WHERE DID MY SUMMER GO?
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WHERE DID MY SUMMER GO?
Okay, #adhd, you win this day. I've been trying to work on this spanish paper since about 2 pm today. I'm calling it a night. #actuallyadhd #adhdlife #thestruggle #fuckingcollege
Me: *Matches with a cute girl on Tinder.*
*Joins hockey team.*
*Finds out the cute girl from Tinder is also on the hockey team.*
*Never acknowledges we’re matched on Tinder, even though we're both open about using it all the time.*
*Goes to a tournament; gets stranded; has a really nice lunch with the cute girl from Tinder.*
*Waits two weeks.*
*Drunkenly lets my housemate message cute girl on Tinder. Cute girl replies saying we should hang out soon. Replies agreeing. Cute girl unmatches me.*
*Goes to practice the following week; talks to the cute girl who I used to be matched with like nothing happened.*
*Waits a week.*
*Runs into the cute girl in the cafeteria. Tries to pull out headphones to say hi, and ends up spilling an entire cup of coffee. Cute girl from Tinder helps clean it up. Leaves in a state of total embarrassment.*
*Waits 10 minutes.*
*Gets a Facebook message from the cute girl from Tinder asking if I wanna grab lunch tomorrow.*
*Goes home.*
*Makes a Tumblr post about how confused she is.*
Living in a damn dorm...
Look, my hall mates do not entirely suck, well most of them don't, anyway, but I'm about to kill each and every one of them. Our school put on a "drive-in" movie tonight which we did not attend despite my undying love for Gatsby, and if that wasn't annoying enough, (we could hear it from our window and then they would have bullshit intermissions like fake ass horse racing and raffles that was all even fucking louder than the movie,) they start coming back like 19 hours later (mind you it's 2:03am and it's JUST now starting to be consistently quiet,) and they're all loud as SHIT. And our room is right next to the entrance/exit to/from our hall, so we hear every single time the heavy ass door closes, and I am going to lose it. For real. Because I can handle it for awhile, but it just would. Not. Stop. So now I have a headache and I just want to sleep because we have like 96 fucking things to do tomorrow and it all starts in eight hours. All these bitches have death wishes, I swear... End. Fucking. Rant.
Sometimes I really fucking hate online classes...
Realizing I can't fix how much I fucked up this semester...
Stressed
So I was told this morning that I had to retake a course I miserably failed and now I feel like the biggest failure out there... And to avoid moping about it I'm going to bake cupcakes and succeed and eat them all and successfully become half a kilogram fatter and no one can stop me, k thanks, bye.
Funny how
i was feeling incredible, almost invincible until last night when i find out my grades could literally screw up everything i had planned for the next 2 years. Like huge, massive plans. And my poor family wont stop asking me whats wrong. I dont even know what to do. Studying is honestly pointless, thats how bad it is. *sigh* ((okay im done venting))