#frsutrated

[syntheticbrat]

someday

[honeypressed]

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[patience-in-recovery88]

Stupid eating disorder making me believe things I know I shouldn’t. I hate that it’s getting such a hold on me again before I even realized it.

[givemegifs]

[nikkimarie]

21 November 2016

Today may have been the worst practice yet. I was doing great on Thursday when I was trying to do a front dive tuck. But today, everything fell apart. I couldn’t even do a standing front dive straight. 

I fell apart. I cried. 

Duston tried to relate it back to the murderer, but i still couldn’t do it. By the end of practice, he said to do a front flip. I couldn’t do it with the full approach. I tried again and again and fail. By the third time, he said to dry off. 

I don’t get why I’m so frustrated over a simple dive. He said, “I don’t care what the dive looks like. Your number one priority is to fulfill the dive description. I’m asking you to do a front dive. You do them all the time coming off the blocks. Just put a jump into it.”

I swear, I keep going back and forth to whether I want to dive or not. 

[purple-peaches]

Dear Professor Dickwad,

Your class is over at 11:50. There's a week and a half left, and you still haven't figured this out. I need my damn room. Get your bald head and skinny white ass out of there and let me do my job, ya dumb mf.

And indoor voices, please??! You're talking to one student.  I don't think she's hard of hearing, and I shouldn't hear you halfway down the hall.

Update: Stop apologizing and just gtfo. I'm not about to give you my "no problem" when you do the same shit every time. Other people in the world, ffs.

[nebularobo]

Does someone knows any guide called "how to  make art without feeling frustration and without hating everything you do" or anything like this? Thanks.

[geebee889]

I don't know why I keep looking at tumblr when it makes me feel bad about myself.