#ftlcast bts

[sassytail]

I just farted loud enough that it showed up on my waveform while we were recording.

[sassytail]

the cool thing about 6 arcs is that like, I was definitely using Sabriel , a character that started out as an explicitly jewish thinly veiled anders dragonage expy, as a way to process and discuss a lot of the really difficult shit i was going through at the time, and also, the intergenerational trauma from the shoah.

I haven't really talked abt it here, but i was trapped in a super abusive living situation, and living entirely on my own for the first time in my life, and was Not coping very well with it. Listening back to especially the first few arcs of season 6, and the irl situations i mention and I used as inspiration to fuel my storytelling is a sobering reminder of what i've overcome in that time.

all this to say, im so glad that i had this messy terrible scrungly lil bitch who makes no good decisions ever and actively throws himself into his self imposed role as a martyr, as an outlet for my deeply messy and challenging emotions that i was dealing with during that time in my life. <3