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[xi-xi-chen]

[thesilveregg]

Alex hlvrai has given me brain worms btw. In the sense that my current theory is that she is effectively a version of Gordon/the player that split off when he was cursed by the gnome. She’s a player character forced to play the part of an npc, which is especially fucked up when the person she used to be is standing across from her

Like no wonder she’s Like That!!! Peppa was right it really IS a shame what befell that poor girl!!!!

[anyloveleft-nope]

I just wanna run away

[lucifers-waterlily]

MY FELLOW FERUS FANS

It's my birthday and I GOT THE GIFT from my sibling and friends!!!! ❤️‍🩹 AhxksjJaiskKodkgicgigiovo!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT HIM 🤲🤲🤲 That's my padawan babyyyyyy 🤧 He's so perfect!!!

He has golden lashes COME ONNNN 🥹🥹🥹 @cinnacelestial Who's idea was that? And his hair is very-very soft, this little padawan braid is cuuute tehee—

And he also has a ponytail!!! ✨

I'm so happy RRRRRAAAHHHHHH MY SON IS HOME!!! 🌼🌼🌼

The next is a good quality photo by the wonderful doll maker Nova Centauri 🌟 Please go check her Insta: https://www.instagram.com/nova_centauri/

I love her works very much!! Thank her A LOT Ferus is here now and he's very huggable and professional!

*Climbing on the walls, chewing on padawan Olin's fluffy head lovingly* my perfect Jedi boi awawa 🤲✨✨✨ Nova NAILED IT look at how cute and serious and funny and adorable he is!!! 🥹

[grey-nine]

my art as of rescent

and a thing i made for a social justice journal assignment. guess what topic i chose ↓

and then the blood gods came and kicked me in the balls so i gave sentinel crime my cramps. he's NOT being brave about it cuz HE'S A LITTLE BITCH

i also used it to cover up an ugly ass drawing i did of the blokees prowl figure cuz i was NOT letting that thing live on the first page of my sketch book nuh uh

[felis-the-complex-multiple]

This morning I failed to show up for the team call that I’ve lead basically every Tuesday morning for the past five years, sans vacations and holidays. Every Tuesday morning since I got this job five years ago. And this morning I forgot about it. I didn’t realize it was Tuesday. I didn’t realize that I lead a conference call on Tuesday mornings. It didn’t occur to me last night when I set my alarm or this morning when I woke up before my alarm (in time to make the call if I had gotten up then). I woke up to a bunch of texts from coworker friends (and my boss) asking where I was and if I was okay. I was like wtf what’s the deal. And then I was like oh…my Tuesday call.

It was so weird to just completely forget about it. My boss wasn’t fazed. She was only worried about me. She said it’s bound to happen to everyone. I’m so reliable that no one was bothered by my absence; only concerned about it. Which was nice to realize. But it was distressing to realize that I’m still capable of becoming that disoriented. Like genuinely it just was not at all on my radar that this was a thing I was supposed to do. It’s strange how I can I remember the fact that I didn’t remember. I can think back to how my brain was last night and this morning and how this was so outside my awareness. Trippy.

It’s like not at all a big deal outside of my troubled feelings about it. No one gave it a second thought except for me. I guess because it just speaks to where my head has been at this week. This month. And it’s scary to lose my present-day orientation like that. I dunno. I know it’s just a small thing in the grand scheme but…I just don’t drop balls like that. I guess it’s confronting to be reminded of my own vulnerabilities. And upsetting because it reminds me that I’m having a hard time keeping it together and staying functional and staying present and yet that’s the expectation on me.

I don’t know what my point is. Feels dumb to post this because it’s not even a big deal. It’s just unsettling. Like how could I not know about something that’s been my routine for five years? I’m supposed to “be normal” and have my shit together and not draw attention to myself. That’s not the way to do it.

[jinnies-lamps]

someone save me please

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