#frustrated rant

[autisticthoughtdaughter]

I hate having my period. I hate being a girl. I hate the fact that males don't get periods or stuff that makes me feel the way i am whenever i get on my period.

It ruins everything for me, and it is just so hard for me to function emotionally and mentally when i am on my period. Especially when it comes to my social media access, which i know is a very small even non issue in comparison to my other more important issues surrounding my autism and whatnot.

It just makes me feel so greasy. And limited, like more challenged and limited than usual. I am more prone to lashing out at people, more prone to impulsivity, more prone to just.... Being immature despite my grown ass age. And it is just every single month and that gets tiring after a while. I swear it's like i am only normal for one second before my period wrecks the whole thing.

And this is why i am really invested in permenantly getting rid of my period so that i don't have to deal with this bullshit anymore. By that i mean getting an injection to get rid of it entirely. But there is a fucking problem because why the fuck not. If i go on it for more than two years it can bad for my body and mind so we're trying to refrain from talking about permenant when it comes to my period.

Ughhh, i hateee this lifeeee!!!

[pluralzalpha]

Also, fans who think that David Tennant coming back will fix the show: you’re the same as the people who insisted it should be relaunched with Tom Baker thirty years ago. If they’d had their way, the series would have been held back forever and would have never become the version that YOU loved.

Every suggestion like this is a suggestion to move backwards, not forwards. How can people who love Doctor Who be so terrified of change?

He left eleven years ago, for god’s sake. Anyway, that’s what Big Finish is for.

[miminorenai]

Danggg I went betray saizo's team to get my bratty yasu to discover he's on the winning side right now??? How can I go back to my ninjas hubbs 😭 I hope yasu's team going back down to lose againnn

[wbluesky]

How is religion a hoax? I’m an atheist myself, just in case you assume I’m religious.

I'm not going to say that religion, wholesale, is a hoax, and if I said that before I said in a moment of frustration. Religion serves many people in the exact capacity it was made for: bringing hope and community to people.

However I do see larger scale Christian churches taking people for a ride, promising whatever they want if only they donate XYZ to the megachurch, because, ya know, MONEY is how we get to heaven now, ignore that whole "fitting a camel through the eye of a needle" bit.

Much more specifically: here in America lately we've seen the rise of the Christian "fuck you" crowd who seems to have never read a Bible but will cherry pick any verse they want to disparage and be a shitty human. The ones that think empathy is a sin, and that the sermon on the mound is "too weak for today" to preach. Those are the folks I have a bigger issue with.

Maybe I just have an issue with Christianity being warped and corrupted, having grown up with it and dropping it as I saw more and more of what adults actually practiced vs. preached. Maybe I just have an issue with people and not religion. 🤷

[grooksauce]

Okay so uhm there's something that genuinely pisses me off and that's people just assuming like. Proship is apart of the rarepair part of shipping. No the hell it fucking isn't. Like I saw a comment on a video going against a Snapdragon and Shadow Milk fanfic (which like. First of all that's nasty as fuck, Snapdragon is a literal newborn) basically saying how they're against rarepair stuff because of it.

Now uhm. I don't really get into proship discourse because like. I don't wanna see or hear that sick fuck shit because of the stupid algorithm and like. The fact that I simply don't want to add fuel to the fire like they want to.

But equating or even shoving proship in the same category as rarepairs is fucking stupid. Now, as anyone in the nonexistent audience can see, I have a cookie run rarepair. I even ship some others for it and different fandoms. So as someone who has these obscure ships or ships two obscure characters together, I find it highly fucking disrespectful that someone is literally equating wanting an adult to do nasty things with a baby to wanting to see a knight and a captain that haven't canonically met kiss. That's COMPLETELY different. One is a proship/dark ship. The other is just regular fucking shipping with two characters that aren't really paired together.

Ending it off here, do I mean any offense by this? No. Just trying to vent out my frustration. Am I gonna resent anyone with the sentiment? No, I just really wish you'd differentiate these things better thank you💖 I simply want to exaggerate my tone here to also just actually make this feel like keys jiggling in your face bro like HEY HEY KEYS LOOK PAY ATTENTION y'know

And uh. If any proshipper or dark shipper sees this (first of all, uh yeah I have a DNI plastered on my bio and intro post, please don't.) I'm not doing this to start shit. I don't like proshippers and dark shippers. I'm simply trying to get my thoughts on this out there. Also like. Just do not talk to me or start shit over this. I don't like you and you don't like me. Let's not interact.

[katielovably]

I likely talked about this, but my brother and I up with special assistance at school or with people treating us differently. It's not until we find out at our workplaces that someone told them our It's written somewhere we have ADHD. That's news to us, and we feel degrated or annoyed because we didn't tell them that information, so it's just frustrating because it feels like everyone is keeping secrets from us that they think we know. And another thing I don't feel like I have ADHD more autistic or both while my brother thinks he normal or maybe had ADHD we don't know because no one ran actually tests as far as I know .... I need to make an appointment for an actual diagnosis. I just keep forgetting also I don't know where to go. I don't even know if my local hospital does things like diagnosis.

[andy-skull]

Loki giving a speech on having hope because he still has hope he can fix things, in the TVA and with Sylvie.

But also telling it to the Sylkis because we've endure 4 fucking chapters of unresolved angst. Because this episode resolved NOTHING AT ALL BETWEEN THEM.

They united for a common cause. It was awesome to watch them work together, yes. But they haven't really talked yet

No one is saying what they really should be saying.

Sylvie's giving Loki far too many opportunities (because she cares and as she can't say it she shows it this way) yet Loki still doesn't say what's in his heart or addresses the issue-

And what was that "We're Gods," thing about??? Loki the watcher? Loki Who Remains? And Sylvie agreeing to his view?

You know what it is like to be an anarchist and watch that debate go????

What did I just watch, honestly....

Let alone acting, direction, music, etc. The pace of this season still puts me off

[fuckngangryallthetime]

i always get the most irritable when my hair is greasy even though i showered a couple hours ago, and my face is oily, and my pimples are scabbing over, and my hands can't seem to get clean, or when there are little things on the floor that come back every hour, and everyone is too loud, and my music doesnt feel right because i dont deserve to listen to something that makes me feel good. i feel so ugly and disgusted by myself.