#fuckallthethings

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Apenas observo essa porra.

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Fodassssseeeee

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#bestpillowpet #fuckallthethings #ihaveaglowingturtle

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3.5 hours after I leave, I'm fucking home. #fuckALLthethings

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Social anxiety

I've never been an outgoing person, that's for sure. I'm the kind of guy who agonises over which restaurant to go into because I'm scared to talk to the people who are paid to speak to me. I obsess over failed social interactions and it feels like a lot of them are just that. But today as I stood alone in the park I thought that maybe in fact I was only worried about my social ineptitude because I thought that I had been insidiously brainwashed...a bit silly yeah. Conspiracy theories aside I think my issues are rather mild, but gee, the amount of time I spend worrying about this is stupid.

Fuck social anxiety. Fuck human beings. Fuck cognitive dissonance.

[h0peforthe-best]

05/03/13

so for the past half hour i have been sitting here, thinking about my shit life

[cakeinthegrass18]

Update 2

Today I am sad because I am stressed. Being at camp is fun, but it is easy to forget what is going on in your normal life. For example, I have to turn in a bunch of forms to financial aid for school, but low and behold there is no printer at camp that is accessible to counselors. If there is, no one is talking about it. Anyhow, I am frustrated because I requested that they fax the form to me because I couldn't get it to them otherwise (they instigated me completing the form first). So, they emailed me back saying they could fax it but i should print it, after I kept saying I could not. I just told them finally "it is not possible for me to print, is it possible for you to fax?" I received the rudest email in return. I just don't get it. Literally. Being in the woods of Maine has made me realize college is overrated. You pay a shit ton of money to be treated like shit by the people who are in charge, and then you leave and they expect you to keep giving in order for them to continue to treat people like shit. I wake up at 6:30 every morning, I look out the window and notice that being in the woods with a bunch of screaming teenagers, and only 30 dollars in my pocket does not seem to bother me. I feel like such a rebel. Will I return to society and be a normal citizen? Sure. However for right now I don't give a shit about Wesleyan College nor do I care about society's standards of success. 

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Olha como sou saudável, estou comendo salada de frutas no recreio.

Disse Laura enquanto misturava meia lata de leite condensado no dito potinho de salada de frutas.