house, her heart is beating like crazy. With a shaky hand she presses the bell.
But no one opens it. “Damn it Kiyoomi! Open that stupid door, you idiot!" she yells at him and kick the door. Again she rings. Once, twice, three times.... “Damn it Kiyoomi..." she sobs softly and leans her head against the door. Why doesn’t he open it for her? “Damn Kiyoomi you idiot! This is the last time I’m gonna say this! Open that stupid fucking door or I’ll kick it in and pull you out of your house by your hair!” she shouts loudly.
“Excuse me? May I ask who you are?" Astonished, (y/n) turns around, only to see a completely strange face. “And who are you?” With her eyebrow raised, she crosses her arms. “Oh how rude... I am Motoya Komori. Sakusa's cousin." he laughs embarrassed and scratches the back of his head.
Her eyes are getting big. Maybe he has the key to his house. Maybe he can tell her what’s wrong with him. “Nice to meet you. I am (y/n) (l/n). I used to-" She wants to finish her sentence right now, but she gets stopped by Motoya. “(y/n)? (y/n) like the surgeon (y/n)?” he asks in astonishment. Nodding, she looks at him with a questioning look.
How does he know her? Was he a patient of hers? No, she’d remember that. “You helped Kiyoomi with his fear, right? Oh man, that’s really great that I meet you here! I was on the bus, and I was supposed to go to my girlfriend. But then I saw Kiyoomi. At first, I didn’t recognize him because he looked completely disfigured, but because of his sports jacket I was able to decipher him as Kiyoomi. How likely is it that he suffered a relapse?"
Still slightly confused, she shakes her head. “I don’t know... such a relapse can happen quickly. I mean, for a dry alcoholic, even a praline with a small amount of alcohol can cause them to get addicted again. But I don’t know what it’s like to have a phobia. Whether it’s the same there." Thoughtfully she puts her index finger on her lips.
“So it could be that Kiyoomi has relapsed because of the touching of the woman he met yesterday?" No, she can’t imagine that. “Kiyoomi and I had more than a few touches. We slept together, and he really had no problem touching me. I don’t think it’s because of that." With big eyes and red cheeks she looks at Motoya. Oh God, did she really say those last words out loud...?
“Please forget what I said... Oh how embarrassing..." Ashamed, she strikes her hand against her forehead and looks to the ground. “I don’t think I’ll forget this but I’m trying. Then... why did you leave? Then why didn’t you stay with him?", “Stayed with him? After all, he was the one who left my house and thought that everything that happened should be forgotten or rather left behind.” she answers him quickly and looks at him with narrow eyes.
"Oh? That wasn’t you? Oh, man... Kiyoomi is such an incredibly stupid person... Listen... Kiyoomi talked about you way too much for him to forget you. I thought you were the one who left him with a broken heart. Kiyoomi is really a moron..." he mumbles to himself. “What about you? You wanted to see him? Like I said, I saw him outside. He went to his parents' house. I wanted to run after him, but when I saw you here, I thought I’d ask who you were first." He continues seriously.
“Where is his parents' house?" she asks him in a firm voice. “When you go down the road, turn right at the first intersection, then straight on to the next intersection. There you go then to the left and then just along the path until you see a big house. It is quite pompous. Has several floors and a large plot." Thankfully, she says goodbye to him and walks past him as he holds her by the wrist.
“(y/n)... It was nice to meet you, and I hope this encounter won’t be our last one. So please help my cousin."
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