Lagoonafire’s Freaky Fusion Diary - In the fourteenth hour
My distress has nearly set the MH clawditorium ablaze. How can I have complete dominance over my abilities when I have Lagoona in my head as well? She means well, but it is difficult to concentrate with all that 'mate' stuff going on. I feel an inner turmoil. When I try to restrain my inner fire with my thoughts, me heart is not in it. Likewise, when I try to engage me heart to feel the right way, control my fire, I receive conflicting direction from my head - usually in Lagoona's voice. Master has not prepared me for such a challenge. JL










