@racointeur ( miles ) sent : sender straddles reciever's lap and starts grinding against them, slow and intentional.
he really hadn't meant to let it get this far. or, hell, maybe he had. maybe it was inevitable. the way his hands had settled on his hips without thinking, the way his breath caught in his throat the second miles started to move against him. his body reacted before his brain could scream caution.
and now ? miles was fully straddling him. moving with slow, dangerous intention. like he knew exactly what he was doing to him. like he wasn't afraid of what came next. miles might not have been… but jay was. the hum was low, almost quiet. but not gone. it never really went away anymore. especially not when his heart was racing like this, not when miles fingers fist the front of his thin t-shirt. something jay would never typically wear but… it was just miles, right ? so he'd shed his hoodie an hour or so before. now, jay was growing a little nervous about that decision.
miles is grounding, though. the slow movement of his hips pressing jay into the leather of the couch. it teathers him to something. the feeling, maybe ? ❝ you really know how to make a guy forget he's a walkin' natural disaster, ❞ he murmurs, voice rough, a little breathless. he's trying to keep it light, but obviously failing. his grip tightened on miles' hips, just slightly. not enough to stop him. never that. ❝ this feels – ❞ he cut off, jaw clenched. eyes flickering red at the edges before he blinks it back. ❝ this feels too good. which probably means it's about to go very wrong. ❞ but he doesn't move, doesn't push miles away. too lost to the feeling to truly adhere to his own rules. and that ? that terrified him more than anything else.











