#fucking lonliness

[emptywithout]

At least I’m a good writer.

[scalpelss]

it's ok anastasia

you don't need friends, you have this nice cup of ice water and green day

and the wall

and a computer screen

and a bunch of hours of you trying to contact people

this is the life, it'll be ok

you're not being shot, you're in a comfy blanket and get some time alone

do you know how many people just want some time alone?

you should, considering you're always feeling that way when you actually have people around

but aw. what the fuck are you doing.

crying? after getting everything you want?

what a spoiled fucking brat.

stop crying and deal with what you've got. or leave.

[scalpelss]

lol i'm never going to get a boyfriend

[scalpelss]

i just need a hug. a nice, long hug from someone who cares. but nobody cares and i'm alone, so. why aren't i used to this feeling yet?