I hate having my period. I hate being a girl. I hate the fact that males don't get periods or stuff that makes me feel the way i am whenever i get on my period.
It ruins everything for me, and it is just so hard for me to function emotionally and mentally when i am on my period. Especially when it comes to my social media access, which i know is a very small even non issue in comparison to my other more important issues surrounding my autism and whatnot.
It just makes me feel so greasy. And limited, like more challenged and limited than usual. I am more prone to lashing out at people, more prone to impulsivity, more prone to just.... Being immature despite my grown ass age. And it is just every single month and that gets tiring after a while. I swear it's like i am only normal for one second before my period wrecks the whole thing.
And this is why i am really invested in permenantly getting rid of my period so that i don't have to deal with this bullshit anymore. By that i mean getting an injection to get rid of it entirely. But there is a fucking problem because why the fuck not. If i go on it for more than two years it can bad for my body and mind so we're trying to refrain from talking about permenant when it comes to my period.
Ughhh, i hateee this lifeeee!!!
