#frusterated

[capturedpain]

Slow Horses 2x05

Love all the characters of this show but Cartwright is definitely my favorite. He has the worst of luck which is bad for him but good for us whump lovers😁

[rm5sos]

[charliesco11ection]

My garden is blooming

Why do you still matter

My lilies are growing

Why can’t you leave me alone

He took my hand

But I’m still staring

Over the roses

Over the peonies

At you, but you never notice

My garden is blooming

Bees stumble with pollen falling from their legs

Crickets chirp in the dead of night

And I sit on my porch

Straining to hear your voice

But he speaks so clearly

Why don’t I just listen to him

My garden is blooming

Sickeningly sweet scents arise

Mulberries burst as I mull you over

I get a thorn stuck in my finger

He dances with me

But when I close my eyes, it’s you

I feel like I may fall through the soil

My garden is blooming

I’d love to be with the tree roots

Hands sinking into the soft earth

Grass weaving through my hair

But even as peace follows me

So do you

And I can’t seem to let him follow too

My garden is blooming

My herbs are salty

Watered with my tears

Of frustration, of longing, of loathing myself

I look out among my flowers

Already, they’ve begun to die

I can’t seem to keep anything alive

But my love for you still won’t cease

Its gut-wrenching grip on my senses

And my garden is withering

-Charlie

[daenerys-targaryen-moved]

thinkin how ‘white savior’ criticism in terms of daenerys is mostly used for the show because they killed off most of the people of color around her to further her plot and how the slaves she freed in s3 were extras of morocco aka people of color but none of that ever happens in the books irri is still alive missandei is still alive xaro is still alive rakharo is still alive aggo is still alive and jhogo is still alive and slavery in the world of asoiaf is not based off of american slavery aka race based it’s based more on the romans and the greeks who enslaved those who they beat ect and i just :/

[magicalmarmar]

It’s hard to please everybody when you see both sides of a situation. Like for some people, it’s either black or white but I’m stuck in this grey area. There are some things that I know without a doubt are wrong and will not stand for, but then there are other things that are so complex that it's hard to know what the right thing is. I have my family on one side of things and then my friends on the other, and no matter what I say someone is going to disagree or be offended. And it’s okay to disagree and have differing opinions, but it's not okay to make someone feel like there opinion or thoughts are invalid. Nobody is just one thing, people are not just “good” or just “bad” people. Maybe that's what's wrong with me though, I’m stuck in this grey area when I should just choose a side. Like it’s that easy. Like it’s that easy to ignore every other thought in my head and just blindly support one side even if they have also done wrong. Maybe I'm just ignorant or maybe I'm just confused and overwhelmed. I don't know anymore. I feel like I can't speak comfortably with my friends or my family about my opinions without being judged. Like I'm letting them down somehow because they had this expectation of me that I'm not meeting. It makes me not want to talk to anyone or open up to them because I'll just get shot down again and again.

[mydaysdaily]

January 25, 2020

I don’t know which words to use

When explaining my frustration.

It’s all too much,

No word can make you feel

The way I feel in my head—

—or chest per se,

Seeing as it fills with rage.

She’s doesn’t do anything.

Doesn’t clean up her own mess

Or those of her friends,

Just sits and looks at her phone.

What’s worse is that

She thinks nothing of it,

She doesn’t feel bad

She doesn’t try

She doesn’t apologize.

Just sits and expects to be waited on.

I’m not going to.

I’ll get mean if I need to be

But she needs to learn,

She should know

How to be a decent human being.

[embersofamber]

Just tried to queue a bunch of posts from my drafts and apparently it didn't work???

But they were also deleted??

#thanks Tumblr -_-

[honestly-alone]

Guess who's nervous about everything because:

They hadn't been to pride group in over a month

Surrounded by transphobes at home and school

Or Never made any real connections at school or pride group~~~???

Me~~~!!!

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