#fucking break

[radicalcoffeeclub]

Crazy watching my nieces grow up and realizing that 13-15 year olds are literally little babies and then it hits me how bad my own situation actually was like what do you mean I was just a kid like that cutting and starving myself because I was too overwhelmed with my surroundings all the time and literally not a single adult noticed or took genuine action to help me honestly all I needed was some time off from everything and some peace and quiet but instead I had to reach out to adults to fucking beg for some help and was only given more responsibilities like going to some random therapist who did nothing and which felt more like a punishment while I kept hurting myself like goddamn I should have been having fun and doing average teen things and it was so fucking obvious that I wasn't and nobody could understand me it just kills me to realize what the fuck actually happened to me !!!!

[risky-witchy]

Shits and giggles are over goodbye mama temult

[petewentz-gender]

The whole july being like. Several trauma and also abandonment wound central and like. I. This was gonna be a post about summer and what i remember of my summers.

I remember getting into trouble with one of my sisters and i remember anime iowa was a july event but i also remember the awful friends or the being stuck inside or the inability to eat because of one reason or another. I remember moving i remember everything.

Last year was traumatic as hell. The fourth is already like. Such a gods awful time. The first day i personally remember it clicking in my head that my family? Didnt care about me much. That my grandma was really the only one who cared. I moved to az in july. I moved to nevada in july. I mean fuck. So many moves ive had happened in july

June sucks for various reasons but man i fuuuuuucking hate july.

I hate it. I hate it and i hate that its haunting me and i hate that its hard to talk to my friends and i hate that my energy is so low.

Fuck you depression i want to hang out with my friends i want to be a good friend. I want to be fucking good. I just. I wish this next month wasn't going to be hell and i wish i had exactly the words i could use to describe it.

[mini-faust]

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[parspicle]

oh god

[wenamhwan1998]

-I'll gonna be fine,soon.

[harrylouistummies]

Where..?

Where are Harry and Louis? 

Where are Hazza and Loueh? 

Where are Haz and Lou?

Where are Banana and Carrot?

Where are they?

Where are they?

Where are they?

Okay, I am relaxed.. But

WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEYYYY?

[ninurta-ekur]

Now im getting shit

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