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Warnings: Nothing except a very flirtatious Zemeni sharpshooter
Summary: Here in Ketterdam, you've finally found a home. Even though it's chaotic, you love your life. You love your friends. When walking through the city to deliver a message for the one and only Kaz Brekker, what happens when you catch your best friend flirting with himself in the mirror?
As you walked through the streets of Ketterdam, you couldn't help but let a flicker of a smile spread across your face. The Barrel could be overwhelming at times, but it was home. You had arrived here at the lowest point of your life; you were orphaned, tired, and hungry. It didn't help that you were also down on your luck. The only way you were able to have a meal in your stomach was when you could afford to swipe scraps from neighboring carts and shops.
You found yourself at the front stoop of the Crow Club a few weeks after your arrival. At first, you thought you had gotten caught for lifting a few kruge from a lady's bag in an attempt to afford some real food. The next thing you knew, you were escorted to the back room awaiting a conference with the Bastard himself. Somehow you had managed to convince both Kaz Brekker and Per Haskell that you were worth the risk. They offered you a deal: five years of service and enough kruge to tide you over to wherever the next adventure took you -- no strings attached. How could you possibly refuse?
You had been working with the Dregs ever since. At some point, you even managed to prove yourself useful enough to be trusted on heists. The night Kaz totally didn't "relocate'' Jan Van Eck's prized De Kappel, you were there. You had run the surveillance during the job. It wasn't the most glamorous of responsibilities, but it still gave you a feeling of purpose. There were times that you would be called upon by Kaz to put together last-minute disguises to take on another job. Although that was incredibly infrequent.
Still, you couldn't complain. Kaz hadn't just given a roof over your head and a steady income; he had given you a family, too. You had started to grow closer to some of the Dregs after a few missions. Jesper Fahey (Kaz's overly flirty and gangly sharpshooter) and Inej Ghafa (Kaz's prized Wraith and...investment?) were two individuals you shared particularly close connections with. You would spend many nights keeping watch and waiting for new shipments to enter the Ketterdam docks. Conversation was bound to happen. At least, with one of them, anyway. Inej mostly kept to herself, only speaking when absolutely necessary.
Jesper was different, though. The two of you would use the time to catch up on what was happening in your lives, commiserating over how dead-ass broke you were, and for you to pester Jesper about his gambling addiction. It didn't matter what you talked about or what job you were on. You just enjoyed being together. One of your favorite conversations in particular was a game you would play. You would plan out these exotic days of adventure for when you could finally leave the busy city and explore. When Jesper had found out you wanted to travel, he encouraged you to save up for a trip.
"You never know when your last day may be," he insisted. "You deserve a trip, love. Treat yourself when this is all over. Just don't forget about us little people."
You'd be lying if you said you hadn't imagined what would happen if you brought Jesper along on your travels. What would your lives look like? Would your dynamic still be the same or would it be different? Would you start a life together? It wasn't that the thought scared you. It was quite the opposite, really. The idea of having a real- an actual life- with Jesper brought a smile to your face every time you thought about it. You just didn't know how he felt about it.
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As you continued your trek, you turned into an alcove where you found your best friend getting lost staring into a side mirror. Jesper was pretending to be some sort of suave gunslinger. Which, while he technically was, it never hurt to see him practice. He always looked so calm and so cool. The thwip of the weapons being removed from the holsters and placed back moments later was almost relaxing. You couldn't allow yourself to get distracted, though. You had a message and you were quite attached to the fingers Kaz had threatened to remove should you not find Jesper.
"Are you just going to stand there all day?" you began, a smirk tugging at the corner of your mouth.
Jesper grinned back at you through his shiny reflection. "What can I say?" he remarked. "When something looks this good, you need to stop and appreciate the true art."
A laugh escaped your lips. "I can't tell if you're flirting with yourself or the mirror."
"Couldn't it be both, love?" The Zemeni sharpshooter turned around and shot you a wink. "What's the problem with a little self-love?"
"It's a problem when it's distracting you from the task at hand."
"And just what might that be, love?" Jesper moved to place his revolvers back in his holster, resting his hands lazily on top of the handles. He loved those weapons more than life itself. You'd seen him play with them when he was bored, anxious, or plain fidgety. Which, needless to say, was always. It mesmerized you to watch him spin the weapons as if they were mere children's toys. Back and forward, round his index fingers...Saints, the things those hands have done…
You cleared your throat and shook your head to clear your thoughts. Can't afford to get distracted, you reminded yourself. The blush flashing across your cheeks almost caused you to hide. "Uh, Kaz needs you," you somehow managed to get out.
"He always needs me." It was meant to be a casual careless statement, but you could sense the subtle presence of pride laced in his voice. "I think he could spare a few minutes."
You stood there in silence for a minute, unsure of what to do next. The right thing to do would be to go find Kaz. But you and Jesper rarely had time together outside of heists…
"Come here."
You blinked. "What?"
Jesper gave you a small smile and pointed to a spot on the ground beside him. "I said come here."
You shoved your hands deep in your pockets and shrugged. "I'm fine right here, thanks," you responded. "What's the problem?"
"I want to show you something." He was determined when he wanted something. You had to give him that. You were surprised when he sighed and grabbed your arms, gently pulling you closer to the mirror. Jesper pointed to the mirror. "Look."
"Okay...that's me?" You were now confused. "What's wrong?"
Jesper gestured with his hands. "You look tense," he remarked. “Make a face at it. Just do something to relax."
"How can I relax?! I tried, but there's just too much to do!" you exclaimed in a bitter huff. "You make it look easy. What's the secret?"
Your friend made a little show by leaning down as if he was about to whisper in your ear. You had to repress a shiver as his breath fanned against your cheek. He was so close right now, his chest pressed against your back. It was an intimate feeling, but you had to stop yourself before you made a mistake that ruined everything. "Afraid it's a trade secret, love," he mused with a dramatically hushed tone and wink. "It's just yet another Jesper talent."
"I just wish I even had a single talent."
This confession seemed to surprise Jesper, whose eyes widened slightly. "Oh, I wouldn't say that," he said. "You have a great number of talents."
You gave a small shrug. "I make clothes and I hide in the shadows," you relented. "Nothing as groundbreaking as shooting a guy's hat off from twenty feet."
"Actually, it was twenty five, but..." Jesper caught himself when he recognized your giving him a steely glare. He cleared his throat. "That's besides the point. I'm sure we can find something for you." Suddenly, his dark complexion shone with an unexpected glow. "I've got it!"
You watched in the mirror as he reached into his holster and pulled out one of his prized mother-of-pearl encrusted revolvers. The cold metal was a shock against your skin as Jesper pressed the weapon securely in your palm. "Try this. I will have you know that if you break it, I may need to reconsider this partnership." Even though his tone was serious, you knew Jesper was joking...possibly. "Now, here. Spin it like this...now like that..."
The two of you spent the next twenty minutes practicing revolver spins in the alley mirror. There were a few times where you would end up losing your grip on the gun, but Jesper was standing right by you to make sure it wouldn't be too detrimental to the design. You were so engrossed in the lesson that you almost didn't notice how much your smile had grown from before. Your cheeks had a tint of pink against them due to Jesper's close proximity, but you knew it would fade in a second. You just wanted to enjoy this moment.
When you finally managed to get a full series of rotations, you jumped for joy. Without thinking, you quickly pulled Jesper into a kiss. It was a short-lived moment, but the contact set off a bushel of butterfly flutters in your stomach. "I'm so sorry!" you were quick to apologize. Kissing your best friend was one thing, but your coworker? That was a whole other set of wrong. "It won't happen again."
"...Why not?"
You froze, eyes locking onto Jesper's grey hues. "What?"
"What was so bad about kissing me?" he asked. "I didn't think it was half bad."
He liked it? your mind asked you. That's certainly surprising. "Well," you tried to explain. "We do work together."
"I do think I'd be able to exhibit control, love. You on the other hand..." Jesper held up his hands in mock apology, which only had a well placed smack sent in his direction. “Ow! Don’t hit me!”
"I can kiss you! I don't have a problem with it." You really needed to think before you spoke.
Before you could run away, you felt Jesper's hand graze your left cheek. You could feel the stingingly cold metal of his colorful rings. His fingers were calloused, yet soft after all his work in the Club and the field. "Then how about we try that again?"
Surprised, you nodded silently and his lips were over yours once more. The two of you stayed there for as long as possible without losing oxygen. The only problem with that was you never heard Kaz approach with his cane. "Jesper," he said. "We need to go. Now." Kaz paused for a moment. "And tell your kissing pal that when the two of you are done, they're needed to collect some coin from the vault."
With a sigh against your lips, Jesper pulled away. "Right away, boss," he replied.
"This better not affect your performances," Kaz warned. He then nodded and limped away with his cane clutched tightly in his hand. It was just you and Jesper again. Alone. In the alleyway.
"Well, love," Jesper apologized. "I hate to kiss and run, but I"m afraid I'm needed." He pecked your cheek quickly before shrugging on his coat. It made your cheeks flush again. "We'll continue this when I get back, yeah?"
You could only wordlessly nod in agreement, causing him to give a curt nod as well. "Good." He began to walk away. "Oh, and by the way," he said in a louder tone. "I do think we found your talent."
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Author's Note: Okay, so hi. I completely disappeared from the writing circuit forever ago and still haven't completely come back. I wrote this fic almost two years ago when I first got into the Grishaverse fandom. It is posted on my AO3 if you want to see it in its former glory, but I felt it was high time to upload it here. When I found this in my docs, I was kind of surprised at how I captured his character, but I didn't hate it??
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this little snippet of my writing again. If you did, please drop a like and reblog this fic so I know whether or not to bring back my favorite cheeky guy again. I hope to be back to writing some fic soon, as I'm taking a creative writing class this semester in uni, so the ideas should be flowing again!! Make sure to follow so you don't miss a thing -- we're so close to 500 followers, which is insane to me. Can't tell you how grateful I am for each and every single one of my fellow fandom people <3
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My lovely friend @frostandflamesfanfic sent in a title a while back and I posted what I would write based upon said title, yet tumblr ate my response and wouldn't show up in the tags accordingly. So, here's a repost in case you missed it.
It features scenarios with Steve Harrington x reader and Jesper Fahey x reader because they both fit this title so well. I hope you enjoy!
Alright this has Steve and Jesper written all over it. Let's say childhood friends to lovers to exes to lovers again or something along the sort. With Steve you've gone off to university leaving him behind, same with you and Jesper, he obviously went his own way and became Kaz's right hand man.
But tons of angst and resolving the problems of "oh wow, hey I actually liked you but was terrified without you when you left I decided to distance myself from others/wallow away and find an outlet for my pain."
Steve would be soft and romantic when he confesses this and cue the rain falling on him and you take him back to your apartment to get dry clothes and he finds you stole his old sweatshirt in the closet and was like "Huh, I wondered where that one went." Cue you snuggled up in the hoodie and him holding you as you watch a favorite film, a bowl of popcorn and snacks next to you. Before you asks yes there's so many kisses to make up for lost time of course!
Now with Jesper, we know he's suave so he's so baffled when you cross paths again and he wants to hold you, he can't sit still in the chair in Kaz's office causing a glare to cross the gang leader's face to the point he kicks Jesper out. "You clearly have something else better on your mind than all this coin, Jes," Kaz taunts, leaving a bewildered Jesper gaping behind the closed door then he scowls, stomping down the stairs to get out of the Slat to his favorite gambling table of the Crow Club.
Cue you bumping into him, and you dart down the street and up to the roof, almost slipping cause heck you're terrified what would you say? It was stupid to see him again, right? But what he doesn't know is you're running from Pekka and got stabbed so when he sees you crumble in an abandoned alleyway, he remembers how it felt he almost died had Kaz not saved him. He could save you, and save you he did, pulling you into his arms almost on the verge of unconsciousness and barged into his room, yelling for Nina to help him.
Then when you wake up, you see Nina, her and Jes had one too many drinks and you're enveloped in the smell of him and wearing his coat. "I'm so sorry love, they won't hurt you any longer. You're one of us, now." Like you always have been, and you smile, and he kisses your hand later joining you in bed and you make up for the years with a lot of kisses.
for the fake fic title challenge! “For As Long As I’ve Loved You” ☺️
Alright this has Steve and Jesper written all over it. Let's say childhood friends to lovers to exes to lovers again or something along the sort. With Steve you've gone off to university leaving him behind, same with you and Jesper, he obviously went his own way and became Kaz's right hand man.
But tons of angst and resolving the problems of "oh wow, hey I actually liked you but was terrified without you when you left I decided to distance myself from others/wallow away and find an outlet for my pain."
Steve would be soft and romantic when he confesses this and cue the rain falling on him and you take him back to your apartment to get dry clothes and he finds you stole his old sweatshirt in the closet and was like "Huh, I wondered where that one went." Cue you snuggled up in the hoodie and him holding you as you watch a favorite film, a bowl of popcorn and snacks next to you. Before you asks yes there's so many kisses to make up for lost time of course!
Now with Jesper, we know he's suave so he's so baffled when you cross paths again and he wants to hold you, he can't sit still in the chair in Kaz's office causing a glare to cross the gang leader's face to the point he kicks Jesper out. "You clearly have something else better on your mind than all this coin, Jes," Kaz taunts, leaving a bewildered Jesper gaping behind the closed door then he scowls, stomping down the stairs to get out of the Slat to his favorite gambling table of the Crow Club.
Cue you bumping into him, and you dart down the street and up to the roof, almost slipping cause heck you're terrified what would you say? It was stupid to see him again, right? But what he doesn't know is you're running from Pekka and got stabbed so when he sees you crumble in an abandoned alleyway, he remembers how it felt he almost died had Kaz not saved him. He could save you, and save you he did, pulling you into his arms almost on the verge of unconsciousness and barged into his room, yelling for Nina to help him.
Then when you wake up, you see Nina, her and Jes had one too many drinks and you're enveloped in the smell of him and wearing his coat. "I'm so sorry love, they won't hurt you any longer. You're one of us, now." Like you always have been, and you smile, and he kisses your hand later joining you in bed and you make up for the years with a lot of kisses.
Hmm….assumptions…I’m going to take a wild guess and assume there’s been like five fics that have made you smile and /almost/ kick your feet in happiness (we’ve all been there)
Ooo this is difficult, El. I think rarely will a fic have me doing that but I think we can up the number to maybe eight (I'm not totally sure how many have made me smile and/or kick my feet). Your dad!Steve and Jesper make me melt though in the absolute best way 😄
I know I’ve now wished you a happy birthday in DMs, but you know you can’t get away from this message in your inbox, you amazing person you.
Happy happy HAPPY birthday from me and your fictionals! 💙💙
I’ve missed some, I know, but I don’t want to actually crash our tumblrs 😂😂 So glad I have a friend like you, my dear!
EL omg 😭😭😭🤩 stap you're the sweet one and this message-wow it crashed my brain server for real. I really can't say thank you enough 🖤💜💚Thanks for being here and obviously the banter and all the wonderful ideas you have in the brain of yours. On another note I wanna smooch all those fictionals of mine now cause mwah I can't take it
