#fuck-boy

[ifuck-boyi]

cuando llueve

Pues veras, cuando llueve, siento que puedo refugiarme en la tranquilidad de las goas al caer y fluir en el asfalto, puedo refugiarme en el gris claro u oscuro de las nubes y... al igual que Charles Chaplin "Me gusta caminar bajo la lluvia, porque nadie puede ver mis lágrimas".

[smalltownworldtraveler]

Fuckboy Closure

Closure has a funny way of actually closing down not just the situation but also the feeling. I could honestly careless about you and how the rest of your life goes. You ruined any chance for us to be friends again after last night. I hope you realize one day how much of a mistake that was seeing as I was the only one that could ever actually get you open all the way up and actually make you say what you were feeling. Have a nice life you duchebag and learn from this. Next time you want to fuck over a girl then later try to fuck her best friend remember there is such thing as a girl code if they have respect for one another. Find your soul and hold onto it 'cause in all honestly you lost it somewhere now and this time last year.

[cmuela]

Okay so ithink i need to write about this shit so i can completely move on with my life. Sooo… PART 1:

Lately I’ve had some strong personal issues that first of all relate to a man I sort of fell in love with, I’ve known him for a while now and we’re partners in a street-photography-facebook-page that has 3136 likes and has been doing well for itself.. I mention this since I think it was a basic element for me to start growing feelings for this men, the idea that we both were interested in something similar, the streets, the lifestyles around the city, the old houses, a whole diferent kind of elements that you can see in this page.

But I was obviously in a relationship and living with my boyfriend but things had not been too good lately, we live way to far from town where I can even spend 4 hours a day in public transport, and also the passion between us just sort of fade out, to what I realized I had to leave, the problem is this other man accelerated the moving out process, since I was thinking so much about him that I just couldn’t keep living down the same roof than my boyfriend.

And so I told my boyfriend that I needed to leave, that I was to far from town and from people and since I’m 21 and I’m about to graduate in two months this was not healthy, I never mentioned this other man to my boyfriend but he knows. So I saw this other man a few times, we never kissed since I thought that could never be acceptable to the boyfriend I dated for two years and with whom I shared a house for a year. But since my boyfriend works basically ALL THE TIME and we don’t see each other much, I was talking with this other man and I was obviously fellin in love with him.

But shit has happened, and it’s over. It could had never work out but I still got all excited about it thinking of an “us” he’s 34 and I’m 21, but I’m ready to be with someone I just didn’t felt like my boyfriend was the one, we don’t share anything in common and it’s just not exciting, like Erykah Badu says “day to day life with you is no thrill, it's getting late no time to wait, get go on so I can meditate” … but while my boyfriend it’s ready this other man isn’t, he’s an artist, I wrote about him before in my blog, he has to many fucking girls chasing him around and he loves the attention.

Basically that’s what fucked this all up, he’s need to be always present on social media and shit, when I only wanted him for myself. And today he posted a piece of body art and that was it. Man you are posting some girls tittie and except me to be chill and cool about it? Damn! Like we don’t have anything serious yet but we obviously got something going on, like! I have not seen him in over a week and we haven’t talked much but like he’s always been on my mind, and he was supposed to be waiting for shit to calm down over here but wow clearly sharing a very intimate moment with someone and his body art, man FUCK HIM.

So basically that was it. I’m very fucking pissed because he started some shit when he wasn’t even sure about it, and meanwhile I’ve moved around so much shit to be able to be together and now I realize he’s not fucking worth it. But it’s cool I feel like this opened my eyes a lot. He was being so nice and I was unable to see the truth but now this happened and I obviously told him off and he was just like “ohh it’s just body art don’t be intense” like man FUCK YOU.